
...There's no harm in loving a cousin, right ? even in Islam, it is permissible to marry a cousin....
"What do you mean ?" ask Rama quickly. Rama turned Kinanta's body facing him. "Don't joke Kinan !" sarcasm of Rama holds both of Kinan's shoulders.
Kinanta takes Rama's hand off his shoulder. He then walked towards the balcony of his room where he stayed at the residence of Papa Rayyan.
"I'm serious Brother. Looks like we have to end this relationship, after all I can't face Kak Keenan and my parents if they know about our relationship" Kinala explained, looking straight ahead.
Kinanta had been thinking carefully about his relationship with Rama. Kinanta did not dare to be honest with his brother and his parents if he was in contact with Rama.
Rama looked at his cousin and the woman he loved. Should their relationship end here ? Their relationship if it is known to both their parents will certainly be hindered by blessing. Rama's parents and Kinanta's parents and his older brother will definitely oppose their relationship.
Kinanta walked to his suitcase and pulled his suitcase to leave the room he occupied and also Rama.
"Wait !" Rama stops Kinanta's footsteps and pulls Kinanta into his arms. Rama cried so much Kinanta if I could be repeated they do not want to be trapped in a love relationship between brothers like this.
"Should we end it ?" rama said with a trembling voice.
"I'm sorry, sister." said Kinanta
Rama let go of his embrace then turned around unwilling to look at Kinanta's face. The two people must be separated because of such a heartbreaking situation. Kinanta turned around leaving Rama alone. Kinanta said goodbye to Mama Mayang and Papa Rayyan when he was downstairs, even the driver who prepared Papa Rayyan was waiting for him to take Kinanta to the airport.
"See you soon Kinan, greetings to your Mommy huh ?" mayang hugged his nephew's body. Mayang did not understand why Kinanta was crying in his arms. "Don't be sad we can still see each other again" Mayang said.
"We will visit Indonesia next time" Rayyan told Kinanta.
"Yes Pa" replied Kinanta he also embraced Papa Rayyan's body.
"I'm leaving" Kinanta said, then got into the car.
"Be careful on the road dear" said Mayang waving at Kinanta.
When the car was driven by Kinanta had moved away from the eyes of Mayang and Rayyan. Mayang seemed to think about the look of Kinanta's face that looked different when he returned home to Indonesia. Whereas Kinanta every two or three months will definitely come to Germany and stay at their home, when he will return to the homeland never Kinanta did so.
"Why Bang ?" mayang asked her husband.
Rayyan only shrugged her shoulders in response if she didn't know about Kinanta. Mayang exhaled slowly Kinanta's expression just now really provoked his attention.
Kinanta stared at the view from the window of his family's private plane. Soon he again cried bitterly remembering his togetherness with Rama.
During this one week he did give love and affection to Rama as a form of separation of their relationship. It hurts, but Kinanta has to do it if not to know when their relationship will continue.
"I'm sorry Brother..Hix"
While Rama was still in the room occupied by Kinala he sat on the sofa scolding straight ahead. It was like a dream of his relationship and Kinanta had ended after so many years.