I'M NOT A FLOOZY
Chapter 64

Handoko PoV

☆☆☆ In psychological science, it is generally mentioned that the sweet and beautiful intense relationship between parents and children is created when the child is in the golden age stage. At that age, beautiful relationships and parental affection are fully poured out. In this phase there is the formation of a good personality and attitude of respect for parents and neighbors, and the formation of a humble soul, giving birth to intense relationships. This can be seen from the quality of the relationship when the child is in the golden age phase.☆☆☆

The same thing happened to Lianto Simon Chow with the daily call Ah Lian. It is a pride that is rooted in the tradition of the people of Tiong Hwa, if the first born child is a boy, then all kinds of forms of attention and affection are fully poured out when welcoming his birth, he said, a relationship between parents and children that cannot be broken by anything.

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'My heart's a little bit of a heartbeat, huh, this morning? Why do I feel like I said there was something special today? Ah... My longing for her cannot fade. He is still my firstborn, after all. Come back Lianto, papa will accept and forgive whatever form of wrong you have done.' Mr. Handoko's premonition of the presence of the figure of Lianto that he has been able to give a shock in the inner sense of a father in his waiting.

'Whatever happens to my son, I will love him. My son is my hope. His rejection did hurt our parents and our extended family. It was too drastic a step he took by leaving his family. Ah Lian chose her own path in her own way. I was too loud and stupid. The boy had his heart too soft as his mother.' Mr. Handoko lamented his son inwardly.

If time can be turned, want him to go back to the times he fought with his son. If only his heart had softened and found out what had happened to his son. If at that time he wanted to hear the reason his son refused to be betrothed. And a million if it were still in his mind.

That fact now grieves his heart.

His soul was filled with boundless longing for his first son Lianto. 'I will welcome you without asking what you have lived and experienced in your life, my son. I just want to hug you like I hugged you when you were a kid. I'll forget all your anger and rebellion.

\=\= PoV Handoko end

The warm sunlight broke through the gap of ornamental plants that hung neatly and beautifully in the row of terraces next to the room occupied by Mr. Handoko who was previously the room of Lianto.

A hard yearning he accepted with his condition and very limited space for movement due to his health condition. Mr. Handoko chose the room and the belongings and likes of Lianto as a cure for his longing.

Unlike usual Mr. Handoko was excited this morning. Her smile brought a story of its own to the nurse who had been taking care of her all this time, "Master Han... Good morning... Tumben's still up in the morning."

"I want to shave Sus, put on a shirt that is cream color, that's his favorite color. Today Feng Ling is also the time to bring Mario here, I want to be different sisters, help ya." Handoko's fluffy smile looked handsome and dashing still left at his old age.

From a few meters away, the car stopped. The figure was slender, and all that was stepping doubtfully. Beauitiful... Anggun, beautiful mane curls jutting gurgling blown by the breeze.

Handoko's old eyes, even though she was wearing glasses, were aghast at the sight. With hesitation he tried to make sure his eyes were open, he opened his pupils wide, took off his glasses and rubbed back. Spontan said, "Lianto... Ah Lian...?"

For a while he again observed inch by inch although it was less clear in his view, not that Mr. Handoko will forget the habits and body movements of Liana when she is in a state of panic make mistakes or feel confused.

The Blouse that Liana was wearing looked graceful in a blend of colors and fashions, aaah.... Liana is indeed the best choice lady boy if there is a talent assessment event, but Liana's hand can not be separated from the observation of Mr. Handoko from earlier quietly observing from the side, but Liana's hand can not be seen from the side, where he sits in a wheelchair.

It was Liana's habit since childhood if she made a mistake, she would stand idly by playing her fingers with the clothes she wore and it turns out that the habit until now is still intense he did.

"REally..." The disbelief made Handoko run her wheelchair towards the main door of her house, while their eyes clashed with each other, Handoko's smile forgot all the pain she had been suffering.

Handoko's hand was waving hoping Liana approached him, slowly he moved his legs that had been difficult for him to move, the pain of osteoporosis had been very disturbing all his activities.

Once again Mr. Handoko waved his hand, the tears escaped also when he saw the child he had missed, had returned even though not with the expectations originally expected.

Inevitably, willingly unwilling master Handoko must also lower his ego. Slowly back he waved his hand then spread out his hands hoping Liana approached and returned in his arms.

"Papa... Pa... Forgive Liana." Liana ran to rest at the feet of Mr. Handoko begging for all the mistakes he had made so far.

Miracles answer a mystery. Mr. Handoko was able to stand up and return Liana's embrace. The longing seemed reluctant to escape and shy away from their embrace. The legs of Mr. Handoko who was paralyzed without him knowing had been able to stand firmly with his balance.

"Don't go again Lian, papa please! Papa will accept you, no matter how you are. Papa also apologizes for your hard attitude first, which resulted in us both getting hurt and leading to estrangement between us." Mr. Handoko whispered while calming down Liana's sobs the longing emotions provided her own comfort.

Yes, that inner wound was too gaping wide. It takes a mature attitude from both sides. Now my father realized his mistake. While the child of his soul prostrated himself asking for forgiveness. Without them realizing it creates reconciliation because reciprocal love is based on longing.

A bunch of prenjak suddenly perched on a mango tree in the corner of the yard. The sound of his earthy chirping published the smiles of everyone who heard him. It was as if it was a harbinger of the beginning of the day towards a cheerful atmosphere. There will be a missed family.

Now the longing is answered, will happiness be achieved? The attitude of 'legawa' is a teaching passed down from the elders from time to time, to accept the reality that is plastered before the eyes. And this attitude was taken by the father when he hugged his son who had become a princess.

The father's embrace is not just an expression of longing. Deep down, deep down there is genuine love. A father's love for his son is irreplaceable by anything in the world. Meanwhile, for Liana, the father's close embrace was worth more than just forgiveness. There was a sense that flowed and cooled his soul. A sense of peace that cradles as if back as when a toddler. There was a firm hand supporting him. The love of parents cannot be measured by any measure on this earth.

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