I'M NOT A FLOOZY
Chapter 47

After returning from a trip and daily activities that drain Liana's mind and emotions, she is faced with a dilemma that makes her feelings hurt.

The departure of her mother facing the Almighty at a very young age made Liana lose her direction and foothold of psychological growth.

Liana, who from childhood also likes to play dolls with her younger siblings, escapes the observation of her father who is busy looking for money and developing his business.

Liana prefers to play with her female friends and avoids playing with her male friends, who Liana feels are too rude.

Liana realized that the habits of life she lived were formed by the environment in which she grew. Now that began to be felt that his self-destruction was caused more by his own actions which eventually led to a million regrets.

"Liana... What the hell happened to you? The smile you gave me didn't describe a joy at all?"

Liana's tears came back that she was difficult to bear, "Gulizar, this is all my fault. I'm an ungodly child and I'm the cause of the pain my father is currently suffering from. It really torments my mind. Not coming home, I miss it but when I go home, my father demands of me a marriage that he expects."

"I don't want my problem to drag someone into it, it's gonna hurt Gulizar even more." While wiping away the rest of her tears Liana smiled back.

But the more here Palupi felt that there was something Liana was hiding, 'who would be dragged into Liana's life story?' frowning Palupi tried to feel back said Liana, but Palupi did not have the ability to think that far. He is too young to understand. His reasoning power has also not been able to step up to the point of answer he needs.

"Oh yes baby... Miss Anne will be here soon. Ray gave the news last night, and as long as he's in Indonesia, he'll always be by your side. So I can go home to see my dad in the next few days, okay?!"

Palupi stared unblinkingly at Liana's beautiful bead with dazzling lined monstrous eyelashes, "Did you go very long Liana...? Are you gonna leave me alone without you Liana? Aihh, I'll be lonely of course."

Palupi still lures Liana, to tell her further about the problems she faces today. "Don't worry baby, mommy Anne will soon arrive in Indonesia. The day after, Dr. Anita will invite you to a meeting. You can have mommy Anne hang out together. Don't worry baby, hemm..."

Liana stroked Palupi's head. "I went to the room first huh, Gulizar also rest ya."

In Liana's room.

After cleaning up and changing into a nightgown, Liana re-thought her life journey.

He took his wallet which specifically kept his family photos. One by one, the faces were photographed.

His memories drifted into a past that felt bitter. The failure of same-sex marriage that he did abroad was only a corn. The betrayal of a 'husband' who cheated on him with his best friend left him frustrated and desperate.

However, there are still other friends who actually cultivate the motivation to rise and be able to appear as strong and independent people. Liana did not want the sacrifices made in the name of love to destroy her. Hard work and a burning spirit make up Liana's sturdy and independent persona.

'Papa.., forgive all the behavior I've been through. I can't even be the son of your pride, the wound is too deep I'm incised'

The ringing of the phone ripples Liana's daydream, her wet eyes flashing as she grabs the select object that is sounding," Koko... Hurry home! What brings you still so strong on your feet, Koh?"

Liana's voice choked, and unable to continue her words, as she watched her father roll his eyes shut.

"Koko Ah Lian..." Feng Ling's eyes that witnessed Liana's true physique and state, she covered her mouth and passed out of the father's room. Feng Lin was unable to comment, seeing her elder brother wearing a negligee like a woman.

Similarly, Liana who just realized instead of wearing a T-shirt as usual when receiving a call that is not from her youngest sister.

After being caught off guard by his second sister. Liana's tears melted again. His heart was like being sliced into pieces when he saw his brother who was wide in shock at his appearance. It wasn't like this that he had to meet his sister.

"Coko, we all miss you. Why did Koko turn out this way...? Come back to us, look at the condition of Papa who is getting weaker and weaker, let's talk from heart to heart, Koh!"

Feng Ling looked at Liana who had the given name of her parents, Lianto Simon Chow. Hearing her sister's words, Liana had not a word she could say. His tongue his eyes were increasingly unable to support the crammed tears.

"Feng Ling, I'm sorry, with my situation like this what do you expect? You'll think I'm a family disgrace, and I'm not the best for you."

Liana replied with a whimper without being able to stem her spilled tears.

"Ling, give Koko a moment. I made sure I'd be home soon. I miss you too, because you are my brothers. I miss papa too. As hard as ever papa treated and educated me, he is still our papa. I love papa too."

Liana then turned off her phone connection with her sister. He dropped his body on the bed and tried to calm himself down. The way her sister rebuked her, especially her sister's voice reminded Liana of her dead mother's voice.

Liana's weary mind takes her into a dream world, lulled between her empty soul cavity, Maybe the Sun is still rising tomorrow, but not necessarily with the sorrow and regret she feels in her life.

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