I Love You But You Let Me Go
morning drama

finished with the campus anniversary event, and this morning had to enter teaching again, my profession as a teacher, making me have to wake up every morning, to go to school and wait for the bus at the stop. my motorbike broke down often, so I often took the bus, coincidentally my house is not far from the highway.

the morning before leaving the usual I always have breakfast not with this morning, why because I was chased with in the morning blind, my door has been knocked by someone and when I see from the glass who came to see you so early, said Neri. when I opened the door how surprised I was Adi who came with my favorite rose, the yellow rose, I was stunned, for a moment until I asked why you were here, I've told you we have no relationship, I want to ask you if it's true, I've no meaning for you to ask Adi. with a very sharp gaze, like when we first met.

why all this time you always ask that, you should already know the answer I no longer feel the same you, I beg you not to come here again, I do not want if your fiance knows, I do not want your fiancee, you still come here, actually you are afraid Adi asked back, you mean, you are afraid, you are afraid, if your new boyfriend comes here and right now I am here, if yes, Neri replied, I don't want him to misunderstand me and I also don't want Rida to misunderstand me. Well if you really don't feel the same I, I say goodbye, I'll leave later in the day. please leave Neri said by closing the door. Behind the door Neri let out her tears, why-why ..

why do you have to come again when I've started to forget you, if I can be honest I still love you, but I can't be selfish. and why do you seem to convince myself that I still feel the same way you do,..

Adi who passed away just like that and put a yellow rose carried on the porch chair of the house. neri's mood so cloudy how should not be this morning he was excited because he had to go to class to teach, but his mind was down because in the morning guests had come who made him cry. he was confused by his unclear feelings.

in another place where Nisa is traveling home between by Dio, Dio clean strong want to take Nisa to his house even though it is quite far if it is taken by car about 5 hours, Dio who will be here for a long time, he wants to spend time with family and friends, before he will leave again for college again. you should not take me to be able to ride the train usually I also take the train.Let's all I know your parents said Dio, besides, I will not be staying at your house, I will go straight home so just relax I will not see what you wake up like, you know, you know.

oh yes last night, Mr. Rio, romantic yes said Nisa, very romantic like not om him last night, finished eating whether Mr. Rio last night appeared romantic once, so, surely Neri is very happy, yes, can Mr. Rio. already handsome, smart lecturer again. hhhmmm said Dio. I am also handsome lho nis, smart too, just not yet a lecturer if I. handsome according to you said Nisa again, the journey is almost up to Nisa and Dio who are getting familiar.

Neri went to school with a heart that ta karuan, until finally he decided to wear glasses, because his eyes seemed to run out crying. Happy night in the room of his morning lover in the former.

arriving at the stop, waiting for quite a long time finally the bus came, Neri just climbed up without paying attention to her surroundings. Neri who has been used to riding his own bus. Finally today accompanied by Bu Rita, it turns out Bu Rita also took the bus, you know, mother's car where else enter the workshop ner. tumben you wear glasses why said Bu Rita, this is my eye ma'am because I watched the sad drama last night. said Neri lied.ooh yes said Bu Rita, said Bu Rita,

usually if until school must go directly to the teacher's room, and sit at his desk still each until finally the lesson hours start all teachers will go to their respective classrooms.

neri's heart was still thinking with Adi's gaze this morning,.

during teaching, Neri is always turned off and will be turned on again if it is a break.although Neri and Rio sir are dating but they rarely chat with each other. usually Mr. Rio chat if you want to take the road or want to pick Neri up to school

after last night was very romantic, then it can be sure he can turn very cold again, but for Neri is used to face the nature of his lover is very cold, it is, the nature of Mr. Rio is not much different from Adi.

yes Adi who from this morning filled my brain and my mind, if he had not come this morning would not have been like my brain,.

while teaching all the boys students were stunned by her, because today Bu Neri is different from her usual do not use glasses the day she uses glasses, because, because to cover his eyes that are slightly swollen because the morning blind has been crying then.

meanwhile, Adi, very moody after returning from Neri's place, the intention of the heart to invite back even not so, Adi's arrival this morning to Neri's house is to question his feelings to Neri, who is not the only one who has ever wanted to talk to him, had Neri answered that he still likes it, Adi would have really told his mother would decide Risa, but Neri's answer confirmed that Neri was no taste, no taste, until finally Adi was disappointed and passed away even though Neri and Adi had a fight. I'm leaving this afternoon you also have no message to me it's true I'm no longer in your heart, I know it's my fault because I left you and chose to be engaged to the woman of your choice. Now I feel like I want to get you again but in fact can't, there is already my replacement in your heart,..

see you, if we meet again, I won't be home until I graduate..