I Love You But You Let Me Go
a week after the seminar

after the seminar has been completed then the task, the next is to go directly to the research place.the research place of three students is different place .

the research permit papers are complete and tomorrow they are ready to go straight to the field.

in completing the final task a student is allowed to choose whether quantitative or qualitative research all depends on the interest of the student himself.

the final task in the lecture is the most complicated task, and draining especially if you have a lecturer who is difficult to meet automatically the consultation process will be longer.

today, Neri intends to meet Adi, who has not met for almost half a month, this morning he has sent a message to Adi that he will speak important.

at noon Neri and Adi met at one of the cafes near the campus

when they met at first all were silent to each other until finally Neri who started talking first.

I want to ask for clarity what you want I've been silent not to contact you but you also have no interest in contacting me, Adi who just kept quiet made Neri more annoyed.

this man is spoken to in silence, if you want to break up and say no need to be held, I do not mean also if he does not like me, he already does not like me, free I maintain that he has no response at all. I'm sure that he will be my soul mate for sure I will be found.

I love you, but...

when I said but Adi's mouth stopped..

but, why..

I need clarity, and just so you know I have nothing to do with Riko. If you still don't believe it's your business that matters I've been honest.

Adi started talking again,

I don't know what to say..

actually, I've been paired with my mother's choice. Neri who heard that immediately shed tears.

all this time I had no contact with you I was angry but I was also confused where to tell me about my matchmaking,

as you continue to choose the woman you are marrying, I can't do anything else this is already my family's decision.

well said Neri, I accept that you prefer the woman of your family choice.

may you be happy. After saying that Neri directly out of the cafe.

actually, I love you, when we first met the KKN briefing, I did not know that it turns out my family has betrothed me to another woman who is none other than Risa, I did not know, my college friend.I can't refuse my mother's will even though I know for sure you are very hurt by my honesty, all this time I didn't contact you, because I was confused where to be noble, from where, and about you being close to Riko, I already know the truth that it's all Risa's, mama likes Risa too much, even though I actually have no sense of her at all. I wish I could have you and hope Risa refuses this matchmaking.

for fifteen days I didn't call you, it made me feel guilty, as long as you knew you were the woman who first made me a fool of love.

my honesty makes your heart hurt.I'm sorry all this time I'm talking to you but that's my nature.

Neri with a chaotic heart he immediately went home and went to sleep he hoped that what he heard from Adi was just a dream.

Neri if you are angry again he will fall asleep, until finally he woke up. opened the phone turns out many incoming messages on grub wa interns.

Risa

my friends want to give me info..Next week you guys come to my engagement party .

Rico

I must have come...

peasant

congratulations to ris..

Risa

equally

Neri you came..

Squere

inshaallah ..

Neri immediately left grub wa, and continued to sleep again.People if the heartache is not hungry yes .heheheh do you also so ...

same who tuch witch fiancee, do not-don't the same Adi.

neri's mind was more chaotic .he immediately cried ..and did not go to sleep..