I Love You But You Let Me Go
neri Notes

*after the meeting, I knew him at the KKN briefing.I was convinced that I would get you, and you would make me the most special person. but it turns out that my hope is wrong. As time goes by you do express that feeling to me, at that time also the heart feels very happy. finally the person who had a different look when he first met was expressing his feelings for me. The day of the day was fun when you invited me to walk, eat, and gather with your friends. but now it's a different story, and that sense changes when you say you've chosen another woman, your mother's choice. what do I mean that only students from ordinary families who can not compete with the woman of your mother's choice.as hard as I can hold you, I hold you, it will certainly be released if indeed you are not destined for me, and vice versa if you are my soul mate, I am sure we will be found at the right time with the right feelings.

that day, when you said you were going abroad to go to college, there were actually a lot of things I wanted to talk about, but my mouth couldn't talk this agile. when I realize that you are not my partner anymore.When I meet you I always remember your mother's choice of woman.I am also a woman so I will not disturb you. moreover, you will be paired or not with the woman of your mother's choice.

for sure, at this time I have begun to accept that you are not for you, and I will look for a replacement who will accept me and accept all the shortcomings of my life. thank you for being the story in my love journey that finally foundered with matchmaking stories is not good to remember.

no matter why the end of this my mind was made chaotic again with the presence of men who have been watching me lately, yes he is a lecturer at my college. although now I have graduated but why we are even closer.sometimes I am confused by his attitude which is sometimes very cold like ice, but sometimes very friendly. he made my day more different and his presence too slowly forgot Adi from my mind, ...

I do not know what to start like, sometimes my heart is tired when I know also it turns out that my lecturer who is close to me currently also has many fans. sometimes I think that I am just a contract teacher after graduating must be close to a lecturer who is quite good looking and sometimes makes the heart pounding. is it possible because I have completely forgotten Adi until finally I can pound again when I meet this one lecturer.

is my imagination too high if I want this lecturer sir to be owned as I wanted to Adi first.

I know why exactly ..

I could suddenly miss Adi..

my feelings and feelings are beginning to disappear ....

your love makes me forget, forget all the other tasks....

as hard as I can teach, if you are not destined for me, then it will also be released*..