HOW TO BE A GOOD GIRL
Ep.07s

Right now, I'm very upset. It seriously! I wonder how to get rid of this guy. Some time ago when Hardian entered the classroom, he accidentally caught me looking at a photo of Adam on my phone. It wasn't until there that he kept mocking me until now.

"Ayo~ Who's photo is that? Tell me donk Kaira~"

Hearing his voice just wanted it to feel like I immediately gave him a raw bogem.

"Nobody's a god."

"If it's no one who is glorified? Up to 5 minutes."

So you've been watching me for 5 minutes? This guy is very underworked.

"He was my childhood friend and friend. I'm just wondering how it's going now."

Instead of running into Hardian's taunts, I'd rather say it. With this I hope he will stop mocking me.

"Hm. Ogh. Kirain the guy was your girlfriend Hehehe." she said that while laughing and gently hitting my shoulder a few times.

"Hey, don't mock you!"

The longer I get upset with him.

"Yes-yes sorry hehe."

In the middle of our conversation. Suddenly someone appeared who was taking part in our conversation. A cute girl like a child put both her hands on my desk and asked.

"Kaira don't have a guy yet?"

Suddenly Hardian and I turned to the girl.

Apparently that person was Tania Maryati, the most popular person in my class.

"You're Tania, aren't you?" Ask him.

"It's bad you still don't know my name, when I remember your name."

"Ehhh. I mean hello Tania. I remember your name hehe.."

I laughed awkwardly.

"Owh yeah good then, fellow friends must remember each other's names. So now you've got a guy, haven't you?"

I did not understand what he said and with what purpose he asked like that. It was like being interrogated by the PPNS (Civil servants investigator).

"Now there is no one."

"Outside of suspicion. Pretty girl like you don't have a boyfriend."

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Just say as you please! I try to keep smiling even though my heart is fiery.

"If it be next to you, it is Hardian. How do you have a girl?" Tania asked as she pointed at Hardian who was standing not far from me.

He asked the same question I asked Hardian.

By the way why daritadi Hardian was just silent? Is he sick or something?

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Hardian was motionless and silent when asked by Tania.

In-he's petrified like ice? Was he so nervous he couldn't make the slightest sound?

"Ee-anu so-gini-anu. How ya?"

"Yes? so how's?"

Tania looked confused with Hardian.

"Ja-so gini. I don't have any girls yet."

Finally he finished his sentence as well. You shy cat!

"Owh is. You two single ngenes ya~"

Boy Si*l!

"Ets. Joking around hahahaha."

He laughed as if all this was funny. But not with me and Hardian.

"If you have a guy yourself?"

Not to be outdone, this time I will reply with a similar question.

"Well, if I already have one. Rich people are also popular. He's in 3rd grade at this school."

It looks unconvincing but I'm just trying to say it.

"Definitely happy dong every day treated like a queen?"

"Hehehe. Not really. But I'm glad I got a guy like him."

"Yes, that's for sure. His name is Rizky Hermawan. Most people say he's a generous person because his last name is similar (Great)."

Do I need to know about that?

"Btw Hardian is quiet daritadi, say something dong."

Tania nudged Hardian's arm a few times. Hardian's face instantly turned a dead red.

"Your face is blushing Har."

Between pleasure or heartache. Hardian left the two of us just like that without saying a word.

"Why him? Strange people."

Perhaps Hardian was currently worried with his own heart. The person he likes seems to have been owned first by someone else. It hurt so much, it made me remember the moment me and Adam were in Junior High.

After that incident Hardian always avoided Tania every time they pas-pasan. I wanted to cheer him up but it seemed like he needed some time alone. More importantly, Tania became my second friend at this school.

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When the math teacher was teaching, I really didn't understand what was being explained. I mean, those numbers are too many. The combination of X and Y makes me even more confused. I honestly say math is the subject I hate the most since I was in elementary school. Normally I wouldn't take this lesson and would rather skip it. But this time I'm just going out for a while, going to the toilet, then I'm going back to class.

Spending time waiting on the toilet is not a bad thing.

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A large man came out along with a small man from the men's toilet. One of them seemed to have been hit. His face was full of bluish bruises. Touching her swollen face, she cried.

"You understand that, don't you? If Raefal finds out you're dead !"

"Well, I get it."

The big man threatened the little man. So afraid of the little man, his legs to the point of feeling numb. He did not dwell in front of someone stronger than him.

After that, the two went separately.

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On the way to the toilet I accidentally hit someone and that person fell.

Bruckkkk!!

"Ukhla.." Small screams.

I hit a small, short man.

"Sorry it's my fault. You're gapapa, aren't you?" He reached out to help the little man stand up.

When I saw his face, I was a little surprised by his face that was full of blue bruises. One of his eyes looked swollen. His clothes were dirty, slightly wet and there were some parts of his body that were scuffed.

What's wrong with this kid?

"Your face why is it like that?"

I helped her up and cleaned her clothes. But he quickly refused my help.

"It's not my fault either."

I don't know why his face looks so sad. I feel sorry for him.

I reached into my skirt pocket, took out a handkerchief and gave it to her.

"It's your wound first! Go back to school if you can go straight to the doctor. It looks so late on your face."

"M-thank you." He accepted it nervously.

Hufftts..

"Hmm if it's not wrong, shall we explain? What's your name?"

"My name is Joshua Alif Hermanto."

A long name. Did I call you "Joshua?

"I remember you. You're not the kid dancing in front" I stopped my speech.

Instantly I remembered the incident in front of the school gate at that time. The weak child who was told to dance by Raefal and his two friends was this child.

"Yes you're right. I've been a loser since Junior High so you don't have to continue with your words. Excuse me first."

He walked away leaving me behind.

"wait. I didn't mean to"

Si*l I made a mistake again. I should have thought before I started talking.

Guilt for talking about the fate of others without thinking about their feelings. Although it was not intentional but the sense of trauma that has risen will not immediately fall back asleep.

After the incident just now, I lost the mood to spend time on the toilet, so I decided to go back to class.

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