HOW TO BE A GOOD GIRL
Ep.04
This afternoon our class will hold a meal in order to heal after the school exam. After going through difficult times, of course we also need refreshing to relieve fatigue and stress due to learning.
*Note: Healing is a method of self-pleasing. Like going out with friends or doing things we love.
Hm.. Did Adam come today?
Do I need to be more feminine today? But judging from the clothes I have, none of them look girly.
Aarghh.I've been wearing what I am! What matters is that it looks beautiful!
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--- - Autumn Love Center -----
The appointed time has arrived.. Our event will be held here. Some of my friends had gathered at a large round table in the middle of the food court. There are also many children from other classes. I did not see Adam.
Is Adam sick today? I can't stop thinking about it.
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2 Hours have passed since our event began and there is still no sign of Adam coming to the food court.
I contacted him via SMS and called him several times but there was no answer at all.
.
Isn't he Jeslyn?
I approached him to ask about Adam. I hope he doesn't stare at me cynically like that time.
"Jes.. Do you know where Adam is?"
"Eh? You know.."
He was surprised to see me ask him suddenly.
"I guess who you look like anyway. Gatau yeah. ain't come times."
I hate the way he talks but I'll forgive you for this time.
"Oh, okay."
After asking Jeslyn, I immediately left her and continued to look for Adam.
Why is he not having any news at all? At least he can tell me first if he doesn't come. Where it's 2 hours away.
Not long after that, our show was over. All my friends slowly dispersed and went home to each other. Some of them went home with their friends and good friends. While I was alone.
Si! Adam is absolutely outrageous. What childhood friend? No news at all.
I went home feeling upset that day. For a few days I did not want to see him again. All of his contacts on social media are also blocked so angry at him.
You can say I'm childish.
Yes I am still a child.
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Did he just leave me? Am I not important to him? Why did he do that to me.
Hikss hiks.
I cried sobbing.
Si*l when I'm a famous tomboy but instead crying pitifully like this
hikss hiks.
I was dissolved too long in my cries, so it took a few days for my mood to improve again.
And one night while I was having dinner with my mom and dad.
"Kaira. papa wants to talk."
My papa's tone sounded serious
"What did you say, pa?"
"Because there are some things and papa's work, starting tomorrow we will move to the capital of Jakarta. Ready your things tonight. For your school you will continue there."
Eh? School in the Capital of Jakarta? I wanted to follow Adam to Batam.
"Anu pa.. is it okay if I go to school in Batam?" Ask me to papa.
"If Batam is far away Kaira. Moreover, you are not used to living independently. Moreover, our cost of living is also not so good." Reply to my mother in a low voice.
I heard my mom say that. I also pay attention to my family's condition. I thought about it even more deeply.
"Good papa."
"For his school papa has registered you at SMK Pengabdi Jakarta. Your majors can be sure of themselves."
Apparently my father had also arranged where I went to school. Not SMA but SMK.
"Papa hope there you can make good friends and can learn properly. Don't just play along with that little boy named Adam!"
Honestly, my father did not like Adam at all because of his nature and behavior which he said could damage my character and future. But I think my father who does not know the character of Adam well.
"Okay papa, there I'll be a good boy and learn right."
"This is good for papa's son."
"This is to add another bowl. Eat a lot of it."
Mama added some more side dishes to my dinner bowl.
"Where you don't often make problems as well like here. Mama and papa can worry too. Mama sure you're a good kid"
"Thank you mama. You don't have to worry."
Since that night I made up my mind to change into a mature, diligent, independent and obedient girl. All for my own good and future. Because if it doesn't start from now when will it be?
I don't know where or when I'll see Adam again. But I have also made the determination to become a feminine girl in order to pursue the person I love.