HIJRAH LOVE
Thank God

Arjuna immediately checked the condition of the Light that was currently lying on the bed. Dizziness and nausea are still felt by the Light, so we all feel worried about the situation. However, within that worry there was also hope that we had all this time. And we are all still faithfully waiting for the results that will be spoken by Arjuna.

"As I predicted, Umi. Result .. positive. But, Light had to go to the Hospital for a follow-up check so we all knew it was really the news we were hoping for." Tell Arjuna to look at me.

"Do you have to do the examination now?"

"Yes, Umi." Arjuna nodded slowly.

"But .. It looks like Umi can't deliver the Light. Because Umi has a date with Jesica." My face was also down with sadness.

"Umi, don't be sad! It's okay if Umi has to work. The light can be with Arjuna later." The light took my hand.

"I'm sorry that Umi and Abi can't accompany you to the Hospital. Because Abi today had to go to Surabaya. While Umi himself must take care of the wedding Jesica which will be held tomorrow. But, Umi promises to finish Umi's work immediately today so that Umi can pick you up. It's impossible right, if you wait for Arjuna at the Hospital?"

The sweet smile I saw from the lips of Light made me feel happy. Because no anger or anything else would hate me as a mother-in-law is not good for her. Within me was a bit of regret, but this was the path I was given. To be grateful for both the good and the bad.

Arjuna stepped out to give an explanation to Yulian and Papa Adhi about the condition of the Light, where they were still faithfully waiting for the happy news outside this room. After hearing Arjuna's words, they immediately entered to meet the Light and gave his full support.

"Light, Abi knows maybe you also feel sad if later the results are not what we want. But you must believe in God, the God who has created His trust in you and Arjuna to be worthy parents for his children someday." Yulian gave a faint smile to the Light.

Papa Adhi did the same to the Light. And the throws of every meaningful word from all of us made the Light and Arjuna more and more tightly clasping each other's hands. Which makes me feel pained even remember my past when waiting for the baby who more or less there two years ago, Ahtar present in all our lives. And it was full of struggles to get back together.

"Thank you, my Lord, for You have given them sincerity when You have not been on their side." I looked at my two children who were loyal to each other.

"Darling, how about we go now? My flying hour is exactly nine and it's eight." Take Yulian with a look at the clock that is coiled around his wrist.

"All right! Then I'll grab my bag and some of my files in the room first, Mas." I rushed to the room too.

I gathered some design files depicting a wedding dress and some other Muslim clothing. I forgot to put my phone in the bag I was carrying. After I felt that I had enough of what I needed, then I went back to Arjuna's room to meet Yulian and say goodbye to the others.

"Yes, you two be careful on the road! If there is something important do not forget to tell Abi in Surabaya." Yulian gently patted Arjuna's shoulder.

"Later Umi will try to catch up with you at the Hospital. Now Umi wants to leave first to take Abi and then to Aisyah Galery." Don't forget I gave them a nice smile from behind my veil.

After boarding the prepared car, Yulian turned on the engine and then advanced at medium speed. And I enjoyed every trip together with Yulian before the distance, space and time would separate the two of us. Even Yulian clasped my finger so tightly, as if she did not want to part with me. However, it is the will of God that will again test our patience and make the love that grows in us even greater.

"Don't forget to let me know even the smallest thing! Take care of your health, Aisyah. Don't let you get too tired!"

That is what Yulian always said before we parted with a long time in carrying out the task. And after an hour of travel, we finally entered the airport area. Then, I delivered Yulian to her back and I couldn't see her again after she got into the fuselage.

"Thank God, You have created a faithful partner to me, who will never turn to another woman and only I will be her wings to fly to Your heaven." I stared at Yulian.

Slowly clear water came out from the end of my eye. As if I can't stand it anymore about the life path that was destined for us. Frequent separation may be common, but this heart seems to turn empty and lonely. However, it will not fade or even take away my love for You, my Lord.

After seeing the plane take off and take my Yulian away, I recalled my appointment with Jesica at Aisyah Galery. So I rushed to get there before Jesica came. Because his appointment is still an hour away. So there is still time to do the dhuha prayer first.

"I'd better stop by the mosque first." I drove my car at medium speed.

I remained focused on every highway in the city of Medan that morning which was still filled with motorized vehicles, whether it was two wheels or four wheels. However, my eyes were also looking for a mosque that I wanted to go to to perform the Sunnah prayer that I would maintain. Until I finally found the mosque, then I immediately parked the car that became my vehicle after entering the area of the Mosque courtyard.

Prayer sunnah dhuha which has always been my guide to ask for a smooth in all matters to Allah SWT. That is done starting from two rakaat and can even be more. I always try to be a Muslim who always keep my duty even my sunnah, after I decided to emigrate in my life. And it always reminds me of the late sister of Maryam, who always gave me a word when I made a mistake.

"Oh Allah, I thank You again. You have met me with the woman of thy heaven. Despite the fact that You have separated me from Mary's sister and my family in my life forever. Only their shadows can I see in my eyes." The clear water was back on my cheeks.

That sense of loss makes this self lonely in soul-stifling memories. Sometimes my heart doesn't even beat when my memory is disturbed by what hit me. I want to forget, but my memory cannot. Which makes me feel more claustrophobic if the longing bothers me but, miss it I can't reach with my fingers.

In my last bow I chanted the prayer, "Allahumma inni as-aluka husnul khotimah.

Allahummarzuqni taubatan nasuha qablal.

Allahumma ya muqallibal qulubh tsabit qalbi'ala dinika."

After that, the final reading I chanted then, I ended with the greeting reading. And after two rakaat I run, do not forget I chant dhikr as a tranquilizer. About twenty minutes I took the oath in the Mosque, after which I continued my journey to Aisyah Galery.