H.U.R.T

H.U.R.T
You Satisfied?


Lexi went inside her room, locked herself in there. Take off his shoes and walk straight up to the bed. All he needs right now is sleep. By sleeping, he could at least forget what he was going through. Let him restore his strength by resting his heart for a moment. The question is, can he close his eyes?


What Lexi did was squirt her face on the pillow. Roared with his voice down there. He put a feeling of tightness on his chest. Is there anyone who can still look fine after being lied to for a dozen years. Lexi weeps over the tomb she believes is Steven's. He wondered what people were thinking when they saw this. Lexi felt this was ridiculous.


Knock on Lexi's door ignore. He wanted to personally imbue the wound he had been pierced with. He wanted the wound to be fused within him even though he was no longer able to hold it. One wound had not healed, he was again hit with more terrible wounds. Devastated, his heart was completely shattered at this moment.


Trauma, can not be blamed if Lexi eventually experienced trauma of trust. You will feel unworthy of anyone. Lexi's gonna get to that point. Even if the people out there are honest with him. For Lexi, there is still no sincere person in this world. For him trust is more expensive than anything and the people he trusts are flocking to hide the truth from him. So in the future, it would be difficult for him to trust others. He realized that he was traumatized, so he chose not to open his heart again. Closing off access for them to hurt him back. He was determined to stop caring about others, because he was tired of everything, even tired of himself.


This is how people who suffer from trauma. He will feel unworthy of anyone. Lexi is in this phase.


"Lexi, open the door. Mom wants to talk to you."


Lexi grabbed her ear. All he needed right now was to be alone, enjoying the wounds given to him.


He decided to end it all. So, let for one night it permeates everything, all the flavors it has to offer. The next day, he promised himself that once the sun showed itself, everything would change.


Lexi had no idea how many hours she had been crying, the tightness remained there, smashing into her chest. In fact, no matter how many tears he shed did not necessarily make him feel more relieved. The number of hours he gave himself to live with the wound also did not affect anything. The wounds are still the same. Gaping and pain. But the sun had already risen when he had not closed his eyes for even a few minutes. He promised that everything would change. He soon got up from the bed.


Dizziness attacked, he just ignored it. Lexi stepped foot into the toilet. Cold water is all he needs right now to realize that life has to go on.


Lexi flushed her body, hoping that the water would wash away her wounds and clean them like it would remove a stain. What a ridiculous desire. Because after he cleaned his body with soap repeatedly, the wound was still real. It's stuck deep in his heart and every cell of his body. His actions actually caused new wounds on his body because he brushed his body so strongly that it left a reddish bruise. To hell with a bruise on the body, it will heal in a matter of days.


Lexi's out of the toilet. He pulled out his best clothes, then he dressed up as beautifully as possible.


"Alright, Lexi, it's time to greet your family." He pulled both corners of his lips. A beautiful smile was imprinted there. There was no more trace of sadness there.


Lexi took a deep breath for a moment before she opened the door of her room. Along with his mother's father who also came out of the room.


"Mom, Dad!" Lexi approached the two. "Good morning" she said, rewarding the two with a sweet kiss.


"Good morning, dear." Alena rubbed Lexi's head affectionately. "How are you doing?"


"good. I'm glad to be back home. Is Austin back."


Pax and Alena looked at each other. Lexi tried to look okay, but the girl wasn't good enough to do it. When he said Austin's name, his voice shook with fear. The look on his face implied anxiety. Lexi's not a smart liar.


"Dad, have you contacted Harry and his family to talk about a good day."


"Lexi, why all of a sudden?" Pax asked carefully.


"It's not sudden, Dad. Harry and I have been on good terms for a long time. He's a good man, a gentleman. I'm almost 30 years old. Don't Mom and Dad want to hold grandchildren?"


"The decision taken suddenly will only worsen the atmosphere" said Pax grimly. Harry and Lexi will be hurt. Just like Luna and herself once were.


"Lexy..."


"I'm so hungry. Mom, what breakfast was there this morning. After breakfast, I'll call Harry to deliver the good news. He must be impatient just like me."


Lexi went down the stairs, leaving her two compact men breathing deeply. Everything's really getting harder.


In the middle of the stairs, Lexi's steps came to a halt when she saw the figure that had just entered through the main door. Time seemed to stop spinning when the two beads collided. Steve's appearance was very chaotic. The man was even still wearing the same clothes that he was wearing last night. Her hair was messy but did not reduce her good looks at all.


"STEVEINN!!!"


Lexi squeaked a voice as she ran towards the man and dropped herself into Steve's arms. The light of Lexi's actions surprised Steve.


Lexi's in his arms. Hugged it very tightly. It's real! God, it's hard for Steve to believe that. Steve was just about to extend a hand in return for the girl's embrace, Lexi had already broken their embrace.


The girl's bead was sparkling brightly, a beautiful smile floating on her pretty face. What's the matter? This was not the reaction Steve wanted. He expects mockery and tantrums.


"Lexi...."


"Yes? What are you doing here so early in the morning? Oh christ! I still can't believe you're Percy's geeky. What are you carrying?" Lexi glanced at someone who entered carrying a fairly large box.


"Old campaign for your father."


Lexi laughed crisply, "Daddy doesn't drink alcohol. God, how many did you bring?"


"500 bottles."


"Don't tell me you really took 1,000 bottles of champagne?"


"That's what I did. 501 bottles. The rest 499 bottles."


Oh my God, this is ridiculous. I don't know what they're discussing in the midst of their relationship. Steve really feels stupid. He was almost crazy to think of a way to explain everything to Lexi and this morning, right now, Lexi's reaction was driving her even crazier. Damnit damnit! Why would he bring this silly champagne.


"Dad," Lexi turned around and pulled her father's hand over. "Steven brought expensive champagne with a considerable amount. I think this time you're gonna have to accept it for the sake of cutting down on the banquet capital at my wedding to Harry."


"Wedding?" Steve suddenly turned pale.


"Oh yeah. Harry and I are getting married."


Steve felt his jaw fall to the floor. Whether he got a demonic whisper from nowhere, he stepped wide and scooped the collar of Pax Willson's shirt and floated his bogem there.


"YOU'RE SATISFIED?!"