FALL IN LOVE ALONE
JCS 2'S. Section 90.
Dhaffin is in the office. Now he is sitting on the sofa in his study. Event after incident today back to dancing - nari dibelaknya. Now he was confused which one to choose, while in his heart still stored the taste and space for Karina.
Tok ... tok ... (L door sound on tap ).
"Come in" sounds from the inside.
When the door was opened it saw a middle-aged man who was still mighty man walking closer to Dhaffin who now looks tangled and messy.
"Dad, what's up here? Isn't there a client who wants to meet with Dad to talk about the problem of wanting to use the services of our company?"
"Dad, have sent people to meet the man," said the father while sitting on the sofa opposite his son.
"If I see - see if you have a problem again, you have a fight with Clarissa? Or is there something else that makes you fall apart like this?" ask the father while staring at the Son who now looks like a gembel in the city emperor.
"Either Well, now Dhaffin is worried, why Dhaffin should meet him at the wrong time. Where Dhaffin really wants to forget it and already does not want to remember it anymore. Remember he only opened the old wounds that Dhaffin had buried deep" said Dhaffin who now changed his face like a person who was holding back pain.
"Who do you mean?" ask the Father.
Silent for a moment, now Dhaffin has leaned his body on the sofa while raising his face to the sky - the sky of his office, and exhaled his breath violently to throw away the tightness that is now residing in his heart.
"Dhaffin, if you have a problem, try telling Dad how you can help."
"Come Well...."
"Well, if you don't want to tell Dad, I'm out first."
But the father stood up, and Dhaffin asked, "Why are you in Dhaffin's room?"
"Nothing, just here to see if you've come back yet? You know you're here already" said the father.
"Dhaffin if you have doubts, follow your heart. Ask questions, find answers. Learn to trust the heart" the father advised.
"Yes, then, Dad went back to Dad's room" standing up and walking out of the Son's office.
Now he was again overwhelmed with confusion and worry which one he should defend and which one he should let go.
Love is a wild force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison him, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it makes us feel lost and confused.
In life, we sometimes get more of what we don't want. But when we get what we want sometimes it doesn't make life better.
I hold back the disappointment. The meeting that was supposed to be full of laughter was apparently only stored in wishful thinking. Being in love with you is the most intentional heartbreak.
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In another place. Karina is now in her room and is lying on her mattress while staring at the sky of her room. He won't meet Dhaffin today.
"God taught me to know love just as others do. Because people say he is the source of everything."
Sometimes the most beautiful things are not created to be owned. Simply be stared at from afar, then be grateful that he is there to be admired in silence. I can only smile at your back
from a distance, because I know expecting you back is a luxury.
Loving you without you knowing is not a waste. At least, I learned to get hurt and tried to heal him. I know what you love is not me. But even if I get hurt, may I still love you.
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Since Antony and Zahra were married, they preferred to settle in the village of his wife. Antony deliberately moved away to forget the memories - his memories with Ara that have not been completely erased from his mind.
What else when he saw Ara shed tears when she was present at her wedding last time, it was not her intention to hurt but circumstances that made him have to do that.
Zahra, watching from behind the door, walked over and said, holding her husband's shoulder, "Honey .. What are you thinking?"
Antonypun awakens from his daydream, then looks back on the arrival of the voice, "Eh .. You Zahra make a surprise."
"What are you thinking about again?" ask Zahra curiously.
"It's nothing."
"Let's have lunch!" take Zahra to Antony.
"Where are you with me?" when they were outside the room and headed to the dining table.
"Father on the estate, mommy might be in the backyard."
They are now sitting at the dinner table, Zahra also serves her husband ranging from spooning rice dishes to side dishes all she offers for her husband.
Although they are now married, and live in one roof and one room, but Antony has not been able to do his duty as a husband. His mind and heart are still everywhere. Even sleeping in bed they do not.
On the outside he might smile but on the inside who knows.
"Why the rice has not been eaten," Zahra's words awaken Antony from his daydream.
Zahra knew what her husband was thinking, but she tried to stay patient because everything needed process and struggle.
"Today it may be that Antony cannot accept me, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow who knows," Zahra said.
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Since their engagement at that time, now their days go through with busyness to prepare for their happy day. The initial plan, they will hold the marriage after Ara married first, but because of the insistence of Mama Inggit and Laras' parents, they will be married, now they have been busy for the wedding that they will direct in the next two weeks.
"Darling, where do you want to do your wedding reception?" mama Inggit asked that afternoon.
"We'll use your music hall building. How's it?" Ray gave me an idea.
"How do you think, baby?" mama Inggit looked at Laras's face.
"If Laras is up to Ray, Laras ngikut," said Laras while staring at Ray's face.
"Then which WO will you use his services to beautify on your happy day?" asked Mama while looking at the face of the prospective mother and her child.
"Listen - listen, Mother Dhaffin from WO, why don't we just use their services?" ray gave me an idea.
"Yes .. yes .. true ... true ..." said mama Inggit while nodding her head.
"Later mama who went to see Mother Dhaffin, and said that we will use her services on your happy day two weeks ahead."
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Happiness is very simple, always appreciate whatever has been achieved even the smallest. Happiness is simple, as simple as seeing the person we love happy. It's not luxury that will make you happy. But simplicity will make you look special.
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