FALL IN LOVE ALONE
JC . Section 8 . Re-express feelings
"Emmmm, Ara sing me a song dong just one, which bagusan bit his song." pinta Antony on Ara.
"Not Ah males" I said.
"Of Ara play a song for me just one" Antony pleaded, cupping his hands to his chest.
"Yes, I played one song. But one yes. Wait a minute I'll go to the room and get the violin." I replied as I passed away.
A few minutes later I was back and sitting in the living room with Violin in my hand.
"You want a song?" ask me.
"What can I do."
I also started playing my violin.
*Yet you are still here
With me enjoy this taste
Wish it would never end
With you...With you
The world looked so beautiful yesterday
And with you feeling all this
Passing through this black and white life
With you....With you*
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Suddenly I stopped my violin.
"Why stop?" ask Antony.
"Had the song here." answered me and kept the violin on the table in front of him.
"Ara can't we be the same - equal more than this?"
I'm silent a thousand languages that I have in mind are just, "Oh Allah, what does that mean. Did Antony feel what I was feeling? Is he as much of a consideration as I am? So he just dares to say it now?"
"Is it possible Ra?" antony asked to wake me up from my daydream.
I dare not return a deep look from Antony's eyes. Because our religion does not allow that. Azan asar.
"God has saved me from this confusion." I thought to myself.
"Sorry, Miss I pray first." I told Antony. He took a deep breath and said, "Ok I wait." smiling.
When I finished praying, I prayed"he asked Allah for guidance on what I should do. When I finished I immediately met Antony who was still sitting in the living room.
"I'm sorry for the delay." while sitting my body on the sofa in front of Antony.
"Ra, about what you missed" Antony said. So that makes me quiet for a moment.
"Oh yeah, just relax Antony. Don't strain, ha.ha.ha.." I tried to melt the atmosphere. Honestly, I'm disappointed.
After a long time Antony looked at the watch on his wrist.
"Gombali. I'm so sorry to see you!" I said kidding.
Antony stood up and I accompanied him behind me and led him to the front door.
"Bye Ra." waving his hand.
"Bye Heart - heart yes!" I said while waving my hand.
Not far away Antony stepped now He returned to the place where I stood.
"Cock back ? Why ? Is there a forgetfulness ? Didn't you bring anything?" ask me wonder.
"Ra." said Antony.
"I love you! Ra, I've harbored this feeling. But I'm aware of us." Antony said weakly as he said that. I know what he's gonna say.
"Then what about Syilla, she loves you so much" I said softly as I turned my eyes elsewhere.
"I love her just as you are not Syilla. Ra, Pliss feeling can not be bargained like the goods on the market. My feeling is an absolute feeling and cannot be disturbed." said Ray with a serious tone - really. After saying so he immediately went home.
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Since the incident that day now Syilla rarely entered school even to just send news to me and Fhani was not. That morning in the school yard
"Fhan, Syilla where you are at the end of this never seen at school" I told Fhani while in the parking lot.
"Either Ra, I don't know many times I've called and texted but she never responded to my call" Fhani recalled as she walked casually to her classroom.
"Going to school we'll go to yuk's house." take me to Fhani.
"Are you sure Ra?" tanya Fhani does not believe in the words of her best friend.
Now the school hours have ended one by one the students leave the classroom to the parking lot and prepare - ready to go home each. As per the agreement earlier this morning Ara and Syilla are now in the car and ready to do the car to Syilla's house. Now they're in Syilla's yard.
Tok....
"Assalamualaik."
"Getishalight."
"Squealing." the sound of the door opening.
"Why are you guys here?" ask the person who opened the door that was none other than Syilla herself. "You better go home, I don't want to meet a traitor like you" Syilla said, pointing at Ara's face.
"What do you mean Syill, I don't understand?" ara asked Syilla.
"There is no need to be pretentious to cover your rot with your hijab" Syilla said as she walked towards Ara and pulled the tip of Ara's hijab.
"And remember now you two aren't my best friends anymore. I wouldn't have hypocritical friends like you two especially you." pointing at Ara. Then passed away from before Ara and Fhani.
Fhani: "Wait." When Fhani will continue the word - he said at the time Ara held him by shaking his head. Then Ara walked towards Syilla where she stood.
"You can hate me but don't break our friendship. If you love her I'm sincere, I'll back off." I said softly now with tears already dripping down my cheeks.
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