Earth Without Dusk
48. Disappointment of Earth
Intentions want to let go of longing for Dusk that he had not met for a long time, instead ended by seeing Dusk in the arms of his own brother, Dimas.
So, this is what's keeping you from me, Dusk?
The earth clenched its hands. His chest rumbled up and down holding back the storm in his heart. The most appropriate word to describe his current mood was just one, “ disappointed".
Should he approach the two of them and separate them? But what's the reason he did that? Not necessarily Dusk had the same feeling as him.
Nah! He couldn't do that stupidly. Unable to see the horror of Dusk and Dimas longer, the Earth immediately turned away from the beach.
The earth gets into the car that it drives itself. He drives a car at a very high speed. No matter the other road users glakson it many times, he still drove as he pleased following the feeling of the heart that is not okay.
The earth continues to accelerate until it approaches a steep and rocky cliff area. Getting closer to the edge of the cliff, instead of slowing down his car, he stepped on the gas to make the car go faster.
The car is getting faster and the edge of the cliff is almost reached. At the right time almost on the edge of the cliff, the Earth turned the car's steering forcefully until the car was circling at a rapid rate. Because the car was spinning strongly, the car tire rubbed against the ground to create a puff of dust that enveloped the car.
The sound of the car squeaking is getting weaker. The car stopped turning. The earth sitting behind the steering wheel, seemed not afraid at all of what he had just done. He was satisfied to have let out his disappointment.
After the dust began to subside, Earth exited her car. He stood on the edge of the cliff and saw a wide view in front of him. At that time, he could see the sun that was almost setting on the western horizon there.
“Don't you know that the Earth is never beautiful without its twilight.aaaaaaaa........? Why did you choose another man as your place to lean on while I was always willing if you neededkaaaannnnn...?”
“You managed to hurt my heart, Dusk.... You managed to hurt this heart deeply. And i'm.....Look at me, Dusk..... See akuuuuu....! I am here foolishly to love you in silence.”
The earth shouted out loud as it let go of all the disappointment in his heart. His heart now felt fragile. His knees felt weak and he sat on the ground with his legs folded back. The earth, which had always looked strong in everyone's eyes, now looked miserable.
The cold and flat Young Aerospace Master looked heartwarming.
This is the second time the Earth is sad like this, the first time is when he left his mother who at that time died.
The sadness that he had spent years alone faded when Dusk entered his life and stole his heart without him noticing. But now, Dusk also wanted to leave him as well.
The earth looks straight ahead, the sun seems to slowly descend at the end there. Again they watched the same sunset but in a different place.
“Senja, even though I am not in your heart, but let me still love you in my silence.” said Earth quietly accompanied by the roar of tears that have been welled up in the eyes.