
“For what to have children, if the parents are not whole anymore? If Brother dies, automatically Brother's wife becomes a single parent, automatically he has the potential to marry again. Kasian, if he lives with dad on the move, a lot of abuse committed by dad continued.“ He spoke by looking at the infusion pole.
I don't understand any pain, mild or severe. Enter the hospital, will definitely be infused.
“If you think so, do not consider father to papah Adi.“ Speaking of dad continued, the mother's former employer was good matchless. Only if you are angry can make your ears deaf. Not because he said much, but his voice was like a mamakai toa.
“Dia role model, Deck. Abi Abang does not cake him, Abi Abang deserves to be a parent, but does not deserve to be a role model.“ He looked up, then lowered his head.
Deserve to be parents? But not with role models? What do you mean, huh? Is Abi Haris an intolerable evil?
Uh, yes. I forget, if their divorce was because of KDRT. Abi Haris cannot be a role model, because he committed acts of domestic violence. Perhaps, bang Ken became a victim of his father's violence.
“I'll say goodbye, Bang. I hope, Brother can change.“ I'm ready to step up. There will be no end if we talk about it.
“Bentar, Deck. Hold this, Dek.“ Bang Ken hastily opened his wallet, until some of his money fell and scattered.
After I helped him, I noticed a card he gave me. ATM card, which is different from before.
“Hold, Deck. Benefitin existing money, Brother sure you need a lot of money grip.“ He forced me to hold his card.
“It's okay?“ It's about money, it's about obeying.
“What's wrong, hold it and wear it? Brother there is a Bank program like a book saver, so every month the core account of Abang is taken how many millions attracted to the account. It's hold too, it's Brother's business card. There's an email, there's an Abang number, there's an address where Abang lives in Malaysia. If Adek kangen, Adek can contact Abang, or come to Abang's place in Malaysia. There is a housekeeper there, so he can contact Abang if Adek to home.“ He gave her his business card.
I was forced to accept it, because he slipped it in my hand. Somehow in the future, the important thing is that I accept it first.
“Ya, Bang.“ I'm nodding.
“Ati-ati, Deck. Take care, take care. We're not done, we're not done, we're still in a relationship.“ She held my hand, not expecting to kiss my hand with wet lips. Unlike the way a young man kisses an old man's hand, he's like a prince kissing a princess's hand in a fairy tale.
“If we're not done yet, you should be fighting for us. Brother put down a little arrogance Brother, change is better for us.“ My hopes are great for him.
He just nodded faintly. I don't think there's any sincerity in him for me. I didn't feel like he was going to fight for me. I felt instead, that he was like he was devising another plan to match his expectations. Not that he followed my advice and wishes. I don't know for sure, I know it's just my feeling. It could be, bang Ken would start begging and humbling on bang Givan. His mind is still a mystery to me.
“I said goodbye, assalamualaikum.“ I stepped away.
I pray that the wound on his head does not cause fatal injury. I hope, he still lives a long life even though he is not a match with me. I wish he would make a big change in his life for me and for us. Because I don't deny that he's the only one I'm talking about.
“Forward, Deck. Is it the same with Ken?“ bang Nando's asking so lightly.
Did he not know, that the question had an unpleasant effect on me because Keith immediately looked at me so intensely. Does he demand answers? Is he going to accuse me of choosing farewell then, because of Ken's bang presence? But it doesn't matter either, does it? He was about to get married and sail the ark of his household with the woman of his dreams.
“On the back bench, Deck. Let's have a comfortable break.“ Bang Nando opened the second door of the car, then he ducked down to arrange his seat.
“But I'm not sleepy, Bang.“ I knew the cause of my sleepiness would never come, because my heart was in turmoil right now.
“Later also sleepy if the car is already on the road.“ Bang Nando insisted that I sit down with Keith.
I avoided Keith, because I was lazy to hear his babbling and his words were looking for justification. He did not want to look wrong, because long wasted me and suddenly chose to marry Shauwi without the demands of the virgin blood Shauwi. He was cruel to me, but he trusted in his commitment to Shauwi.
I understand all women will be special in the hands of the right man. But a man who makes me special in his eyes has not come for me. Whether it's an old person, or a new person, which I will obviously consider later. I don't want to live alone lamenting my unfortunate fate.
That's right bang Nando. Unexpectedly, I fell asleep without yawning first. When I woke up, I saw Keith was giving enough money to bang Nando. Looks like, it's for the handle bang Nando back home. Because when I glanced around, I saw a hotel that was located quite close to the airport. This car is parked on the shoulder of the road, the left is the airport entrance and the right is a fairly large hotel. I'll stay for a while, until my flight schedule comes. Perhaps, I will enjoy it by myself, calming down and admiring the beauty of this city.
Healing.
We booked a separate room, and I had no intention of going to Keith's room to do the adult activities we used to do. It was early morning, but still quite dark. Half-six in the morning, not in the village or city area, still looks dark and dim. The moon is still visible, although the light is no longer illuminating.
I chose to fall asleep again, because I felt my body still needed rest. It was only during the day that I came out of my hotel room and started to step out and watch the atmosphere of the city at nine this morning.
I stopped at a row of shophouses, precisely in the tavern. I ordered a portion of the mainstay menu and sweet tea as well. While waiting for my food to be ready, I played my phone looking for information about what happened to Ken's bang after last night Givan's bang approached him in the hospital.
Unfortunately, bang Givan did not give any message. I guess, he'll report about Ken's bang situation there. Apparently, not so.
I just got a message from Canda's mother, she asked me where I was because I could tell when Ken bang had an accident. However, I suddenly thought what if I sniffed information about Ken bang from Canda mbak? If she communicates with her husband, she must know the news of Ken bang from her husband.
“Hallo, Mbak.“ I'd rather call him right away.
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