
"What, Bang?" I asked by looking at his face.
"Not born perfect, the true horror of his dream. Amit-amit, don't get it." He sighed.
"May it's just a sleeping flower, Bang. How's work?" While walking, I tried to divert the conversation.
"Alhamdulillah, more smoothly. Suntuk? Want to take a walk? Uh, but comfortable yet stomach?" Gavin rubbed my stomach.
"Woven anyway, taken on a rather comfortable walk would be." Maybe I need a little stretch.
"Would you take a yoga class? Less sports maybe?" Gavin took me to sit down, then he just put a prescription drug in the queue.
I waited for her to sit back, and then I talked about the yoga class. "If the guy can go home anyway, that's fine. But if I have to come to a yoga place, I don't want to. You see, Kirei hasn't been able to take care of the nanny, pass here and there if I keep ngebo." I was like Canda when I was pregnant.
"It's okay, same grandma. Not the same Umm mother, same mom." Gavin took my hand.
"Yes, I mean, I'm afraid I have to be busy going because of my yoga routine." The point is, I'm lazy to go.
"Yes later the yoga instructor was told to go to the house, I will find the info. Where is this Abis going?" He smiled at me.
"Not going anywhere, Bang." To be honest I want meatballs, but the problem is temporarily forbidden.
"Relatedly? Sorry I'm busy, Yang." My fingers are played by him.
"It's okay, what's really important. Don't cheat, don't wander, don't keep futsal." I insinuate him too, because indeed he was busy futsal continued if the night of Sunday until midnight.
"It's an occasional one, Yang." He chuckles small.
That's how if the husband is younger, must be broad patient. Gavin besides working, he also hangs out. So I sometimes don't know where he is, because he likes to hang out with his friends. But as far as I make video calls, I've never found a woman in her vat. But maybe he was talking about women. That's why he never asked me.
"Take her son once in a while." I patted his thigh.
"Okay, Mbu want to come too?" He kept playing with my fingers.
However, his hanging out activities are apparently becoming more and more. Tonight this week he blatantly wanted to play futsal and coffee, he left since the end of Isya and at one hour of the night there was no news.
Just imagine how upset I am? How worried am I? How was I? I'm afraid he's a victim of laka then, I'm afraid he's a victim of the sealing or theft of the vehicle. What I'm worried about isn't the bike, but I'm worried about his life.
He will be the father of three children at once, plus two children already in the world. I don't want him to be okay and I'm trying to keep him for our kids.
Goddamnit! He ignored my phone calls from earlier. The more messed up my mind is, where I don't know who his friends are and his contact number is.
I came out of the room, confused as to how I wanted. Wanting to catch up to him, I don't know where he is.
Huft, fucking double. At midnight like this, instead listen to the battle in-laws. Where I'm not allowed anymore, just be jealous.
I was just looking for a snack in the kitchen, then back to my room. I didn't get sleepy either, because it felt so bad.
Until one message goes to my chattingku app. [Yes, just go home.] It felt as if it did not feel sinful.
Without any more ba-bi-bu, I immediately connected a video call to her. His face was instantly visible, his smile instantly blooming instantly.
"Why, Yang? Not sleeping?" His eyes focused in the other direction.
The roar of the crowd cheers, which was as if disappointed by the game, as if it were futsal. Because it looks also nets, which are usually in the futsal place.
Hey, the world cup alone there's a big gamble. Moreover, a game between friends like this. My husband must have spent his money there.
I'm not sincere! Just watch out later if it is true he participated in the gambling.
"Not following me, but I've been buying futsal for an hour." He glanced at the cell phone for a moment, then his gaze went the other way again.
"Lied!" I don't believe it easily.
"Wan, am I on the side?" The face of his friend was immediately visible.
I snubbed a lot today. I'm not in a hijab, where the camera is pointed at his friend. I put my phone on the bed, with the camera facing the ceiling.
"Nobody came, but you paid, right?" His friend turned towards Gavin.
Gavin's gaze was still straight ahead, but he had already left his friend earlier. "I never lied to you, Riut. I'd do it, if I did." He looked at the phone screen again.
"How much do you pay for an hour?" I know the price range is hundreds and even millions, depending on how the facilities in the futsal place are and how long they play.
"One hundred and fifty here, Yang. Just watch, this brother is home. Maybe, twenty minutes. What's it gonna bring?" The focus is on the futsal field.
Is your husband crazy futsal, too? Author's husband is the same, the difference if you go home just wandering. Huft, so confide right?
"Bone whole, alive and well." I want him to understand that I'm worried about him.
"Geez, Yang. It's ready, honey. I mean, there's no food on display?" tanyanya.
"No, just walk home!" I want my husband.
"Yes, Yang. Was it first, huh? Responsibility to watch."
He cannot be disturbed.
"Yes, hurry home." I still want him to come home soon.
"OK, okay. Wait yeah?" He smiled briefly, then turned off this video call.
My patience should be widened again, because he often met in the city area as well. Want to cry, but if the problem continues even I'm stressed myself.
"Suami Mbak isn't that right?" I'm changing my mind with Canda.
"Sama, tell him it's work. Don't be too much of a nudge, Dek. Importantly, our groceries come alone and are provided with funds." Little Canda rubbed my arm.
"You're worried about me, Ma'am." I let out my breath.
"Same, but yeah. We pray for their safety in each of our prayers, if we think he continues, even those of our activities that falter. God willing, he's safe and secure." His smile was so calming.
"I can't sleep, Ma'am. Ever since he knew the word bang Ghavi who saw him there and here." I can only breathe out my breath.
"Yes, pray anyway. Male tongkrongan tuh, sometimes the chatter quality. Discuss work, new endeavors and new styles for husband and wife relationships. I've known for myself, if Riyana's children get together what they discuss."
Huh huh? The bed was discussed?
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