Dewina (Om-om Savings Village Girl)
Eps 65: Happiness is not forever

The Goddess's wait for eight months finally arrived, every day he was hopeful, that he was still tangled with the sex of his son, instead of thinking about how the method of birth later, he even thought about the sex of his son.

"I'm almost 70 kilos now. "

The goddess stroked her already enlarged belly, counting the days when she was about to give birth, and the thing that worried her was the fate of her son when he was about to be born, while he must keep the agreement that has been made.

"Even if it has to be separated, can one day me and my future child be reunited, Lord? "

From the direction of the kitchen, Dewi heard the sound of her pet dog choking on something, Dewi put her scales under the sofa, then followed towards the kitchen to see the state of her pet that sounded not okay.

"Jelly, what's wrong with you? "

Dewi approached his pet dog, but his condition now looks not good, Jelly looks sluggish, with shabby fur looks that the dog is sick.

"Jelly, are you sick? " ask the Goddess.

Jelly howled but with his voice that glimpsed, he did not look okay, Dewi tried to feel his pet dog's forehead, then felt that Jelly was hot.

"Come, you rest first, I will get medicine for you" said Dewi.

Slowly, Dewi tried to lift her pet dog to the main room, before she would put a towel on the sofa, and she put Jelly on the sofa slowly.

The goddess went to take the medicine box, she wanted to give paracetamol to her pet dog, because it was felt that Jelly had a fever.

"Jelly, let's take some medicine first. "

Dewi slowly gave the medicine to Jelly, Jelly seemed resigned when the medicine entered her mouth, and now Jelly lay her head on the sofa back, Dewi stroked her pet dog slowly, and then she put her head on the couch, until Jelly glanced when his body was stroked by the Goddess.

"Rest first yes. "

Dewi got up from the sofa, then he returned to clean up his apartment space that looked very messy, as soon as possible he had to finish it before he went to check the contents.

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'This time I cannot accompany you, Dewina, so I hope you can go alone, I am still abroad now, tomorrow maybe I will go home soon. '

"Yes, it's okay om, I can go to check the content myself" said Dewi.

'Tomorrow I sent a yoga trainer to be your yoga instruction, now you have to multiply yoga practice to facilitate your delivery later. '

"Okay om, thank you. "

The call ended, Dewi put her phone in her bag, while waiting for her name to be called inside, because incidentally on that day the obstetrician's room was crowded with patients, he said, so that Dewi was waiting outside along with other patients aka other pregnant women.

"Check too? "

The goddess who was daydreaming then looked to the side, she looked towards a pregnant mother who invited her to chat, The Goddess dyed and pointed towards her.

"I? " ask the Goddess.

"Yes, check it out too? " ask the mother.

Goddess smile. "Yes, I want to control the pregnancy before delivery, and I want to check the sex of the child as well. "

"Loh, haven't checked the gender of the child? "

"Actually already, but still doubt it, because hearing from people if the gender of the baby can change, so this is the second time I checked the gender of my child." explained Dewi.

"Do you want to have a boy or a girl? "

"If you can, hopefully later can be a man, this is also from the shape of the stomach can be the gender of a man. I so wanted to have a son " replied the Goddess.

"Well, did you have a daughter before? Did you have any previous plans to have a boy? "

The goddess was silent, she had gone too far to talk about her content with others who were beside her, and now she was asked if she would plan to have a son, while her pregnancy alone was an accident, she was more likely to be pregnant out of wedlock.

"Mr? "

"Ah, no, this is my first pregnancy, and also I really want to have a son, because I like boys, all of you can be my hero later" replied Dewi.

Actually that's the reason that suddenly said in his lips, but the mother who kept asking about her pregnancy then believed the answer just now.

"Is that so? "

"Yes ma'am" said the Goddess.

"Where's her husband? Not checking the contents? "

The goddess was again asked with a question beyond reason for her, the problem was Gusti was not her husband, only he was the mistress of the man, if he admitted it, just, so he has crossed his line with Bella for confessing that she is Gusti's wife.

"Mother Dewina Ayunda Ningsih. "

The name of the Goddess was finally called, the Goddess then rose from her seat, and smiled towards the mother mother who was beside her.

"Then, I go first into ya ma'am " said Dewi.

"Yes, may his son be a boy. "

Dewi then went into the gynecology specialist room, as she usually checked before, gave a guidebook and now also checked the gender of her child again.

"We're just starting, have we checked the sex of the child? " ask the doctor.

The goddess nodded her head. "It's doc, but can you check back? I still have doubts about the first test. "

The obstetrician nodded his head, then began to check the content of the Goddess with the USG tool, the monitor screen was headed to the Goddess content which was visible development.

"The development is very good, it's just that maybe the weight of the fetus is still lacking, the mother can add weight to the fetus, such as eating ice cream so. "

"It's powerful, doc? " ask the Goddess.

"It could be, but if the mother wants easy delivery, fetal weight like this is ideal to facilitate labor later" explained the doctor.

The goddess nodded her head, then the gynecologist checked on everything else, and enlarged the size of something from her monitor screen.

"Did mom know? The sex of the boy. "

The goddess who heard this later felt that it was a surprise, that she who yesterday was too worried about the sex of her son, now got a miracle, that she had from the beginning been pregnant with a boy.

"But, when I went to the other obstetrician, my daughter was a girl. That's how, doc? " ask the Goddess.

"Maybe during the previous examination, the position of the baby's back to the ultrasound, it may not be true that the gender of the mother's child is female" replied the doctor.

The Goddess could not bear her feelings of pleasure, she was so excited when she heard the sex of her son, as she wished, that she wanted a baby boy so badly, it was also to be a requirement that could eventually pay off and save her from the legal snare that Bella had given her.

"Many movements yes, ma'am, because the location of the fetus has gone to the hip, so that the birth canal is easier and smoother." appealed the doctor.

"Okay doc, thank you. "

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Dewi continued to see the results of her examination of the womb, she felt happy when the results of the USG showed when the sex of her son, as long as he was in the elevator, Dewi kept smiling looking at the USG photo.

But something that makes Dewi sad, he thought of a breakup later with his son, because according to the agreement when he managed to give birth to a son, he thought of a separation later with his son, then his son will be taken and he will continue his studies with the funding of Gusti and Bella as an agreement.

"Can I part with my son? "

Arriving at the door of his apartment room, Dewi attached his access card, then he opened the door and closed it again.

Dewi remembered something, he walked to the main room, seen his dog who was asleep with his condition that still looks sick, Dewi approached Jelly and stroked the head of his pet dog.

"Jelly, you look limp. "

"Jelly, all day you don't want to eat, you just drink milk. "

Dewi tried to persuade Jelly who was difficult to eat, he felt that the state of Jelly deteriorated, the plan Dewi would take Jelly to the veterinarian the next day if the condition of his pet dog did not improve.

"Jelly, eat a little, yes, I help you to go to the kitchen, let you eat. "

Dewi lifted Jelly's body, the drooping body followed the movement of the Goddess, and when she arrived at the kitchen, Dewi helped Jelly to eat her food, although little by little the food entered into Jelly's mouth.

All day, Dewi just stayed in his apartment, his mind was full of worries and his focus was diverted to Jelly who was sick, plus Jelly who was very difficult to eat.

"Jelly, you sleep with me. "

Dewi again raised Jelly to his room, not forgetting to put a towel on his mattress to be the pet dog's pedestal, then lay Jelly who was still limp, and Dewi climbed his mattress to sleep immediately.

"If tomorrow your situation still does not improve, we will go to the veterinarian" said Dewi.

Dewi stroked Jelly's head, he saw the condition of his pet dog is not as usual makes it more sad, because Jelly he knows is a dog that is very agile and carefree, he said, now it became limp and drooped helplessly due to the pain.

"Don't leave me alone, Jelly, after this child is born, she and I will part." said the Goddess.

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The next day, Dewi returned to clean up her apartment room, because before the yoga instructions ordered by Gusti came to the apartment to train her.

Dewi also moved Jelly on the sofa, highlight the sunlight where the dog will be dried from the room, while Dewi cleaned the apartment.

After some time after cleaning the room, the bell rang from outside, Dewi then welcomed the sound and ran towards the main door of her apartment room.

"Is this really a room in Dewina's name? " ask the man.

"So right, please come in. "

With a yoga carpet brought, the man who works as a yoga instruction then entered the Dewi apartment room, while Dewi took his carpet and also drinking water to entertain the trainer.

"Please drink, brother. "

After completing the yoga instruction, Dewi then began her yoga training, from warming up to the movements indicated by the yoga instruction.

"Come, her body stretched. "

The look in the eyes of the Goddess only leads to her pet dog lying limp on the sofa, and also a shrill voice complaining is heard throughout the instructions yoga is running, as well, Dewi is really not focused because Jelly is not good.

But Jelly's complaint shifted Dewi's focus, Dewi then ran towards her dog and approached, seen Jelly's breathing groove is not normal, it makes Dewi worried and panicked.

"Sister, can you call the nearest veterinarian? My pet dog is sick. "please Goddess.

The yoga instruction nodded his head, he took his cell phone and tried to contact the veterinarian who was not far from the apartment building, while Dewi saw Jelly's condition worsened.

"We're asked to come in person, come here, I'll help pick up the dog. "

Dewi nodded her head, with the help of the yoga instructions, they finally took Jelly to the vet to check her condition.

Jelly's weight is so heavy, it makes Dewi and yoga instruction it becomes difficult to lift Jelly, Jelly, they figure out how to get Jelly to the vet not far from the apartment building.

"It's so heavy for your pet dog" lamented the yoga instruction.

Dewi was also looking for a way, until he found a trolley that is usually a bag lifter and goods, it became an idea for Dewi to take his dog to the nearest veterinarian.

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"This dog has a history of illness? "

Dewi was surprised when the veterinarian who diagnosed Jelly, the diagnosis of the doctor was Jelly who had a congenital disease, it made Dewi not believe it turned out that his dog had a disease.

"Disease? What disease, doc? " ask the Goddess.

"Canine parvovirus, this virus infects dogs that come into contact with the feces of other sick dogs, unfortunately, this disease if not treated with a vaccine, then it results in death, death, your dog looks old. The virus spreads quickly and spreads. "

"Dok, is there a cure to relieve it? I don't want my dog to continue to be in pain. "

The veterinarian just shook his head, the initial problem of all this was because the Goddess who did not know if her dog was affected by a disease that resulted in death, and also could not be overcome anymore because it was too late, too late, moreover, the age of Jelly that turned out to be old.

"I can't help more, your pet can't be saved either, you can take it home and there's no direct contact with your pet, especially now that you're pregnant. " call the doctor.

After holding back her tears, Dewi finally shed her conscious tears while she held it back, Dewi slowly put Jelly back on the trolley that had been her pet dog carrier before, and now that he was going to take her back to his apartment, he understood the veterinarian's intention that his dog could not be saved.

"Sister, yoga practice tomorrow, yes, I am not focused right now" said Dewi.

The yoga instruction understood, he nodded his head, because he understood that the customer was not in a good mood, it made the yoga practice that was previously planned finally dismissed on that day.

"Yes, it's okay, come on, I'll help bring the dog back to the apartment. "

The goddess nodded her head. "Okay, please brother. "

For a day in the main room of an apartment, Dewi was only focused on her pet dog who continued to make a soft sound of pain, while Dewi could only shed her tears while caressing the head of her pet dog.

"Jelly, is it sick? "

The sound of Jelly sounds very painful, coupled with Jelly that gripped the hand of the Goddess, Dewi can feel when her dog has to fight to release the spirit in her body, Jelly can not be helped because of the disease complications that had been suffered by the dog was not seen at all.

"Jelly, why can't our promise be fulfilled? Didn't we promise before that once I give birth to my son, you will accompany me and my son before I know the gender of my son? Is this a sign that if the promise cannot be kept, then you will go? "

The Goddess vented her heart, while Jelly just looked at her with a glare as if she was listening to the words of the Goddess just now as she glimmered in pain when her life was no longer lasting.

"Jelly, thank you for accompanying me until now, maybe this is our farewell form, you have managed to accompany me until later this child will be born. Thank you very much, Jelly. "

Jelly glanced softly, shortly after she howled with her shrill following, Dewi realized that Jelly would leave, after which the voice was no longer heard and in Jelly's mouth.

"Jelly...! "

The goddess wept bitterly, in front of the corpse of her pet, she wept for her sigh that died in front of her, he did not expect that it was the last time he saw Jelly who was in pain because his death had arrived.

Shortly after, the door of the apartment room opened, a man named Gusti approached the Goddess and approached the Goddess, Gusti pulled the Goddess' arm to stand up, and his gaze seemed annoyed with the girl.

"You feeling great now? Didn't I tell you yesterday that you should take yoga training, why did you cancel it? " ask Gusti.

"I'm sorry om, my thoughts only lead to Jelly. " replied Dewi.

"What happened to your pet dog, so you canceled your yoga training? "

The goddess shed her tears again, and tried to explain without any of her sobbing.

"Jelly, Jelly's sick, then she's now... He is now dead." said the Goddess.

"Dewina, she's just a dog, why are you crying over all this? " ask Gusti.

The words instead of making the Goddess feel better, the Goddess cried until her roar sounded very poignant, Dewi did not know how she had to go through it as easily as Gusti said just now.

"Dewina. "

"Maybe for you, Jelly is an ordinary pet dog, but Jelly means a lot to me. All this time I can be strong because of his presence, he is a figure that I love very much... "

The Goddess's cry became more and more so, Gusti finally understood the feeling, he approached the Goddess and pulled the girl's arm, now the Goddess was on his lap.

"Stop crying, Dewina, your sadness will be shared with your child later. "

But the words could not help, Dewi cried again, Gusti could only hug and try to calm the girl, while Dewi would only follow the feeling of his heart that was upset due to the death of his pet.

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