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"Who told you to kill yourself like this? "
Gusti stopped the Goddess intent on harming himself, the Goddess stared at Gusti with her tears flowing, and her eyes looked disappointed.
"Stop acting weird like this, and what's with your nose? " ask Gusti.
"What does he care about me? " ask the Goddess.
Gusti frowned, then he took the knife from the Goddess and threw it on the floor.
"Because I am responsible for you, Dewina." replied Gusti.
The goddess only smiled, behind her tears that continued to flow profusely, she could not resist and only weakened herself until she staggered to the floor, Gusti who saw this then held the weight of the Goddess who wanted to fall to the floor.
"Dewina! "
"I'm tired, om. "grept Goddess.
Shortly after the shrill was heard, Dewi began to cry bitterly, making Gusti look directly at the girl with a concerned look.
"I'm tired, um, I'm tired of having to live like this... I couldn't bear it, I was weak, I was tired of facing this problem alone, while om and bu Bella kept on stressing me and depressed. "sobbing Goddess.
"Dewina, you- "
"I know that I failed to conceive a baby boy to meet the requirements of Ms. Bella, but what did om and ma'am Bella do with me? Om as the father of this child did not really want to help and support me through the pressure that I experienced, and om also always run from the responsibility of what he has done with me. While Ms. Bella, she treated me like an experimental doll, I always get sick when she comes with words and actions that hurt me. You never feel sorry for me, I am just a dumb, stupid country girl, village girls who are tempted will cost more without knowing what I have to do in order to be able to return the favor of my parents. I know everything comes from om, everything comes from om itself, but have om ever thought that I did it in a very urgent situation, and I ended up stuck, he said, I was pregnant out of wedlock and I had to face his wife's wishes om herself" said Dewi.
The cry that still continued, until the Goddess choked, Gusti asked her to stop, but the Goddess still revealed it until the tears that came out were very much from before.
"Dewina, stop. " said Gusti.
"I'm sad, when I'm stuck like this, I have to face it myself. I can accept whatever the consequences are from Bella, but I ask, please respect and support me before I face the consequences that you did before my child was born, I just ask for that, nothing more, I'm tired of living this kind of life... "
The expression of the heart of the Goddess can finally be heard by Gusti, the man looked concernedly at the girl, the sobs of the Goddess sounded very poignant, looking pain and tired that had long been harbored finally issued as well, Gusti immediately hugged the Goddess tightly.
"Dewina, I'm sorry, I've brought you up until you have to deal with it this hard yourself. I'm sorry, I'm selfish" Gusti said.
The goddess who heard this then widened her eyes, she then cried again, because her heart was finally heard directly by Gusti.
Gusti held both shoulders of the Goddess, he wiped the flowing tears of the Goddess, asked the Goddess to stop crying, and occasionally apologized while stroking the Goddess' stomach.
"Come here, stand up, I'll treat your bloody nose" Gusti said.
Gusti helps the Goddess to stand, he escorts the Goddess towards the dining table and sits the Goddess on a chair, while he searches for a medicine box to take the wound cleansing medicine.
"From here, I treat it slowly." said Gusti.
Carefully, Gusti cleaned the dried blood with a clean cloth, then he rolled up the cotton wrapped in gauze, then clothed it in the nose of the Goddess who was still bleeding.
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"The reason Dewina resigned, this you can see first. "
Daniel who was working then surprised by a report letter and the resignation letter of his employees, he immediately took the letter and began to read it one by one.
"This was the day the Goddess drove him to the office? " ask Daniel with his assistant.
"Sir, sir, just this afternoon Dewina came and gave this letter, I did not expect him to suddenly resign from the company" replied Daniel's assistant.
Daniel read it one by one, and finally from the resignation letter was discarded, Daniel seemed to feel awkward with the resignation.
"What kind of reason is this? This I consider illegitimate "reject Daniel.
Daniel put the paper containing the letter of resignation into the drawer, before he saw the results of the report that had been made by the Goddess, he also felt curious, why his employee, Dewi, suddenly resigned from the work that had been given by Daniel.
"Looks like what the Goddess came here just now? " ask Daniel.
"Well, he looks like that panikan, sir. Rarely see the Goddess so since almost a month he rarely send reports to the office, and also many changes from the Goddess now. "clearly the woman.
"How does kayak change mean? " ask Daniel.
"Now the Goddess looks fat, seeing it like it becomes more and more worried, afraid for a month he is not in a good state. "
Daniel held his chin, then he came to think the same as his employees said just now, it could be something was happening to the Goddess, so a month did not meet, and now suddenly sent a letter of resignation.
"Later just send a message with Dewi, that I need a reason why he chose to resign from this job" said Daniel.
"Okay sir, I'll tell you. "
The woman then walked out of Daniel's room, while Daniel was still thinking about the reason for the Goddess to stop working.
"Goddess, what exactly happened to you? " the murmur of Daniel asked himself.
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In another place, Gusti who fell asleep on a mattress belonging to the Goddess, he fell asleep and moved his position, while feeling the feel of the state of the mattress in a state of closed eyes, he fell asleep, he realized that he did not feel what was on the bed.
Gusti opened his eyes, he again felt his mattress, then he realized that he did not feel the Goddess in the mattress, Dewi was not in the mattress.
Gusti immediately rose from the bed, he searched for the existence of the Goddess, he came out of the room and sought the Goddess, fearing that the Goddess would act recklessly again when separated from his presence.
"Goddess, Dewina." call Gusti.
Feeling the wind blowing from the main room, the cold wind was none other than the night wind that blew from the outside, Gusti could guess that the wind came from the balcony of the apartment, gusti's feeling was even more uneasy when he saw the balcony door of the apartment open.
While heading to the balcony, Gusti saw someone standing pensively staring at the moon, gusts of wind seemed to blow that long hair, the Goddess stared at the sky with a sad and sad gaze.
"Dewina. "
The call called her name, Dewi set her gaze towards the back, Gusti could see the look of the Goddess's eyes, sad and empty radiated from the girl's eyes.
As soon as the Goddess directly turned her face, the Goddess looked back at the sky again, she did not want to see Gusti's face at all.
Gusti understood, from the attitude of the Goddess just now showed that the girl was still upset and angry, he knew that the mood of pregnant women was often different, but he did not want to retaliate by scolding the Goddess.
"Why are you looking for me? Should om sleep alone, I know om is exhausted. "asked Dewi.
Gusti shook his head, then he approached the Goddess, next to the Goddess, he leaned both of his arms on the edge of the balcony fence and did the same with the Goddess.
"I am calmer here while." said Dewi.
"Well, it's the same" said Gusti.
The Goddess smiled towards the sky, while Gusti looked towards the Goddess, when Gusti wanted to touch the Goddess' shoulder, the Goddess had already realized that a hand was approaching her shoulder.
"Don't approach me for a while, om, let me stay here first" said Dewi.
Gusti's steps stopped, Gusti then sighed, and he just stared pusher at the Goddess, he knew that the girl was sad, Gusti took the initiative to put his suit on the shoulder of the Goddess.
The Goddess was stunned when a suit was attached to her shoulder, the Goddess gazed back, Gusti wrapped his shoulders in Gusti's suit.
"Why om? " ask the Goddess.
"No, I think you'll still be outside, as long as you're outside, you don't get cold" Gusti replied.
Gusti then left the Goddess who was contemplating on the balcony, Dewi touched the suit and chose to enter only, before he closed the balcony door and locked it.
"Are you hungry? " ask Gusti.
The goddess nodded her head. "I'm actually hungry, but for dinner it doesn't seem good for me who's pregnant like this. "
"It's okay, just eat if you feel hungry, after all pregnant people should not hold back their taste, will affect their children later" replied Gusti.
The goddess shook her head, she refused to be obeyed by her will, and she chose to drink the water on the table.
"I just want to sleep, om, it's night too, I feel tired" said Dewi.
Gusti nodded his head. "Yes, you rest there, I want to go too. "
The Goddess walked towards her room, while Gusti gazed towards the Goddess, he chose not to disturb the Goddess whose mood was unstable and chose to leave the Goddess.
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"Yes, you just set a schedule for me to meet with the notary, there is an agreement that I will cancel. "
'Well madam, I'll set the schedule after the client meeting at lunch. '
Bella turned off her phone, on the other hand she was very happy when she managed to satisfy her emotions with the Goddess, and now that she planned to make a new pact with the Goddess, her heart whispered as if it was impatient to torture the Goddess again, however, she felt satisfied to torture her husband's mistress.
"Bella! "
Bella knew the voice, there was a snapping sound calling her name, she knew that it was Gusti's voice calling her, but with an angry tone.
"Here you turn out! " snaps Gusti.
"Hey, what happened to you, so you came home angry like this? " ask Bella.
Without further ado, Gusti immediately grabbed both of Bella's tanga, directly facing the two, but Bella had to face her husband's angry face.
"Say, which hand did you use yesterday to beat up the Goddess? " ask Gusti.
Bella gulps her saliva, she knows, that she has been caught by Gusti, and now she faces directly with the angry Gusti.
A sharp gaze pointed towards Bella, both her hands were held by her husband, and now her movements were completely paralyzed by Gusti.
"It looks like your right hand looks strong, maybe this yesterday made the Goddess almost battered. "
Gusti gripped Bella's hand tightly, until Bella screamed in pain, her husband* his hand firmly.
"sick! Stop, Gustiawan! " call Bella.
"It's not enough, I'll add! "
Gusti added to his squealing power, he made Bella really scream in pain and let out her tears.
"Stop, I'm in pain because of this! " cried Bella begging.
Gusti threw Bella's hand, the woman's hand reddened, so Bella felt her hand hot because of the check.
"You're being rude like this to me just because of your mistress, Gustiawan? How much do you treat me like a hostage? " bella Lirih.
Gusti looked annoyed with Bella, then he cornered Bella, so that Bella could not fight Gusti.
"Because you don't have a heart, and I don't want to be violent with you either, but what? You kept me so upset, that I ended up being violent with you! " strict Gusti.
Bella's tears finally flowed, she could not bear when her husband said that he would not do violence, whereas since Gusti knew Dewi, Gusti suddenly liked to play rough on her.
"When you get to know the Goddess, you like to play rough with me. Do you realize, as long as the Goddess is with you, every time I ask who the Deity is, you always arrive to talk rudely with me, and before I know that you are having an affair with the Deity, you are always talking rudely with me, my cheek that for 17 years we were married, only then did you slap me and insult me. You instantly become a monster for this house because of your mistress, Gustiawan! I hate the presence of that village girl! "
Gusti just looked at Bella with an ordinary gaze, unlike when he saw the Goddess crying, Gusti instead looked at Bella with a trivial gaze, as if he did not care about the feelings of his own wife's heart.
Bella stared in disbelief with Gusti, she still kept bringing up Bella's past, of course Bella did not accept continued to be cornered with old problems that were not as severe as her husband himself.
"Hey, you yourself are also having an affair, Gustiawan! I cheated on you because you didn't have time with you, nor did I ever have a husband and wife relationship with your former company manager. While you? You cheated on her with the result, the proof is that the girl is finally pregnant, and you are not care for her until I intervened for this! " strictly Bella.
"Have it, it's still who started all this from you, right? "
As soon as Gusti relaxed to reverse the fact, of course Bella did not accept, he immediately slapped Gusti's face hard until the voice was loud, but Gusti did not accept and chose to reply by pushing Bella to the ground.
"I'm going with the Goddess, it seems like she's weaker than you isn't it? The proof is that you can fight it, and now you can fight me" Gusti said.
Gusti crouched down, then he patted Bella's cheek, and looked lightly at his wife.
"Take care of yourself here, I'll go. "
Gusti walked away from Bella who fell down, while Bella looked at him with an annoyed look, because she did not expect that Gusti would be that selfish with her.
"Gustiawan! You savage man! B*jangan! " call Bella.
Gusti did not care about the swear made by his wife, he chose to leave home to go to his company, a lot of work that always awaits him.
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The next day, Dewi woke up from her sleep, her whole body felt sore because her sleep last night was not soundly because it remembered something that made her unable to forget it, her memory at night made her unable to calm herself for a day.
"What was too thought? It will also end badly. "the murmur of the Goddess.
Jelly went into the room, he approached Dewi with his dinner plate, Dewi forgot to eat for his pet dog, while apologizing he stroked Jelly's head and grabbed the dinner plate belonging to his pet dog.
The goddess unwrapped the dog food, then she put it in the dish and gave it to Jelly, Jelly ate her food voraciously, while the Goddess looked at her dog seriously, and occasionally smiled lightly.
"Eat it so greedy, what is it like to live like a dog? " the Goddess.
The goddess asked herself, then she took the drinking water for her to drink, it was a great relief when the water got into her throat.
Usually this morning the Goddess always breakfast, but now not at all, she does not eat at all, either because she endured her hunger or did not want to eat at all.
"It feels very tired. "
Before long, the sound of the door opening, the Goddess straightened her body and got up from her seat, she planned to get up from her seat and walk towards the main hall.
The goddess walked into the main hall, she immediately passed Gusti, the man carrying a paper bag, such as containing a food or other object.
"Om Gusti's? What's the morning here? " ask the Goddess.
Gusti gave the paper bag with Dewi, Dewi can feel and can breathe the aroma in the paper bag.
"Om, is this food? " ask the Goddess.
"Yes, it's food for you, eat immediately, I'm sure you haven't had breakfast after last night you didn't eat at all" replied Gusti.
The goddess gulped her saliva, the aroma was indeed very fragrant, she could not wait to eat it and walked away from Gusti.
Gusti followed the Goddess from behind, he saw the Goddess opening the food he had bought, and then he sat down beside the Goddess.
The goddess devoured a sandwich that was so full of it, with a sauce that matched the sandwich, with no memory of who was around herself.
"Om, have you eaten? " ask the Goddess.
The Goddess offered the bread she had eaten, then offered it to Gusti, Gusti shook his head refusing the offer from the Goddess.
"No, you just eat, I know you're very hungry." refused Gusti.
The goddess lowered her head slightly. "Sorry, I'm ashamed. "
"It's okay, just spend it, after you finish eating, I will invite you to relax outside" Gusti said.
The Goddess's chew came to a halt, she stared at Gusti, and with an unconvinced look on her face when Gusti asked her to go for relaxation outside the apartment, the act of the Goddess directly rejecting the invitation.
"No, I don't want to, don't need to, um" said Dewi.
Gusti frowned, he knew it seemed like the Goddess misunderstood his intention, whereas in a pure way Gusti wanted to invite the Goddess to walk the road.
"Dewina, do you think I'm inviting you to play? No, I'm controlling it so as not to interfere with your pregnancy. I just want to invite you to walk, that's all, " explains Gusti.
Dewi was not sure, but he was a little confident in Gusti's last words, that Gusti just wanted to invite him to walk, Goddess also thought, that, that he did miss the road to a very calming place for her.
"What's a calming place for us to go, om? " ask the Goddess.
"If that's what you want, I will take you there, I have a suitable place for you to come with me" replied Gusti.
The goddess looked excited, she again finished the sandwich she ate, then she continued eating until it ran out.
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Finished preparing everything, Gusti and Dewi finally together went out of town, their initial goal was to vacation, although they did not know what made Gusti finally able to take his time for a vacation, and they were not able to take it, whereas Gusti is typical of hardworking and busy men.
Not to forget, by inviting Jelly, the holiday of the Goddess this time is very memorable, he did want to be that free after almost 6 months he had to be locked up in the custody of Gusti and Bella.
The long journey does not make the Goddess tired, he is very looking forward to a vacation outside the city, if he gets there, he will throw his breath grand while in the city, he said, and will breathe the holiday air.
"Yes, we've arrived. "
The Goddess along with Jelly down, they breathed a sigh of relief, and also they immediately walked towards the tourist spot, Gusti followed the Goddess from behind.
Their appearance looks ordinary, and now they mingle with other visitors, Dewi is interested in water tourism, namely the ship calluses on the lake, and now they mingle with other visitors, of course, the look in his eyes pointed towards the floating ship.
"Why? You want to get on that ship? " ask Gusti.
"Yes, looks very interesting to me, is it okay? " ask the Goddess.
Gusti nodded his head. "When before when in Paris, you did not dare to board a ship like the one there, why did you arrive immediately bravely? "
"I don't know, om, since I was pregnant, why I love to see water" replied the Goddess.
Gusti agreed to the Goddess's wish, he followed the Goddess who walked towards the designated ship, although it was seen that the ship was shaking quite strong, but it did not scare the Goddess, but it did not scare her, he still wants to ride it along with Gusti and Jelly.
It was seen that Gusti who was very afraid if his ship swayed, but not with the Goddess, he was very happy when boarding the ship, so he did not want to be separated from the ship he had just boarded it.
"Dewina, I want to sit for a while, my legs are shaking" Gusti said.
"Oh yes, I also want to sit for a while. "
Gusti and Dewi sat together, with Jelly who sat down and ended up rolling on the grass, shady trees covering the sun, until a breeze seemed to blow in their hair.
"The wind is cold, I really enjoy it. "
"When was the last time I enjoyed this beautiful weather? " ask Gusti to himself.
The Goddess smiled, she then held Gusti's hand and stroked him, Gusti gazing towards the Goddess.
"I'm sure the last time om enjoyed this beautiful weather was certainly before I was with om, I'm sure, the beautiful memories that om once enjoyed with the om loved, but om accidentally forgot it. It's okay om, come back to remember it, because it is very valuable" said Dewi.
Gusti just kept silent, then he turned his face away, as if he did not want to remember what was spoken by the Goddess, The Goddess who saw that had of course become unpleasant, because it destroyed the atmosphere that had been fun.
"Sorry om, if I offend." said Dewi.
"No, your words are correct, but I don't want to remember them anymore. "
The goddess nodded her head. "Om fine. "
The goddess looked around, her eyes were fixed on the person who was playing arrows, she was again interested in seeing this, of course Gusti quickly realized it.
"You want to try it? " ask Gusti.
The Goddess without answering him he immediately nodded his head, the Goddess was interested in playing arrows, until finally Gusti followed the Goddess who wanted to try playing arrows.
"I want to try one. "
The goddess holds a bow and arrow, before she takes the position that has been placed by the coach, and also the Goddess is given one by one instructions by the coach.
It is seen that Dewi is very uncomfortable with the coach, but Gusti chose to be quiet, and he will teach a lesson with the coach.
"Well, the bow was not hit" said the coach.
The look of the face of the Goddess looks disappointed, Gusti is not happy to see it, he took the bow belonging to the Goddess along with the arrows previously owned by the Goddess, this time he played it.
"Let me play it, time to play this until this dart runs out, right? "
Gusti took a swing, without direction from the coach, his steps were so sure, Gusti took one of the arrows and began to pull the bow.
Claps!
One shot of the red dot, the coach was astonished to see Gusti's skills suddenly shot straight into the shot on the board.
But one is not enough, Gusti tried to spend the arrows he had, targeting him on each arrowboard, until his shot was not one that did not shoot from the red dot.
All were astonished, including with the Goddess, that sudden skill was directly demonstrated by Gusti, all who saw then applauded, even though Gusti's age was no longer young, not that his ability was too old.
"Sir, how did you get on target? What is the father of the arrow coach? " ask the coach.
"No, just my skills. Here, I'm done. "
The coach gave a box containing the book of the novel that the Goddess wanted, Dewi received it with pleasure, her day was very happy outside the city at this time.
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"Enough Dewina, I'm tired. "
Spending almost all day, Dewi and Gusti looked for their seats, then they found it by the lake and sat on the grass.
The face of the Goddess sumringah radiated in her smile, Gusti was relieved to see it, because after the incident that almost took the girl's life, now finally the girl was happy with her day.
"Sorry om, I am very excited here, to the point that I do not remember that I was pregnant" said Dewi.
"You happy here? " ask Gusti.
"Yes, I am very happy, many new experiences here, I really enjoy it" replied the Goddess.
"Thank God, I'm glad to hear it" Gusti said.
Gusti looked towards the lake, and suddenly someone kissed his cheek gently, Gusti stared next to him and it was the Goddess.
"Goddess? "
"Thank you for the day, um, I'm so happy. After a long time of confinement, when like this, it feels very free and very pleasant. Thank you, om. "
The Goddess thanked him, while Gusti smiled at the Goddess, the two looked at each other, and finally Gusti embraced the Goddess while looking at the sun that sank.
"Hopefully my son can see the scenery here." muttered the Goddess.
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