Dewina (Om-om Savings Village Girl)
42: Bella and the past

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"Done, finally done. "

The look of the face I was waiting for, the look of defeat from my husband, had no resistance from him other than just being silent and contemplating like a sick person.

I'm Bella, yes I'm a character who may not be liked in this story, but this is my story, I will tell my life story from the beginning and it can be like this in the end.

I was born in a family of entrepreneurs, you could say I am a conglomerate child from the stock and investment business, even so, there are so many rules in my family, especially attitude, work and soul mate.

"Bella, as has become the rule in our family, papi will match you with the child of a papi work partner, papi hope you accept this matchmaking. "

Again, I will be betrothed to other businessmen's children, sometimes that makes me tired, my type sometimes there is nothing at all that can be matched with them, he said, it can be said to be betrothed but not as stupid as the heart and mind.

"White, Bella asked, this last matchmaking should not make Bella not like, Bella does not want people like the previous one. If it's still the same, then let Bella go abroad to find Bella's own soul mate. "

I have made it clear that I will act alone when it feels that it will not be suitable for me, but I don't know my papi, he still assured my soul mate this time will be better than before.

Of course, this matchmaking is based on cooperation, so that the company's cooperation is much better than before.

I was met with a man who was meant by my papa, the beginning I saw it I was stunned, who did not want a handsome man like who was being my soul mate this time, who did not want to be, rarely do I admit to my opponents that they are charming.

"Hows it? Papi's choice wasn't wrong, was it? "

I nodded my head, the choice of papi this time was not wrong, I was already enamored with him.

His name is Khairul Gustiawan, we are only 6 years away, but he is very charming, starting from the face that looks that he has mixed blood, arguably a mixture of Turkish blood attached to him, he said, athletic height, you could say my soul mate this time is perfect for me.

Maybe also the family rules that helped support the matchmaking process, it did not take long, finally Gusti and I got married, marriage in the name of arranged marriage and business we have done, he said, and now we're entitled to take care of our household.

Gusti can be said he is a hardworking and cuckoo man, no wonder if he will not start a conversation when I start it.

Sometimes we can be awkward in one house, because we who get married without any basis of love can be this big, Gusti and I just barely fight each other because of it.

"Custy. "

The man I called then looked at me, I was stunned by his charming look, I was so lucky to get the matchmaking result this time.

"Yes, what's wrong? "

"Can we start our relationship well? I mean like us starting a new relationship. "

It seems that my words just now were not understood by Gusti, I am also still twisted to explain my words to the 27-year-old man.

"Can you explain it well, Bella? "

I revealed my heart, then sighed to tell her something.

"Try to love me, Gusti, for once. "

Not a strange expression, Gusti's expression was like being embarrassed, with his red face and scratching his head.

"I can't, I'm so awkward" Gusti said.

I was very anxious with my husband's expression, it turns out that he had not been caring and always indifferent because he was awkward with starting our relationship as husband and wife.

"It turns out that's the cause, I don't think you want to be with me, Gustiawan." I said with a smile.

We both smiled together, and also laughed, maybe it's a good start for us to start our household story.

"Well, if you want to be like that, then we start today to be able to live our household. I think it's good if we start this relationship, after all we're legal to be husband and wife. "

I sparkled, it was true that the man I had long craved could finally be realized, with my soul mate who was very suitable for me to want, he said, I will say thousands of thanks to my papa who has brought me to this man like Gustiawan.

Our home life is ordinary, but we complement each other like we love each other, we are busy, but sometimes take time like playing tennis in our home gym, walking on our field, or spending time in the library, although it sounds boring believe me, we really enjoy that time together.

There is no thought other than work and home, as a result suddenly my body becomes weakened, rarely do I feel sick or tired quickly, only this time I feel something like this.

"Bella, your face is so pale, do you want to go to the hospital? " grab the Gusti on me.

I do not want to be leha leha with my pain, let alone be spoiled with the pain that is being suffered.

"Congratulations sir, her mother is pregnant. "

A surprise to her, if I was pregnant with my first child, this was the result of our love after a year of getting to know each other, but my duty to serve her as my husband would not have been missed.

"really? My wife is pregnant?! "

I was impressed with him calling me his wife, it seems we're getting close, of course, already one year getting to know each other, there may be feelings in our hearts even though I still can't adapt, but I will continue to try, especially now that I will be a mother to her child.

"True, guarded yes sir pregnancy his wife, later every month check back the development of the fetus, if there are complaints, can consult here sir. "

"Okay, thanks doctor. "

The face of sumringah Gusti that I always saw, he was very painstakingly watching me and my pregnancy this time, even he who was more busy taking care of me, he was indeed a husband who was very attentive to my condition.

The family was very supportive of my pregnancy, until they gave our child-to-be a company and a villa only to our child-to-be who had not been born at all.

"Gusti, what kind of sex do you want your child? " tanyaku.

"As much as you want a man or a woman, I will accept it, as long as she is born healthy enough, my dear. "

The last word made me blush, Gusti called me with a call of love, only the first time I finally heard in person he called me with a call of love.

"You call me by the call of love? "

"Of course, you are my wife, I love you so much, so I call you by the affectionate call, Bella" Gusti replied.

The love that I have gradually passed together, if now he says that he does not love me, it is all a lie, even Gusti himself who expressed his love to me first.

The birth of our son after waiting, a beautiful and sweet daughter born from my womb, we named her Anggita Yolanda Gustiawan, our first child we had been waiting for from our marriage.

"Such like Gusti, what's his name? "

"His name is Anggita Yolanda Gustiawan, inserted the name of his father so that he can follow in the footsteps of his father's career. "

The family is very happy to welcome our son, although they do not believe that we can finally have a child, which comes from matchmaking can be like this now.

Although Gusti and I were busy, but we still took the time like when we were married, especially Gita who had begun to be active after a year of age.

The next surprise came after a year passed, precisely in the city of love, I again gave a surprise to Gusti and my son Gita, will surprise them with additional family, I was pregnant again.

Gita has been fluent in speaking since she was 3 years old, of course it is because her papa aka Gusti who pays attention to nutrition and food that is always eaten by the Gita, Gusti was even smarter than me to take care of children.

"Right, honey, this is your sister. When she's born, Gita loves her? "

Happiness increases, coupled with Gusti who succeeded in the company and bought the property he wanted, the success he achieved finally he could have.

It has been almost 16 years of our marriage, the feeling that we have lived as a husband and wife sometimes oscillated like a ship, the captain who tried to arrange everything is my husband, he is very good to be a family captain, he was very good to be a family captain, it's just that he was different this time, he was more busy working and sometimes we would enjoy time together as husband and wife, he said, in fact, we rarely get together because the business we live is fertile.

It bored me, plus now that I'm not used to being hurt, indeed I am now more free, but I need love and unfortunately like the early days of marriage.

My children are very smart now, they are also teenagers, you could say now be my friend when my husband is busy working.

I was bored, I wanted love again, because I was not used to my husband's attitude that was no longer warm, I admit that he still paid attention to me, unfortunately he was no longer as warm as before.

No matter where the wind came from, manager Gusti idly looked at me, I initially felt uncomfortable, but I did not think to join in to repay him who tried to tease me.

"You know, that I really like you, ma'am. "

I was flirted with the light, at first I still ignored it, but as time went on, I began to want to respond to it, apparently he who had wanted me to be with him for a long time during Gusti's busy life, I was stupid too, I responded until I finally cheated on Gusti.

I feel comfortable with Gusti's subordinates, he even reminds me back with Gusti first, the romance of his love is almost the same, so I also feel comfortable with him.

I felt like when I was young, it was just that my very smart children were confused by my behavior, thank God they didn't know that I was having an affair.

"Ma, who's the guy who used to play at home? I don't usually tell people to come in. "

My second child, Gina, clearly said it during dinner together, right in front of my husband.

"What's? Who are you taking home, baby? " ask Gusti to me.

I was certainly surprised, and shaking my head, I didn't want to confess so quickly, because I didn't want Gusti to know about it.

But somehow I get bored quickly, maybe I've been enamored with Gusti, that makes me can not linger long to cheat from Gusti.

"I'm asking us to stop here, I don't want to be with you. "

I decided to end this affair, because I didn't want my son to ask again, and Gusti finally found out.

"But, but I've prepared my proposal for you, madam, I've arranged a plan for the mistress to be able to disassociate herself from Mr. Gusti, doesn't the mistress want affection and love? I can fulfill it, madam. "

However, Gusti's manager was crazy, he was really obsessed with me, so I was hard to escape from him.

Suddenly the door opened, without any welcoming servants, the door of the house was opened with a single push, and I was surprised who pushed it, of course it was my own husband, Gusti.

"What the hell is all this?! The insolent! "

Finally a commotion broke out, with my husband catching me with his manager, and my son looking at me with a hateful look, I was screwed up in a day.

"Say, are you cheating on me?! " cried Gusti to me.

I couldn't avoid it, and I admit it.

"Yes, I cheated on you and I admit it. "

I cheated, maybe because I did not get the services of a husband, he was very busy at work, so I did not get his affection at all again, either the second pubescent temptation that made me finally lulled, so that I could not be happy, having an affair with a man who had previously been a manager at Gusti's own company.

After everything happened, I really feel foreign now, stupidity swallowed me up, my household was destroyed.

Gusti filed for divorce, and asked all my family to accept me back because I will be re-taken and will be returned by the family, unfortunately my family and the Gusti family refused, until we canceled the divorce, and we will not get divorced, the family asked us to think once more, and Gusti did not accept it because we would make up again.

The marriage that was arranged from the match, it made us difficult to escape, it was also what made Gusti really ended up hating me, including my children who began to stay away from me, I was exiled by my own household.

Apologizing many times did not make Gusti melt, he did not care how I wanted to apologize, he still floated the word divorce in front of my face, I was crazy made.

I already felt that my mental state had been hit, I could not think clearly, because the mistake I made made made me who ended up eating my own weapon, I was a fool myself.

My day was so bleak, there was no more love between us, and Gusti who decided to split the bed, divorced couldn't, wanted to separate the living quarters couldn't, as a result Gusti finally acted as he pleased without wanting to listen to me again.

"Stop, don't force me to love you! Remember, that we are the result of an arranged marriage! "

Painful words were uttered by my husband, he brought up the beginning of the meeting, but in the past had agreed to forget the arranged marriage and consider the marriage that has been carried out to be a marriage that is purely because of love.

If I think I am strong against him when arguing, it is a big mistake, because I will cry afterwards, I try hard in front of him so that I do not look weak, I hate to look weak in front of him, I hate to look weak in front of him, making sure that I can fight it.

Sometimes I feel wrong with my children, because of me, they get affected, I always get scolded, become an impingement, this is not what I want, he said, because from the beginning I never treated my two children like that before this happened.

"I'm sorry mama, son, mama like this because mama made all this, mama wants to restore the situation as before. This is for you guys. "

Every sleep, I whisper in their ears, that I am sorry and I love them both very much, because they are the result of my love and Gusti.

Gusti had looked suspicious when he began not to go home or see children, rarely he was like that, and I guess with my negative thoughts, maybe Gusti had also started cheating now.

My suspicions lead to the working partner Gusti introduced me to when we were all invited to vacation abroad, the appearance of his work partner alone was said to be inconclusive, his style was different, and so on, and his expression met me as if that I wanted to eat him.

"Meet me, her name is Dewina. "

Gusti just introduced him uncertainly, I asked many times until the reason continued to be used by him.

My suspicions were getting more concentrated, because Gusti's attitude was different than before, he quickly heated up when I continued to ask about the Goddess, what was wrong with me asking him about his client or friend, he continued to ask about Dewi, after all, he used to love sharing stories and now it's easy to get hot when asked.

As my heart grew hot, as my husband, who casually wanted to leave me and his business with me, left everything behind for a vacation to Paris, Gusti rarely went on vacation except with Gita and Gina.

The commotion as it became, I was getting late, with Gusti who also crossed his line, he also started to play hands with me, we were right on the edge.

But for some reason I don't want my household on the edge until it ends in divorce, I'm still racking my brains, with my cries and all my struggles, I'm fighting for my household not to crack just like that, I was sad when I heard the cries of my two children who always prayed, so that we would not be separated.

I racked my brain, the hotter Gusti was, the easier it would be to trap him, I instigated his assistant to once betray Gusti.

"If it's really not you, why don't you want to cooperate with me? Are you really supporting my husband for an affair? "

With the help of my husband's assistant, I managed to plan all that.

Until I finally got the path of guidance, God did not always want to punish his servant who had done wrong, the proof is that I finally got the affair of my husband who was in a state of carrying my own husband's child.

I admit, the game they both lack intelligence, because the affair also does not understand what about being a mistress and a satisfied, the proof is that he conceded, too, that's because I gave the medicine to my husband's assistant to be prescribed to food and drink, Gusti can become more wild when he takes strong drugs.

And now that I have to endure it again, to be able to repay this pain, I have to take the mistress of my pregnant husband for me to take his child, and I make his child a cover for the sin of my husband, my husband, so that he is caught, that he cheated on him with results.

Ah, it might be fun, seeing all this with my game flow, I'm doing it for myself for now, I'm going to do it for myself, just look.

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