Cupid I'M In Love
Chapter 57 Break Up Asa

Nadia continued to practice the advice that Star White had given her. The advice he tried to follow first was to sleep.

Although at this time the time to take a nap is not possible, but at least even though he can only sleep a few minutes Nadia still tried. May his mind relax, and may stop all thoughts for a moment.

But before going to bed Nadia tried to search browsing on her phone to choose some effective bedtime music articles. And Nadia gets an explanation of the type of music then she downloads it.

Nadia music chose the type of acoustic and lullaby music. Acoustic music is music without vocals. And this is one of the music that can have a calming effect.

Lullaby music has the characteristics of a simple melody, repetitive patterns and singing, as well as a very short structure. When played, this music can affect the human heart rate to be lower.

Lullaby music is a lullaby song for Westerners. The harmony orchestra in this music sounds very soft and soothing, so it can be used as a sleep therapy.

Finally Nadia fell asleep while accompanied by this music, about approximately 45 minutes Nadia fell asleep.

Nadia awakens from her sleep when her youngest sister Rafi returns home from her extracurricular activities at school. Rafi wakes Nadia up, because Nadia does not usually sleep when the day is already this afternoon.

"Sir, woke up this afternoon? why are you still sleeping and not going to the bar? Is my brother sick?" said Rafi woke her brother up.

Nadia awoke, stretching her muscles, and began to open her eyes. With eyes still a little careless and reddened Nadia answered her youngest sister's question,

"Oh you Rafi, are you home? What time is it?" ask Nadia.

"It's half-five in the afternoon, brother. Sister must be Lom cleaning up the house, right? oh yeah, why don't you go to the stall?" ask Rafi.

"It turns out it's five and a half? Body and mind brother feels lately often feel tired, so the sister was calling the same mother, if today does not follow to the stall first. And want to rest at home" replied Nadia.

"Yes already if you are still tired, for nyapu and clean up the house this afternoon, let me just do, mending brother take a bath first, and pray ashar," said Rafi.

"Come, you are an understanding sister. Thank you dear, beautiful and kind sister. Brother added sa-yang is the same as you. Oh yes, in the refrigerator there are fruits, puddings and cakes that my friends love school, you can take them and later share with Tio, father and mother also yes," said Nadia while hugging and stroking her sister's hair.

"Sister, why the hell, baby the hell, but not this well, I'm already big, so uncomfortable to know! yach, my hair's getting messy. Okay, I'll stay for my brother and mother too" said Rafi with a flushed face in embarrassment, and busy tidying up her disheveled hair.

Nadia smiled and continued to move from her bed, heading to the bathroom. After finishing bathing Nadia continued to directly pray ashar.

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The night came, and it was getting late, all the members of Nadia's family, who had been still gathering at dinner and watching TV together, had finally entered their respective rooms.

Nadia hopes that tonight Ricky will call asking for news about her or at least reply to her chat last afternoon. But what was waiting for remained unconnected.

Finally Nadia ventured to contact Ricky, via chat, "assalamualaikum Aa', what are you doing? Why not reply to a chat from me? are you still mad at me? So you don't trust me? what do I have to do to make you believe?" write chat Nadia.

"Is there not a small space in your heart to hold faith in me that's A'? I really don't know what else to do for you to trust me? I'm gonna answer my chat, please,"

Waiting for a few minutes, until two hours, there was still no response or any response from Ricky. Finally Nadia sent another chat to Ricky.

"If indeed you are still angry and do not want to forgive me, at least give an explanation about the continuity of our new relationship for the rest of this corn. So that it is clearer in the future, so that I do not have too much hope and dream," wrote Nadia.

Nadia waited again for a reply from Ricky but still not reciprocated, even though this time the message had been read, but Ricky did not intend to respond.

With full consideration, Nadia finally ventured to send another chat for affirmation about their relationship.

"If there is no more trust in your heart for me, I'm sincere, whatever your decision about our relationship in the future. I'll take it with a chest."

"Aa', I'm self-aware, of all my shortcomings. Who is this self compared to you. I'm just an ordinary person. Can get attention from you, can be your lover even if only a few days have really been lucky for me."

"All that I consider a gift from God to me. I'm so grateful and grateful for everything Aa'. Whatever your decision is, you'll always be in my heart, I love U,"

Time has shown at 01.00 wib, but Nadia is still difficult to close her eyes. But he recalled one of the chats from Star White.

Before going to bed he will pray hajat first, so that his heart is calmer, after that he will sleep by turning on music, such as this afternoon, to make it easier and more relaxed to sleep. Nadia finally fell asleep.

***

The next day, Nadia was getting ready to go to school. This time Nadia went to school alone without being picked up by Ricky. Nadia had been waiting for Ricky as usual but still no news, so Nadia decided to leave alone rather than later she was late for school.

Arriving at school, Nadia immediately walked slowly down the hallway for her classroom. He walks like a man who has lost his way. Nadia's face looked very gloomy. There is no passion in him today.

Nadia is desperate for her relationship with Ricky. It seems, the relationship between the two of them will not last long, and maybe it will really end today.

In he walked, Nadia began to strengthen herself in order to receive everything with airy and sincere. Nadia just hope that in the future she can live this life stronger and better.

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