Change of Mind
Hit-and-run

The day starts at night. In the crowd of people in the middle of the city, rasya walked alone. The view continues down the sidewalk that gradually began to get wet because the rain began to fall.

PPHUUUFFFFFF

After breathing out tired, he began to turn his bag which was originally hanging on his back then rotated his bag from the side of his left shoulder after the strap on the right shoulder side he removed.

The night wind began to blow followed by the sound of rain that was still slow. Rasya began to take the jacket in his bag and put it on. Rasha also walked back.

For some reason today he felt frustrated, having made words he had not thought of before.

"alright if that's what you want, I'll assume our closeness used to be just an illusion"

An illusion that would be a bitter memory for him. It seems, forgetting first love is a mission that he must complete later. But he still doubted it was achieved because moving on was not as easy as turning the hand. Not to forget also he remembered the events after that which continued to make him clench his hands.

That afternoon

Rasya and Elita were walking in the corridor towards her class. Seen all the eyes are fixed on Rasya with all the whispers that of course already known the direction by the owner.

PUK PUK

Elita began patting his friend's shoulder to resuscitate him so as not to eat the atmosphere.

"Don't think about it, Believe me everything will be fine" that's what elita said after Rasha looked at him.

But destiny says nothing else. Rasya failed in his presentation. His words were often stammered as he did not focus on his script. Or even stop when the presentation is only half-walking.

"is it because of Rehan?"

"was he hurt by his first love?"

"is his love for Di Rehan so great?"

"so much love for him"

"that is indeed his fault, why should he also put his heart to the people who use it for popularity"

Well, all the swearing started coming at him. His heart was getting hot, but what power if he wanted to be free from the new rumors again. Rasya himself did not know what to do at this time, until finally the class was finished.

The class is finished, but his mind is not. Coupled with a report that was rejected outright by the lecturer who was feared by all students. Not only that, various types of abuse were also present for him.

___

What a tiring day, and a night so tense because of the cold wind began piercing his body.

Will my life end here? how can I face an uncertain tomorrow? is this the end for me? god, why is your ordeal so hard on me?

A few more meters he will get to the bus stop. Now it's time for Rasha to cross the road. Indeed, now the road is a bit quiet because the rain began to pour. People also began to take shelter in cafes or terrace shops that are there.

Back rasya saw a pair of lovers with an umbrella stretching over them passing through rasya when crossing the road, of course because the road rasya slow. Now rasya's steps stopped thinking of a statement that felt awkward but real to him.

"that is indeed his fault, why should he also put his heart to the people who use it for popularity"

"AMMAAAASSSS"

BRRRAAAAKKKK

Rasya was thrown far to the side of the road, now he was lying there. Blood began to drip on his head as well as a dimly lit mind. Her tears started to flow slowly. Now his eyes wanted to close, but still he forced them to open so that he could see the black sky and feel the rain falling on him.

DRRTTTTTT

In the lyrics rasya to his left, precisely in the direction of HP that has been lying and vibrating indicates there is someone who is calling him. He wanted to pick up the phone, but damn, his body could no longer move. It was very desirable that he grabbed the HP with his left hand, but nil,, his hand felt very weak.

Is this really the end of my life?

Rasya started to smile knotingly hearing his heart contents. His eyes began to feel heavy, he could no longer force it to open, until finally closed perfectly.

***

"Yyyyyyyyyyyyy"

"What's this?"

"Where am I now?"

"Why am I shaking like this?"

"SISTER RASYA, BROTHER RASYA HAS WOKEN UP ?" there was a screaming sound from outside the room that was becoming more and more clear.

"sir is okay, right?" iy, it was the voice of David who approached rasha with a bag of crackles in his right hand that somehow contained now trying to examine rasha through his view.

"where am I now?"

"in the hospital, my brother ran out last night, I can't remember"

It's not a dream, it's all real.

"sister drinks first" said David while putting a bag of crackles on the table and pour a glass of water for before finally given to rasya.

"Where do you think your sister's head is dizzy, you feel nauseous, do you feel a headache maybe, in your hands, feet, or maybe your waist?"

He, my head hurts stupidly hearing all your questions - rasya

"no, you're okay, you don't worry" while staring at the ceiling.

"who worries, I don't worry, just doang!" david ketus said.

Very well this child yes, the other people are calamitous he even joked, adek laknat emang.

"lu say what just now hahhh" quickly rasya took a pillow behind him and threw it towards david while the perpetrator had started to take a step back.

"BUAHAHAHAHA,,, "

Lah, how come you laugh?

"this is just my brother, just realized a minute from a coma already angry, Huahahaha"

Now Rasya wants to get out of bed to hit and pinch his sister, huuuhhh very furious he.

"why not?" ask the ice cube devan who just entered the room.

"want to give a gift to our polite little sister" Rasha began to lower her left leg next to her.

"sister don't mess around, brother's leg has not been fully healed, you too, already know your brother is sick, still in flabby" firmly devan while poking his sister's waist while walking towards rasya, raising his legs next to the one that had been lowered.

"Auuu, amused tau", devan just glared dislike.

"sister eat first yes, let's not skinny cungkring like a monkey next door to our house" said David again while handing over the scraped paper that contains porridge.

How is the monkey? - rasya.

Feeling, our next door neighbor just keeps a cat deh-devan.

No one answered, all of them were mutely busy thinking their own thoughts. Until finally devan began to feed the porridge to his brother.

"cook porridge anyway, the teeth of the sister are still good you are not old grandmothers who are toothless" pinta rasya.

"hmm" devan continues to feed rasha.

"here the porridge, the brother is already big lhooo is not a baby boy who can not eat alone"

"hmm" still feeding rasha

brick stone bricks bricks - rasya

The only ones who watch the drama are the grim.

"oh yeah, you know what, last night who called brother after what happened?" ask rasya.

I think free deh I nanyak ma them, one head of stone, the other head of the fan - rasya.

"mother"