Change of Mind
First love

Rasya continued to wander the streets clasping his hands hoping that the incident was just an illusion. His mind was also more chaotic considering whether what rumors would befall him later.

"kok jengkol juice I lo drink anyway... BAN*CAT KAUUU" was the first word he heard from his friend when he just got to the campus cafeteria.

Rasya gasped in surprise, quickly he immediately shut the mouth of his friend's bucket, hoping not to be the center of attention.

Elita, a friend who makes her always tough to face all the problems that have ever existed in her life, a friend who always worried about her even though she herself was slumped. Rasya also did not understand why elita wanted to be friends with him, which surely his ambitious attitude was always making Rasha smile and laugh every day.

His efforts failed, everyone began to look at the perpetrator who had made a scene, either because elita had shouted crazy like a poisoned monkey, or because the word 'jus jengkol' which was debated by him earlier.

Jengkol juice, everyone would be shocked when they heard such a mystical thing. How's it feel? Is jengkol juice real existence? Is he not normal? though clearly the one rasya drink is orange juice.

"haus, I'm thirsty, besides who is the brother of the cat here, there is only a new crocodile coming out of the cage" although upset, rasya said it slowly, so it was, resisting the almost-bursting emotions within his head.

"you don't be sad yaaa, maybe he's not your soul mate" rasha was surprised and came back with the words elita who quickly got up from her seat and immediately embraced rasya.

Maybe it is true elita's words, he is not a matchmaker rasya. He's handsome, considerate, kind, doesn't suit his geeky self, never knows what makeup means if it's not elita who's been teaching him lately, his body is not slender like a model, with hair that is always tied and bangs that almost cover the entire forehead, as well as large round glasses that are always attached to his nose. Far from being beautiful, that's what Rasha was thinking.

Indeed Rehan was once close to him even very close, so rasya did not hesitate to help him in everything that concerns about college. that was all he could do to take the heart of a handsome person without having to dress up. But now good looking defeated him.

If you want to know, Rasya is very famous in his school because he has an IQ above average with all the achievements he has achieved.

Finally elita took off her arms and pulled rasha out of the canteen towards the campus courtyard and sat among the green grass and soothing heart that was there.

"you're okay, right? " tanya elita made sure before he chopped the body of rehan ka*pret, then donated it to the zoo to be a crocodile-crocodile food there so that one crocodile is reduced to human form, and then donated it, not that kind of creature should be exterminated, right????

"elita" call rasha soft.

"Is beauty above everything else? " continue rasya.

"uh, who said? " elita was surprised by rasya's words.

"then why is it that ugly people are never appreciated? why is that beautiful always perfect? isn't being ugly wrong? why are they the only ones who are always dumped? as hard as ugly people try, but beautiful people can get a blink of an eye, isn't that elita? THIS WORLD IS NOT FAIR, huhuhu" after shouting out loud enough, rasya finally cried on rasya's shoulder, where he had been leaning and pondering all his questions.

"God is fair, he knows what's best for you, so how can you say something like that? " elita began to raise her voice to hear Rasha's statement, the goal was yes, so that rasha would stop crying.

"Maybe you may fail today, but you have not tomorrow to begin again, you may fall and be wounded today, but you cannot heal and rise again, keep trying, never repeat the same mistake because there are still many other mistakes to try, "elita starts to throw her breath riled up.

"hard head to your goal to achieve your beautiful dreams, is not that what you always tell me" continued elita while wiping her tears.

"Maybe you're right, being dissolved in suffering is useless" Rasha began to wake up from her seat as she continued to sweep away her tears.

"Let's live our lives as usual" said Rasha, who was met with a smile by Elita.

While on a sudden trip rasya and elita were sitting on the campus courtyard chair. His heart fell again remembering the incident.

"Did you see it? " perhaps what elita meant was rehan, of course rasha saw it.

"it may be hard, but try to greet her, but never show her a sad face, show her that you're okay"

At first Rasya was confused whether he should do it or not, but he ended up venturing out.

" hello brother rehan" greeted rasya with a smile.

"never come to me again, I'm afraid I'll misunderstand us" Rehan said without looking.

what do you mean, why would he misunderstand, what do you think of me after two years we are close to each other Hah.

"what do you mean?, I don't understand what you're saying at all "

"get away from me, I don't want you to be the third person in my relationship" Rehan's voice had already raised a bit, but his race was already completely confused by this state of affairs.

"it's not like we were just close" now the sound of racea is also quite high.

"but not that you like me too"

BBBRRRAAAHHH

His heart rate was blazing fast, this time he was not only confused but also felt cornered, how rehan could find out whereas he just said it to elita.

"what's the matter, haven't I ever bothered you? "

"even now you're bothering me"

"alright if that's what you want, I'll assume our closeness used to be just an illusion" Rasha left with a rough and huffed move, it seems like her innocence and geeky sense had disappeared right now, too, he wanted to kill the man one day without forgiveness.

"how?" elita asked curiously.

"My heart and mind have decided, that all the memories and existence about him are illusions, let's go to class" with gasps of anger, rasha walked ahead of elita.

What he left behind was just a confused look.

It seems, your other side has started to come out rasha - elita just kept staring at her best friend with a smile.

"EH, I'M ABANDONED HERE, BA*GKE EMANG KAUUU" then elita ran birit chasing racea.