Change of Mind
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Rasya's father clenched his hand. Resisting all his anger. Then out the room. Radika followed behind him. I don't know what he was talking about with his father.

Devan returned to his place flatly. David was still kicking and punching the wind as if he wanted to do everything to his father.

"Aishhhh, fucking dad" David.

Devan walked towards his chair. Pulling his chair and turning his direction to side with the rasya bed. Crossed his hands on the side of Rasya's mattress and wrapped his face between the crosses.

Silently and gently rasha stroked Devan's hair.

"Thank you, because you want to defend your sister" said Rasha.

David quickly walked towards Rasya, bowed, then thrust his head before his race.

"Why?" rasya asked because of her sudden behavior.

"I also want to be in elus-elus"

Hahaha, why is it not so dramatic this one sister. This situation is still jealous.

Rasya stroked his sister's hair with a smile. A moment later he stopped.

"Again" David still bowed.

Not to brush David's hair. Rasya even ruffled his sister's hair.

"KAAAKKKK" cried David.

Rasya and Devan just laughed.

...***...

The day after Rasya was treated at Radika hospital, he had to return to his training. The hospital fee was paid by his father.

Radika had explained to her father that when her mother left they knew nothing. You could say they ran away. Lying emang. But yeah,, what else. Radika had no other choice to tell her father.

The following days rasya continued in the hospital. Rasya was accompanied only by his two younger siblings. Even when morning comes. He had to let go of his sister. They should go to school.

Sometimes they will take turns to keep rasya because there are still many affairs or needs at home. Rasya felt guilty for having troubled his two younger siblings.

"Here you go, just looking after my brother won't make our good looks go away" David grumbled.

Rasya just sighed rudely. David's answer was beyond expectations.

I also forgot elita. It will also come when the holidays come.

"What's the matter?, you left Brother Johan again outside?" timpal rasha when elita just arrived. The one being asked was a grin.

"Do you have the heart to leave your girlfriend outside?" rasya was still upset. I don't know what Elita's hiding.

"It's not ra. But... "

"But what? you why? " rasha again.

"Huff.... Sya." said elita softly.

"I don't want you to be offended. I want to see you all right" continued his friend.

" I'm fine, that's all I can stand. Anyway I don't want to know, if you still leave brother Johan outside, I don't want to see you anymore" racea sebel.

After that incident, Elita never again left Johan outside. He can still hold. But that's just doang's talk. The originals are really sliced.

Time keeps going. Even the moon has changed. Rasya was allowed to go home. Bandages on his head and in some other parts can already be removed. Only his feet could not move. He didn't want to have to use a stick.

Rasya threw himself with a stick on his King size bed that he longed for. Comfortably...

My dad never saw me in the hospital. Did he never return home either? - rasya.

Rasya threw away that thought. He shook his head. It might be better if he thought of himself.

He opened his college group. Curious to see if the rumors about him were gone or not.

"AAAAAGGGGHHHHHH" rasha groans loudly.

"Big brother why?" devan asked with breath gasping at the border door of their room.

"Hah, no, no why-why.just a moment can already stay at home again. Hehehe" rasya said awkwardly. Obviously he lied.

"Ooo, sleep well" Devan returned to his room. Door closing.

"Damn, why are the rumors getting worse" Rasya ruffled his hair in frustration. He was scared and worried when he returned to campus tomorrow.

...***...

The morning has arrived. Rasya woke up earlier than his sisters. With consciousness still not fully gathered, Rasya headed to the kitchen assisted with his cane.

Arriving in the kitchen. He washed his face and gargled in the sink that was there. Stop for a moment and look all over the room.

His eyes stopped on the refrigerator. There's a lot of paper stuck in there. Rasya walked over, then pulled out one of the papers that were there.

"Fried rice" muttered Rasya.

"That's all the cooking recipes that Radika's sister left behind, he said anyway, now you have to start cooking yourself in place of mama"

Rasya gasped in shock at David's sudden explanation. He also looked back. David was sitting on the dining table.

Rasya cannot cook. The one who is good at cooking is Radika. A year ago when they were all still together. Radikalah is the one who cooks for all of them when the mother is not around. She never worried if she wasn't home.

But now it's different. Rasya regretted not learning it from long ago. Maybe because he used to think he could still hope for others.

Rasya collected all the recipe papers stuck on the wall. Put it in the kitchen cupboard.

"Why kept?" ask David who just came.

Rasya took a deep breath. Take it out rough. Then walk towards the dining table and sit there.

"Sit down" he told David.

"We'd better catch up with mama" Rasya's opening sentence made the two men in the kitchen room look perfect.

"Why is it now that my brother asked us to leave, not that my sister agreed to stay here" David argued.

"Listen to your brother's explanation. Some time ago in the hospital, my sister had called my mom and asked if we could catch up with her now. Mama said it would be better if we moved now. Don't you miss your mom?"

"Of course we miss mama, but David really doesn't want to leave school here. Can't you just wait another year when I graduate" David quickly argued, giving Rasya a second thought.

"Devan has a lot of Olympics already on the list" Devan continued.

"Can't you leave all that behind" Rasya said in a slightly raised voice.

"HOW CAN WE LEAVE SOMETHING THAT WE'VE STRUGGLED WITH" David's emotions are no longer controllable.

"WE WANT TO STAY HERE" Devan is also starting to vent his anger.

"THEN WHAT ABOUT BROTHER'S FATE, DON'T YOU THINK ABOUT IT"