
I want to see, until when you survive.
Why does he even keep silent lamenting the bad luck he made himself in front of a hospital musala that is not too broad?Why did he not pray and pray like the prayers I often heard as he sat beside the bed where my body lay?
Do I have to keep watching her through my own eyes but our space and time are different.
Yeah, God. I should what?
If I could move my wiggly fingers to give a hint that I was okay, if I could open my beautiful eyes, if I could talk with my mouth. If I could talk telepathically to her, maybe things wouldn't be as complicated as they are now.
Ah ... why do I praise myself so much and even become this kind of dream?
Never mind, let everything go right, if God and nature will separate us for a while. I will try to live it, with a smile that no one will ever see from my lips, with a cry that no one will see my tears, with anger that no one will see its destruction.
I want to sleep, I want to rest, just for a moment. Not long, only nine months, until my son was born and gave me the power to open my eyes to look funny and adorable them.
The Jasmine POV end.
Gibran still remained in the musala, he did not want to quickly return to the nursery of the wife because he was afraid that what he saw was still the same, he was afraid that all he saw was a weak body lying comfortably as if he never wanted to leave the place, or in other words, would never be conscious.
"Good afternoon, I see you've had three more hours sitting on your own if counted from the last second I saw, you." A young and handsome doctor who is none other than dr. Adit greets Gibran.
"Why does time pass?" Gibran smiled bitterly.
"What are you thinking?" Doctor Adit smiled, he sat to the left of Gibran.
"My wife, I'm thinking about my wife" replied Gibran softly, even dr. Adit could barely hear the last word Gibran said.
"Jasmine? You take it easy, she's a very strong woman." Gibran turned his head, looking deeper into the dr. Adit because of the words he had just heard.
"Doctors have known my wife for a long time." Gibran had no idea that Jasmine had even liked dr. Adit because his wife never told me.
"I do know about him, even I know clearly the darkest history of his life." Doctor Adit did not intend to boast, as he spoke as he was.
"Ah, I remember. You're the doctor who met my wife when Bayu was being treated here." Gibran smiled, a smile that seemed forced.
"Maybe yes" said dr. Quiet adit.
"Why are you here?" asked Gibran staring flatly dr. Adits.
"It's a public place, so I don't have any specific reason I should report on, you." Speak in a soft, relaxed, but piercing tone.