
When he came out of Gavin's room, Gilang closed his eyes with his arms down so that his tears would not drip to the floor. Gilang felt very sick because he felt his life was not expected by the people he loved.
Gilang passed Gio who did not want to go anywhere. Gio stopped Gilang's steps because he wondered why Gilang was crying.
"Lo why?" gio asked flatly, his eyes fixed on Gilang and did not let go of his gaze even for one second.
Gilang did not reply, Gilang continued to step towards his room without caring about Gio.
"Wait, Gilang!" Gio held Gilang's right hand so Gilang was forced to stop.
Their positions turned to each other and Gio could feel Gilang's hands shaking and sweating a little.
"Lo's sick, Gi?" Gio walked backwards so now he stood face to face with Gilang.
"I'm fine, Om. I pinned Gavin, Om," pinta Gilang in a trembling voice.
"He's not an item, what's on the way to me?" Gio lowered Gilang's hand which closed his eyes.
"Lo why cry?" One more time Gio asked, Gio slightly shook Gilang's body to immediately answer his question.
Gilang looked at Gio's face carefully, his eyelids were almost swollen, his nose was red, and his eyes were red as well. Gio stared fixedly at Gilang's eyes, Gio's eyes were warmer than Gavin's.
"I'm sorry, Om." Gilang splashed into Gio's arms. She shed all her tears on Gio's shoulder. Gilang's body shook violently and the sound of his stuffing sounded very heartbreaking.
Gio shook, his heart felt sore to see the nephew who had always looked cheerful and fine crying in his arms.
"Lo why, Gi?" Gio still kept asking the reason Gilang was crying.
"Jaga Gavin if I go, Om. Don't let him go the wrong way and do the bad thing!" Gio was more confused, Gilang's embrace was getting tighter as if his nephew was really in need of someone to share his grief.
"Where are you going?" Gio did not like Gilang. However, Gio secretly loved Gilang very much, treat cold and bad all this time just because he wanted to make Gilang realize that living alone is not fun.
"Thank you for the hug, next time hug again, yeah, Om." Gilang took off his embrace then quickly left Gio alone.
Gio ran after Gilang but Gilang had already entered the room and closed the door of his room.
"Say, open the door!" gio shouted while banging on the door of Gilang's room that seemed to be locked from the inside.
"Look, open the door right now! I want to talk to you." Gio continued banging on the door of Gilang's room in panic.
"Gi, Lo's fine, right?" yell Gio in panic.
Gilang stood behind the door, his back leaning against the door and Gilang pressed against his painful chest.
Slowly but surely, Gilang's body slumped until Gilang sat on the floor with his back still leaning on the door. Gilang covered his ears with both hands so that Gio's voice was no longer heard, Gilang shook his head strongly because he was unable to deal with all the problems he was facing.
"Lord, am I wrong in living in the world?" gumam Gilang.
"Why don't they want me to live? Why is God why?" Gilang shouted loudly. Gilang's mind screamed bitterly, his heart ached like it was pierced by tens of millions of needles whose edges were very sharp.
"Come on, open the door or I'll drive to my father" cried Gio, who grew increasingly panicked when he heard the sound of Gilang's cry that was like a desperate man.
Gilang felt something flowing from his nose, Gilang gathered his strength in order to stand up and walk to the bed. Gilang sat on the edge of the bed and took a tissue to wipe the liquid coming out of the nose.
Gilang spent almost a large pack of tissue just to wipe the liquid away.
"Lord, let me live! If my original purpose was to live for someone else who didn't want me. Now I'm changing my life goals for myself." He looked up as if there God was looking at him.
The definition of the word rest is many, many people who say they want to rest because they are tired and never wake up again. I hope Gilang is not one of them.
"Say open!" yelled Gio, An irritated Gio immediately kicked open the door of Gilang's room firmly.
Satya, Ranti, Gibran, and Jasmine who heard the sound of Gio's screams immediately went up to the second floor.
"Why yell?" ask Gibran who arrived earlier than the others.
"Say I won't open the door, Brother.Enter Gilang open the door now, Brother!" pinta Gio pleaded solemnly.
"Don't tell me, it's papa, honey. Open door!" shout Gibran.
"Well, Gilang doesn't want a door. Gio was worried about her, Dad." Gio stuck his forehead on Satya's chest when Satya had just arrived.
"What are you doing, Gio?" jasmine asked in a soft voice but it sounded heart-wrenching to Gio.
"I don't do anything, Brother." Gio looked at Jasmine's eyes which were storing full of wounds there.
"Say, open the door!" yelled Jasmine tight.
Gavin sobbed in the room, Gavin withdrew his words earlier. Now Gavin does not want to lose Gilang, Gilang is half of his life, if Gilang dies, then Gavin will also be like Gilang.
"Sister, Gavin won't lose, Brother." Gavin rubbed his tears violently, Gavin wanted to see Gilang right now.
The sound of the door being forcefully opened sounded deafening. Gavin ran out of his room towards his twin sister's room.
Gavin did not care about the people who were there because all he cared about right now was Gilang.
Gavin kicked open the door of Gilang's room strongly, not just one time he did, but many times.
"Gavin, don't be like this!" Gibran held Gavin's body which continued to wriggle with increasingly firmer cries.
"Yourself, Pa!" Gavin released Gilang's hand that was coiled around his stomach slowly because Gavin did not want to hurt Gibran.
"Will not!" gibran said firmly.
"Please Gavin, Pa!" Gavin slightly pushed Gibran until Gibran's hand, which was coiled on his stomach, came off.
Gavin once again kicked open the door of Gilang's room until his leg hurt. The door of Gilang's room managed to open Gavin, Gavin smiled with satisfaction and went straight into Gilang's room.
Gio who saw the door of Gilang's room open also directly entered. Gio saw a lot of tissue scattered on the floor with red stains.
Gavin and Gio saw Gilang lying on the bed.
The two of them walked up to Gilang who was lying on their backs on the bed and did not move at all.
Gavin reversed Gilang's body which felt quite heavy. Gavin's cry broke when he saw a lot of blood flowing from Gilang's nose.
"Wake, Gilang! Crazyaaaaaaang ...."
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Huwaaaa I kudu piye, very nice. Mas Gilang why? Huhuhuh ...