ALYA DIARY
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Alya and Angga had just come out of the Doctor's room, Alya's face was limp after hearing the explanation from the Doctor.

"Mas, Alya will sit down first."

Alya looked at the empty bench in the corner and was safe to talk.

"You want a drink."

Alya nodded her head and Angga went to the cafeteria to buy water.

"You're here."

"Come on Mas, Alya's going to the cafeteria."

"Yes yuk."

Angga held Alya's hand and they walked together towards the canteen.

Arriving at the canteen Alya told to sit down and Angga who bought water to drink for him.

"It's Honey."

Angga gave drinking water in the bottle that had been opened lid for Alya.

"Thank You."

After feeling her throat wet wanted to talk to Angga.

"Mas, do we need to continue this program. It must cost a lot because it's a big, famous hospital that's expensive."

Alya has met three times with doctors at this hospital and according to the examination there is no such rapid development of the results of the pregnancy program for 3 months.

The doctor gave a referral letter to a larger hospital that has more sophisticated equipment and will be examined by her husband as well.

This hospital is famous as an elite Hospital because it has renewable patient care equipment and methods.

Alya and Angga are advised to do insemination if later there are no problems in the reproductive system Angga.

"Honey, don't think about the cost. God willing we can, pray our fortune smoothly and we can go to the Doctor."

"Yes, but it's hard to do."

Angga grabbed Alya's hand on the table and grasped it.

"Sweet we can." He said with a smile to convince his wife.

After that Angga invited him home because the day was also late in the afternoon.

Arriving at home, adzan maghrib reverberate they immediately clean themselves alternately and perform maghrib prayers with congregation.

The night was late but Alya also could not close his eyes, He was still thinking with the words of the Doctor this afternoon.

The swan lying beside Alya had already fallen asleep to dreamland.

Alya tilted her body looking at her husband's shady face in her sleep.

"Mas... Sorry Alya." Alya's mind and her tears just escaped.

"Alya has not been able to make Mas Angga happy, Alya just embarrassed Mas Angga." Alya continues to feel guilty and judge her if she is the cause of not getting a baby in their marriage.

He was increasingly sobbing and flooded with tears, Angga actually had not slept let alone his faint ears - faintly heard the sobs of crying and his wife.

Alya saw Angga move then she immediately wiped her tears and flipped her back to Angga and pura - pura sleep.

Angga opened both his eyes, He tilted his body then hugged Alya from behind.

He raised Alya's head and made his hand for his wife's pillow so that she could clutch Alya's body.

"Sleep baby, don't cry on."

Angga touched Alya's face and wiped her tears.

Alya sobbed and Angga hugged her warmly.

"We as human beings must continue to strive, do not despair and sure God will give us offspring."

Alya was silent because not being able to talk later even made her cry even more.

"Patience, we must be patient and you love not to always blame yourself. We're going together."

"Sorry Alya Mas."

In Alya's heart.

"Sleep Sweetie, I Love you."

Angga held Alya and passed the night with warmth.

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