ALYA DIARY
183

Alya was silent in her room, Angga who had just entered approached her who was sitting staring at the window.

"Darling.."

Angga hugged her from behind.

Alya hurriedly rubbed her tears that soaked her two cheeks.

"Yes, it's."

Angga grabbed Alya's chin and still saw the rest of her crying as both of her eyes turned red.

"Honey, why cry."

Alya just smiled and shook her head.

"What a shame, same story."

"Nothing - what is it."

Again Alya just said so with a smile.

"Don't want to tell the same story, Mas your husband, right.?"

"Why did Mas Angga say that, Mas Angga Alya's husband."

"But why don't you tell me the same story."

Alya lowered her head and suddenly her chest felt tight and her tears flowed again.

"Honey.. How to cry again what's wrong."

"Sorry Alya, hiks... Sorry Alya Mas."

"You're wrong about the same thing."

"Sorry Alya can't get pregnant yet, Mas must be embarrassed if asked the same person."

Angga brought Alya into his arms and rubbed his head.

"We're trying again, honey."

"Alya was afraid that Mas Angga was embarrassed because he had a wife who could not get pregnant. That who just got married yesterday is pregnant now, hiks..."

"Don't envy people's favors, we're trying again, honey. We are told to date first, dear, later we also have offspring. Be assured that God will love us."

Alya as much as in the arms of Angga, he was very afraid if Angga would leave him because he could not give offspring.

There are so many households that are faced with separation just because they cannot wait for the offspring that never come. Not to mention having to respond to the talk of people around who always dictate and ask when pregnant.

"Mas... Alya was afraid Mas embarrassed, Mas Angga left Alya."

"Sorry Alya Mas, this time Alya hasn't made it come another month."

Actually there was also disappointment on Angga's face but he smiled at his wife so as not to feel too guilty and continued to blame himself for not getting pregnant as well.

Alya always blames herself when her moon guest comes and surely her feelings go straight down and only crying can calm her down.

"Mas is angry with Alya."

Angga smiled and shook his head.

"I don't know how to do it."

"We pray and try again, dear."

"Alya felt instead to be a burden to Mas Angga."

"Mas doesn't feel burdened with you, we're dealing with all this together."

"Sorry Alya."

Alya hugged Angga and buried her face in her husband's chest.

Angga rubbed Alya's back and calmed her down.

"We'll check with the Doctor Darling, try asking questions you usually check where."

"Alya is afraid of me."

"Fear why."

"Alya was afraid that later after going to the doctor would be found out everything and whether Mas Angga could accept it."

"Why are you talking that way."

"Alya read - read Mas, after they checked with the doctor and found out his wife had a deficiency then her husband left her."

"That's them, we don't know, honey. Don't read too much like that later it makes you think strange."

"Yes, it's."

Alya was still pensively staring silently at the nanar towards the window, She felt how heavy the ordeal was given in their marriage. Fruit of the heart is one of the second goals of getting married and building a household especially Angga ever said want to quickly - quickly have a baby.

Now faced with this kind of test Alya just hope and always pray her husband be patient. He also follows how many community fighters line up to get motivated because they are both in the same phase of waiting for the baby to come in marriage.

"I'm sorry Alya Mas..."

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