Always Loving U
Insecure

Kara was sitting limp on the floor when Papi Rama did not press his offer. Huft, he sighed deeply. It felt like throughout the seventeen years of his new life this time he sighed deeply, feeling that what his papi proposed was so difficult to realize.

“Prank three big common? Oh My God.” Kara let out a long sigh again, her achievements were at the most in the top three in one class. Entering the top three general seems impossible, last school year alone he did not enter the top twenty of one school. Being third in the class does not guarantee entry into the general ranking if the total value of children of other classes exceeds its value.

“He wants to be affectionate every day? Time told to be the top three had collapsed hm.” Dirga crouched down in front of his wife and stared fixedly at the girl who was so excited when Rama allowed them to stay together.

“Big three, Ga. I can't possibly. Papi tuh intentionally let us separate the house continues.” complained Kara.

“Funny my wife, just use me you now already cave me again.”

“Tau ah hard. I'm a regular kayak, which is important dear.” Answer Kara.

“Iya-iya unfortunately I. Here stand I help you, just told to be the top three already lemes.” Dirga helped Kara stand up and hug the girl, patted her gently on Kara's back. “he said he wanted affection every day? It's a chance so we can stay together, Ra.”

“But that's three big tablets, Ga? Impossible for me, evil papi.”

“Hei... Unfortunately I why cry?” Dirga took off his embrace, his usual wife haha hihi was already tearful.

Dirga rubbed Kara's wet face and kissed the girl's forehead, “don't cry, dear. Believe in yourself, you are not stupid Ra. Lo can definitely. Lengkara Ayudhia beloved I tuh pinter, you make me who was sprained can be as loving as this lo, Ra. The time of the top three ranks in the class rising to the top three general can't? Trust your self, you can do it My Wife.”

“About ketos pinter really his sepik-sepik. It's not as easy as you say, Ga.” Kara Whine.

“Lo is not alone, there is me. I'll help you, Yang. Udah well do not cry, you tuh should be more eager to learn. Papi must have deliberately given these conditions so that you are more accomplished and can continue to study to a campus that you want easily. Trust me, there are no bad parents with their children. You know his favorite son, Papi would want the best for lo.”

“Tau ah, Papi just torture me nih so can not love lo.” Said Kara, “lo also why now even in the papi team anyway? Belain me cake, you should have supported me.”

“Udah-have not thought a distance, your brain tuh like ngaco Ra! Where there are parents torturing their children. Why do you think negative? Try to think the positive side dear, Papi tuh again give you motivation so that more diligent learning.”

“But those are the big three, Ga! Difficult. Try if it ranks first in class, maybe I can pursue.”

“Not yet tried already said hard.” Dirga became anxious to mess up his wife's hair.

“Nih dengerin well unfortunately I.. lo who has never learned to continue if ngerjain PR like early in the morning in school can only rank three, especially if you learn? Can-can lo's husband slid his rank.”

“Kok know if I never learn, Ga?”

“What do I not know about you, Ra? People every working day you follow me continue. from now on learn the real, I help you.”

“Kalo have learned yet can not enter the top three how?”

“Try it first, will learn it also not dear.”

“Yes, for example, Ga. For example, it has learned but still not entered the general ranking.” Say Kara, “kan spit udah seperat brain abis-out just split house.”

“Kalo the result is not as expected let me talk to Papi so we can keep together.”

“Ya has spoken from now on so that we do not bother learning.” Kara's Proposal.

Dirga directly touched Kara's forehead, “try first well really, you want instant aja.”

“Sick ih!”

“Sorry-sorry..” Dirga rubbed Kara's forehead slowly, “habis you think not very mature. Sleep is malem. Tomorrow I arrange a routine schedule of our study.”

“You were loved first, there are still thirty minutes left. Want to be elus-elus sampe bobo.”

“Ya is already there let me blanket.” Pinta Dirga, his wife, complied and immediately lay on the side of the bed.

“Hm.” Dirga replied, his hand continued to caress dear face that began to fall asleep.

“Kalo while hugged kayak more comfortable, Ga. Ride his dearest while hugging.”

“No way, I'm sure not to be weird.”

“Not strange is Yang, let me cepet soundly aja bobonya.” Answer Kara.

“Udah stay rem do not talk continue ntar also soundly.” Reply Dirga.

After fifteen minutes passed and Kara fell asleep, Dirga gave a long sigh looking at his wife.

“Such looks you tell me to go up to hug, Ra? You do not know what every mallem sniffing lo sampe rem aja has made me ketar-ketir.”

The following days Dirga actually made a schedule to study together with Kara. Not only at home, but also during breaks at school he used to help Kara learn. After the handover of the position of chairman of OSIS Dirga so more have free time that he can spend with Kara. Although they are different majors at least Dirga can still help in the same national content lessons for each major such as mathematics, Indonesian, civic education, cultural arts to English. Basically Kara is smart just that the girl is too lazy to learn.

Dila and Selvia spent their time studying together at recess, sometimes Tama also join them but only occasionally remember Dirga who still can not get along with his former rivals.

“Wah my value goes up, Ra. Not in vain I learned crazy learning kayak lo.” Dila showcased a list of midterm grades shared by the homeroom teacher.

“What's your value, Ra?” Dila peeked through Kara's assessment list.

“Wih cool, rose drastically. Super bang emang the power of Dirgantara.” Praise Dila, “Woy, Ra! The value of lo is already good why even moody anyway?”

“Gue scared, Dil. This value can not be up again if the assessment ends ntar semester? I have to enter the top three general, Dil.”

“Udah do not need to think, the important thing is effort. So this is the biggest value like in our class. Si Rendi, our class president just lost.” Say Dila. “we see the value of Tama nih which rarely learn, surely ancur deh.” Ledek Dila while taking Tama value sheet.

“What? Whats? Wow, that's not really.”

“Why?” ask Kara.

“His math is nine-five, Ra. The difference between each has lo. Total value of you is ten points.” Dila showed the Tama value sheet that made Kara immediately sigh deeply.

“That's getting further my hope to make the same house Dirga.” Inner Kara. Thinking the value can or has not to surpass Deva and Arsan who was originally in positions two and three alone has made him dizzy, now he even found Tama who secretly turned out to be smart too.

The following nights as usual Kara spent her time studying with Dirga. Although the girl used to be very lazy and always a lot of reasons but now thanks to Dirga, learning is like a new habit for Kara. He no longer much reason to ask this before studying, his schedule for the night was clear after dinner in the room directly studying until sometimes sleeping at the study table. Not infrequently Dirga became a subscription to carry Kara to bed. But not with tonight, they finished their studies early considering tomorrow is the first day of the final semester assessment.

Kara leaned against Dirga's shoulder, repeatedly throwing her breath rough.

“Cape, The. Keep learning but the value is not perfect yet.”

“Tau no, Which? Tamarin's time is big-gede, my value is only inferior to him. It was also the bar soap, how could he last year rank two commonly. Huh want to stay with aja hard.”

"Deva is a scholarship student, the value must be high. He's his son's studying hard." Answer Dirga.

"He was diligent in learning, diligent in his carmuk." Kara replies, she still doesn't like the girl. In front of Dirga always be nice but behind him still scorned him.

"That's not what you need to talk about. Grain." Kara pinched Dirga's arm.

"The order is the same Deva kok me who pinched anyway, Ra!" Dirga Protests.

"Rest well, tomorrow's the first day of the exam. It's time to head to Papi if the girls get into the top three." Further.

"Ready, Ga. If we need to come to my homeroom homeroom, we bring the same cactus set loveware latest can time well let my value digedein dikit. The same plus new menu from mommy's restaurant also fits like."