Always Loving U
Near but far

hey everybody, how are you guys? hopefully healthy always well. sorry, up late. Because the partner is alive again sick because of abis d third dose vaccine.

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Huh!! Dirga wastes his breath heavily. The man who was still wearing the school uniform was unbuttoned all his clothes until a plain white shirt that became a real emblazoned interior but still could not eliminate the annoyance of the claustrophobic interference that drove it.

“Why so gini ribet anyway!” he murmured, who then left the living room.

Arriving in the room Dirga threw her original bag and directly opened the door to the balcony. For a long time he stood there, as usual looking at the balcony of Kara's room which was again empty even the glass door curtain was closed.

“What do I think I'm going to lose, Ra? Won't! I don't even listen to me anymore.”

Dirga went back into his room and laid himself in the bed. With the phone out of the uniform pocket still attached to her body, there was no message or chat coming in from Kara.

“Good HP I so no cepet abis batrenya because of the notification of chat lo that kayak car every day.” Throw again the flat object with origin then try to close his eyes.

For a second, two seconds to minutes changing hours in fact Dirga can only close his eyes without falling asleep. The more trying to fall asleep, the shadow of Kara who cried when she went with Deva was seen more and more real.

“Crazy! If I think it's a long time I can stress!”

“Am I going to his house?”

“Argh males very! He who started mengeselin first!”

Until dinner Dirga just stayed in the room. Not because of the work of the school or the organization he chaired, he still stood on the balcony door that was opened a little to look at the room Kara who had no change since then, keep it tightly closed even the balcony lights are not turned on.

“What are you doing?” the embrace on his shoulders made Dirga look over. Ardi, her daddy stood beside her and stared outside.

“Neither, Dad. Revoke aja.” Elak Dirga's.

“High unplug well until this hour still use school uniform?”

He saw his shirt, still in uniform. Too busy thinking about Kara let alone shower, just change clothes she forgot.

“Mandi keep dinner. Daddy wait under.” Ardi patted the shoulder of his son who only nodded his ass. “broken heart may be fine but do not forget to take a bath the same as eating. Because eating ati tuh need a lot of energy.” Further. After work, his wife had complained about the matchmaking of her first child who was canceled even though the two did not know the real cause.

“Who is heartbroken too, Dad?”

“Yes, daddy time!” reply Ardi. “Daddy has found out Lengkara asked for your matchmaking to be cancelled.” Further.

“I'm even grateful this silly matchmaking is canceled, can free me from spoiled girls who like to babble without the brake.”

“Kok daddy so beat me up? Mommy also belain Kara, actually the daddy son tuh me what Kara anyway?” sewot Dirga's.

Ardi again patted his son's shoulder, “you this is very easy emotion. Little emotion, like your mommy. Do not be emotional, so men should be able to control emotions. If a little bit of emotion that there are all problems so more chaotic.”

“I don't know Dad, the inn is the same Kara. It's hard to say, it can't be arranged. Ribet!”

“Whose ribet? You or Kara try?”

“Come of Ayudhia, Dad.” Answer Dirga.

“Udah I sayin do not be deket-deket same new child is still ngeyel. Last morning even went with him, right home I took him home together also nolak even want to go with the new child again. Really ribet. It's hard to have adek like him.”

“Adek?” ask Ardi. “until when do you want to ngakuin Kara as adek, Ga?”

“Yes what is Dad? Wife-to-be? Have you been from small together and how can you consider him a future wife? His attitude is the same as Sasa's. Childish!”

“The childish is you. Daddy does not abis think why you become super insensitive gini, even the same feelings themselves. Too busy learning and organization you tuh” Ardi scrambles his son's hair is anxious, intelligent and smart brain organized but about the feeling of a big zero.

“Where is there a brother who is careless if the road is with another guy? He is special in your heart Ga, unlike Sasa. Daddy sure you also know the Sasa guy who is pretty much, not only Ridwan, but you are ordinary. With Kara? You really don't want him to cheat with anyone. Think carefully, who is Kara for you?”

“Buktinya new fuss a few hours already make you forget to shower the same change of clothes. Usually, school goes home and changes clothes. This even monitors the neighbor's room until night.”

“Daddy go down first. Think carefully, maybe all this time you feel Kara will never be angry let alone away from you because she is always chasing and trying to get recognition from you. But inget, Ga. Not always who pursues it will always pursue, there are times when he will be tired and give up. Press your ego a little, surrender and apologize first does not make us lose.” Ardi.

“Apaan hell Dad! My man is okay.” elak Dirga.

“You can lie to others, but not your parents. Mommy you cry mulu because her favorite ghost candidate is retreating. Mommy also knows you're upset, but mommy's sprained because you don't sensitive to being a person. That's why Daddy came here. Don't let Kara have to go abroad first you realize. Inget Ga, wait it's not good. Don't let you say what daddy alamin, wait for your mommy four years eh right home he already has a fiancee.” Said Ardi then leaving his son's room.?

After the departure of her daddy, instead of hastily bathing Dirga was still pensive while staring at Kara's room from afar.

“Mongan daddy scared me, Ra. What if you really go?”

In the end Dirga ate dinner without a bath and changed clothes because after twenty minutes passed when his daddy called him back he was still pensive in the same place, making Ardi pull his son to eat.

Even dinner passed without a word, Dirga even lost her appetite. Her intelligent brain began to digest the lengthy advice from her daddy earlier.

“I'll eat it, Mom. Thanks food. I'll go to the room first.” Pamphitt.

“Don't forget to shower! Malem is still wearing uniform.” Shouted Miya.

“Iya, Mom.” Reply Dirga while passing to his room. But again he just stood by the door while staring at Kara's room. The same thing he did again and again today.

“Newly this time I feel we are far away, Ra. Our room is facing. What else do you think? No more crying, right?"