All About You
About Us
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Galang drove the two wheeled vehicles through the rain. The streets were empty that night, but his heart felt so tight. Knows her first love has received another man's proposal which is obviously more everything than her. She knew, maybe that was not what caused Rania to accept it, because of the feeling no one was able to manage. He dwells in anyone's heart as he pleases, without being determined or directed. Everything just happens without being asked.
But the other side of his heart could not accept it as a law of nature and necessity. The heart has its own desire.
Ah, Galang .. how loser you are. You knew him from childhood but couldn't make him fall in love with you. A stranger who knows nothing can easily conquer him.
"RANIANAAAAAA!" He screamed as loud as he could.
The young man continued to drive his bike as far as he could, bringing a run of increasingly raging feelings and emotions. Hope the rain can shed everything and eliminate the painful feeling so that everything is lost.
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"You why? it hurt?" Dimitri looked at the face of his lover who was not as happy as usual.
"Hum?" Rania looked up. "No, it's just not good to eat anymore" replied Rania who only stirred her fried rice ten minutes ago.
"Tumbens? usually the most eager to eat." Dimitri gulped his drinking water down by half.
"Yes, my feelings are no longer good." complained Rania, while putting the spoon and pushing the dish away.
"Yes, why? every problem has a cause."
The girl was silent. He thought for a moment, is it worth talking about this to Dimitri? they will soon be tied to marriage. Will it cause no problems later?
"Just talk." the man finished his meal.
Rania pulled and breathed heavily, but she felt unsettled if she had to hold it alone. He is not used to keeping secrets, especially to the closest people. And will not Dimitri soon be the one closest to him? and everything he had to say so as not to cause confusion in the future.
"Do you have a really good friend?" he opens the sound.
"Friend?"
"Yes. That's a hell of a deket. Which if anything goes together. You know from childhood, everything you know."
"No."
"No? don't you have a friend like that?"
"No."
"Pity is your life."
"Why pity? Should it be?" Dimitri chuckles.
"Not really, but the average person. At least have friends since childhood."
"Hmmm. I'm not."
"Why?"
"Why then? I don't feel like I need that kind of friend. I have everything."
"Ah, ... clearly. Which kind of person do you need a friend? I forgot who you are."
"meaning?"
"Obviously you won't need anyone, you already have everything that other people need. So you won't need anyone else."
"It's not. My friends are many, but not as you mentioned. I have parents who are pretty cool to talk about everything. They can be whoever I need to be, so I don't feel like I need anyone but my parents."
"Oh, ...
"Just mama and papi can't be invited to hang out at the club." the man laughed.
"Dih, play it to the club." Rania sneered.
"It hasn't been a long time."
"Times?"
"Hm...
"Why? busy?"
"That's how."
"Pity."
"Yes, busy thinking you so do not have time to mess elsewhere."
"God. ...
Dimitri laughed again.
"Keep what makes you not good to eat/like this? any problems with your best friend?"
Rania pursed her mouth, then snorted softly.
"Definitely something to do with Galang?" the man guessed.
"Kok know?"
"Just guessing. If we open the door, who else? your best friend is just him?"
"Ah, yes."
"So what's up?" Dimitri.
"Wouldn't you be mad if I said this?"
"What's? just say it."
"Galang knows we're getting married soon." Rania sipped her already dewy cold drink.
"Continue?"
"He's angry."
"Why angry?"
"I told you he used to shoot me?"
Dimitri nodded his head.
"I think he's serious."
"Two nights he didn't come home after being angry with me the other night."
"Oh yeah?"
Rania nodded.
"Continue?"
"I was wrong?"
"You feel wrong?"
"No. But I'm afraid I'm wrong."
"Where's wrong? because you didn't return her feelings?"
Rania fell silent.
"Certainly because now that he behaves like this you suddenly feel guilty? Then what do you want to do? cancel our marriage and accept Galang?"
The girl held her breath for a moment.
"Why are you talking about that?"
"Yes endless, you like to turn after knowing how Galang's reaction."
"I just said ...
"If for example we are still hesitant, it's okay to cancel the wedding. Our parents haven't made preparations."
"Lho?"
"Maybe your feelings aren't as serious as mine. And it seems like I'm in too much of a hurry on this. Just out of fear that I would make such a fatal mistake that I made this big decision. But if for example you can't do anything, we cancel."
"Not that Dim."
"You know, this makes me think again."
"What-what?"
"Do you feel the same as me?" the man asked. Something she hasn't asked since the first time they were in a relationship.
Rania lulled her lips tightly.
"Because I have a great feeling for you. I love you, and I want to have you. Not just ties like this, but with even bigger things."
"But if you doubt, and don't have the same feelings as me, I'll back off."
"Why are you talking about that? weren't you the same old man yesterday you came to see my parents? and we're getting married?" sergeant Rania.
"Are you sure? because it's just a plan. I don't know what your true feelings are. Especially if it has something to do with Galang. Does he seem special enough to you? and it also seems that I have become a bully among you."
"Lho?"
"Do you really think you know he's angry because we want to get married?"
"Do you like it too much?"
Both of Rania's eyes were rounded instantly.
"If for example you feel heavier with him, that's okay, I back off. I don't want to force the will. How much do I feel about you, but what are your feelings the same for? only I am happy, and you are tormented? it doesn't seem fair."
"Dim...
"You're done?" Dimitri glanced at Rania's plate whose food inside was still intact.
"Because I'm done." he took out some cash and put it on the trey bill.
"Will you go home now or later? I have a job in a minute."
"But we haven't finished talking, you haven't even heard my explanation, but you're angry?"
"I'm not angry."
"But you said that? say I want to cancel the wedding again?"
"Are you going to go on? While your feelings are still worried like this?"
"I'm not worried, I'm just Galang's mind."
"What difference? obviously we have plans to get married but you're still thinking about other men?"
"What are you?"
"What?"
"Not another woman's mind?"
"Which woman? have you seen me walk with another woman?"
Rania shakes her head.
"I used to walk with whichever woman I wanted. Even I did more than just eat and walk together."
"meaning?"
"I've never been in a personal relationship with anyone other than just for fun. You know, just for fun. Like most people. Meet, drink, .. and end up at the hotel."
"What?"
"I'll be honest with you on this. I'm not the nice guy I look like, but more than that. All the bad things I've done, and if I wanted to I could've done that to you. Like the girls I've slept with. But I don't know why I suddenly stopped." She opened her own disgrace, and wanted to see how the girl in front of her reacted.
"Since I met you, Rania."
"I can't even stop thinking about you, until there's no empty place in my mind other than you. There is no place left for anyone else. Even the girl who had been waiting for me since childhood had no place in here." she tapped her left chest with her fingertips.
"Any huh?" the man chuckled. "I, Dimitri Alexei Nikolai could have fallen this low because of a Rania" he said, with both of his brown eyes staring gently at the girl who had brought him to her knees.
"Just think about it. I don't want our marriage to be forced. Because you feel bad for me who is your sponsor, or because my papa is a relative of your father. It has nothing to do with it at all. It's all about us. It has nothing to do with the others."
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