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And here he is, in front of the fence of a two-story villa nuanced with thick teak wood. With a variety of trees and plants that surround it, most of the lights have been turned on because time is approaching magrib.
Drive more than three hours straight from the city of Bandung without stopping as if he was hunting for something.
An old man came out and closed the gate as high as the adult's chest.
"Rania is?" dimitri asked immediately.
Hamdan was stunned for a moment to remember.
"There was a den." he replied after recalling the figure standing near his shiny black car. Recalling also the message from his employer who called a few moments before. Then opened the gate he had just closed.
Dimitri immediately drove his car to a quiet villa area like uninhabited. Meanwhile Hamdan decided to immediately leave according to orders from Angga on the previous phone conversation.
Rania was just about to go upstairs, but she paused when she heard the sound of a car engine stopping in front of the villa. He returned to the front room and looked through the window.
The woman was stunned when she saw the figure of her husband who got down from the car and walked up to the door.
The man then knocked on the door.
"Zai?" call him, sounding slow.
Rania fell silent.
"Zai it's me." He tried to open the door, but couldn't because it was locked from the inside.
"Zai?" he knocked on the door even harder.
"Zai, open the door. I beg you." he said, sticking his forehead to the door.
Rania was silent with her heart rumbling. That man is sometimes so annoying, but he loves him so much.
Ah, .. The weakness of this you! he murmured in his heart.
"Zai, .. Are you there?" dimitri said again with a raucous voice.
Strengthen your heart, Rania! inner again.
"Zai, I beg you!" dimitri said again.
Rania tried her hardest to hold back. Hardened determination to ignore whatever the man did. But in fact he can't.
Dimitri, however, was her husband, and his guilt was not so great. But his heartache was so domineering, and emotions overpowered the soul. So he chose to ignore everything rather than listen to his explanation.
CLAMPS!
The door opened slowly, and Rania appeared later.
Dimitri retreated two steps back and prepared to return to receive the anger that might still not have been completely evaporated. One or two more strokes he might receive. It's okay, the important thing is that Rania is willing to forgive him. And most importantly, she listened to him.
The two of them both fell silent and scanned each other.
"Dam ..." Dimitri.
"Well, are you here?" rania replied in a soft voice. He tried not to get carried away this time. Although his heart throbbed full of longing, yet he desperately brushed it aside.
"Zai, I ...
"I don't want to go home now. I still want to be here so ...
In the blink of an eye Dimitri held her tightly, as if afraid that the woman would leave if he loosened her just a little.
"Hit me as much as you want, be angry with me, say me all you want, I don't care. It's just, don't be like this, I can't" Dimitri said with a face he had buried in the recess of Rania's neck. Inhaling that woman's scent that she misses so much.
"Go home, why are you here?" Rania tried to escape. But the harder he tried, the firmer Dimitri embraced him.
"Stop Dim, you're making me cramped!" Rania.
Dimitri was stunned, then he loosened his embrace and withdrew. Seeing the face of the woman who was pregnant with her baby was fixed.
"Is that why you're saying my name?" he said, half whispering.
"What is my fault that you're angry like this?" he held both of his shoulders.
"I admit I was wrong for not saying I met Ara that night, but it wasn't on purpose. How else would I have to convince you?"
"Yes, ..." Rania nodded her head.
"I'm serious Zai!"
"I know."
"I had nothing to do with Ara, and it was just a casual conversation. I'm just asking how it is. That's it." he explained it while having the chance.
"okay."
"And I don't say it just because I'm afraid."
"Fear of what?"
"Fear you're gonna be mad 'cause I talked to him for a minute."
"Why should I be angry? is it just a normal conversation? what's the reason I'm angry if it's just a coincidence that wasn't on purpose? and why should I be angry when my husband is honest?" Rania bit her lips hard.
"Why should I be angry?" Rania is still able to control herself.
"problems, ...
"Because the problem is not the conversation or the meeting, but the way you cover it from me. Maybe you think I overreacted to this. My reaction was outrageous when it was just an ordinary conversation, without seduction or chattering. Or maybe a kiss hug on purpose. But for me it's a big thing."
"You know, all my life I've never lied to my parents. Even the smallest thing. To the extent that they always knew where I was, who I was, doing what. My family needs to do things like that so that we are always safe, and know how to deal with the situation. Makes me feel like I have to do that with our relationship. Because it feels good to know the person you love is always honest with you. It means we respect each other. I'm honest with you about everything, because I appreciate you as my husband. And I want you to always be honest with me as your wife. And that is the highest reward in a marriage relationship. I don't know about other people, but for me, I always need to know what the closest people I do. And in that case, you are the closest one. Maybe trivial, but we are always different in dealing with problems, right?"
Dimitri frowned.
"I'm sorry, maybe it's a lot of my fault, what's my lack, even other people know your habits better than me, my friend, one roof, one bed. We even share the same air from night until morning but, .. I'm your wife, Dim! the one who knows you better is me, and you."
"Stop!" Dimitri immediately stopped everything he was about to say.
"Did Ara say something to you other than giving me my wallet?" Dimitrie asked.
"No, ...
"Why did you become like this?"
"She just told me what I was supposed to do. He told me what I could and could not add. And he also told me what you like and dislike. I'm upset why he did that. That's your wife, me or her anyway?" finally those words were also slipping from his mouth.
"I'm a relaxed person, never dizzy no matter what people say. Because I knew it would only hurt ourselves. But these? I think he crossed the line that he should. And I don't like his attitude. Even if you grew up together, she never had the same taste, but she shouldn't have. Why don't you keep the relationship until you get married? why even meet me? why did you choose me? why are we even married?" Rania stomped her two fists on Dimitri's shoulder.
"Why are you even here? why don't you just leave me alone? I left because I was afraid of hurting you! My emotions are unstable right now."
"Because I love you." Dimitri cut his words.
Rania suppresses her own feelings despite everything she has said.
"Because I love you, Rania! don't you understand. I'm sorry, but I love you too much!"
"I don't understand your way, but this is how I do it. Shouldn't we be two different people united in a bond, and should we understand each other? and it takes a long process, not in months like this. It's not easy, but I'm learning now. Please don't give up on this, but keep trying to understand each other!" continue the man.
"I'm not giving up, I'm just pulling over. You know, there are times where this feeling I have to reset. I think I need time too." Rania manages to break away and creates a distance between them.
"Time for what? by yourself?"
Rania nodded her head.
"No! not possible! you out of your mind?" Dimitri was screaming. "How can I leave you alone, while there are my children?" Dimitri approached and touched the woman's stomach, which he hadn't done in nearly a week. And he misses the taste.
"You want to separate me from them? no!" he said again, making Rania speechless with raging feelings.
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