All About Missing
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Miss sitting relaxed while watching television in the living room. Ardian was busy cleaning the dining table. Sometimes miss glancing noticed. The man cleaned the dishes, wiped the table and washed the dishes. It seems like he has been used to doing his own homework. The figure of a perfectionist man, independent, versatile.

"It's satisfied you admire me, em?" Ardian suddenly approached and stood before Miss.

"Huh? En–ugus." Missed a look back looking at the screen.

"Then, why do your eyes keep following my every move?" Ardian sat down next to Miss and looked into her eyes.

"Hahaha .. you're overconfident." The woman was misbehaved, pressing the television broadcast button randomly.

"Eleh, it seems to be a lie" cried Ardian.

Hindu. "I'm bored, there's no interesting show." He berkilah.

"All soap opera scenes are exaggerated, too far-fetched. Entertainment discusses unimportant gossip, which appears on most TV settings. Why isn't there a music show like it used to be, huh?" longing said looking for an excuse, the look on his face was irritated.

"Hahaha, you're funny if you pout." Ardian pinched the woman's cheek anxiously, Longing to cluck at her. "If so wait, I'll make one for you, what kind of music show do you want?"

"meaning? make it for me?" tanya Miss is confused.

"Yes, make such an event easy. If you like it I'll do it." Ardian sounds serious. To organize an event, especially in the entertainment world, it is only necessary to order a few people for Ardian.

Missed not expecting Ardian to take his words seriously. It sounded arrogant and he rolled his eyes. "Yes, yes .. The great Mr. Ardian. You can do it."

Ardian smiled then folded one leg onto the sofa, facing Miss. Both of his hands were coiled on the shoulders of Miss who was facing forward. He placed his left temple on Miss's narrow shoulder, until the woman gasped. Unprepared for Ardian's sudden treatment.

Missed focusing her gaze onto the screen and fell silent. He had trouble breathing. "Why should it be like this, I'm afraid I'll fall in love again. Ardi, your love I've kept deep inside my heart. I'm afraid to start again." Inner Miss thrashing.

Ardian sighed. The feathers missed the wriggling exposed to the heat from the man's mouth. As much as possible he could endure, controlling himself.

"Rin, .. I miss you so much" Ardian said.

"Ardi, don't gini. Tired of tau."

Ardian took off his embrace, then Miss's shoulder turned to face him. They looked at her, but the woman avoided Ardian's demanding eyes. Tau was being avoided, Ardian cupped both hands to the face of the beautiful woman, Longing to hold his breath for a moment.

"Rin, look at me, look me in the eye." Rintu could no longer dodge, Ardian's black irises dominating his eyes.

Ardian's little smile was pinned. "Listen, you remember the last time we met? We went to the amusement park, we had fun, I was so happy that time. You gave me your first kiss and it was also my first. Until this moment I still clearly remember the taste and aroma. I love you more and more and I don't think that it's a parting gift. That's the only memory I still keep neatly," said Ardian honestly.

It was indeed that memory that he had always guarded and stored in the depths of his heart. A first kiss she didn't realize was a farewell kiss.

Longed to slowly lower Ardian's grip on his cheek. As much as possible miss being calm. His heart rate has increased at this time. "Ardi, sorry .. I have no other choice. I was forced to leave, all had been prepared from afar," lirih Missed in a sad tone.

"I understand. But why did you leave without telling me first? You suddenly disappeared." Ardian did not accept the way Miss left him.

"Me?" Of course the man was confused, why was he the reason?

Misses a thin smile. "Remember that word of yours. 'Try courtship,' I'm not a tool to test your love, Ardi."

Ardian jerked straighten the body, aware of his words used to make Miss unhappy. She also squeezed her hair. "So? God, I never thought of you as a tool, Rin. I never thought that my words meant that. So it's all because of that?"

"Hhm …." Nose Long.

Heavy breaths are heard. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry .. why am I so stupid, I should have thought before I said it." Ardian's gaze was filled with regret.

"Here you go, it's all gone," Missed casually and smiled, then returned to face the screen pressing the television remote controller button.

Ardian was silent for a moment. "Lasso."

"Yes, why?" ask without looking. Miss seemed to be able to control her facial expression. Calm and unpredictable.

"You still love me? Am I still in your heart?" ask Ardian lirih. His eyes were still focused on the eyes of the woman before him.

Misses little chuckles. "Should I answer it?" He glanced at Ardian for a moment.

"Yes, of course," replied Ardian demanding an answer.

Missed to put her shoulders. "I don't know, it was many years ago" he replied without a burden.

Ardian guessed the heart of the woman. "Can we start again? Can I go back into your heart? I'll make you love me again." The man's tone of speech was very hopeful.

Miss then looked in Ardian's eyes. Tilting his face sideways. Ignoring television broadcasts that did not interest him. Missing forehead shriveled, seeing if there was sincerity from Ardian's speech just now.

Right, those eyes don't seem to lie. Ardian still has feelings for her, still loves her. Seen from the glare of the man's eyes that looked injured. But actually Miss is afraid to open her heart again. He had closed the meeting and did not want to be filled again. Not because of Ardian, but the past that made him reluctant to love again.

I miss facing back to the front while smiling. Missing is still faithful to her silence.

"Rin, say something."

"I. .. I'm not sure if it can?"

"I'll make it possible. I am sure that in the depths of your heart there is still me. I'll try to open your heart again, Rin." Ardian tried to convince.

Even if he knew it would be hard. Ardian still had a little hope. Longed to love him. Perhaps that feeling has faded, as it eroded time. Ardian needs to nurture and resurrect again.

Long to waste a long breath. "Try it if you want to." Ardian wants to do whatever it takes. Miss is not sure, if his heart still has love for the opposite sex. Missing will not force.

A sweet smile rose on Ardian's lips, his journey was still very far away. He will try his hardest. Without the cue of the body Miss was hugged very tightly, the top of the head was frowned upon, inhaling the distinctive aroma that he missed so much. Missing approval makes Ardian happy. "Thank you, Miss .. Thank you, dear."

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