All About Missing
Honest

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Missed seeing Ardian's glance. He grunted annoyedly. Lazily misses walking over and sitting next to the man.

Ardian looked smiling. "Good morning, beautiful lady."

"Emm .. morning. What's up here early?" tanya Rindu while crossing.

"But you" answered Ardian, but honestly.

Misses furrowing her eyebrows. "Oo .. ok, look at me, right?" He also wanted to go inside again.

Just one step of Miss's hand was suddenly blocked by Ardian. "Eehh, wait, where are you going? Just sat down to go?"

Homes turned. "Well, take a drink," he answered lazily while turning the eyeball.

"You guys just get ready. We're going," Ardian said.

Missed to look for a moment. Actually he was lazy to linger near Ardian. After the expression of her indirect feelings last night, Miss is not ready to meet Ardian. Just close to him when he sat down, his heart was already beating violently.

"out? Whynot? Males ah .. I'm tired," she replied refusing.

"Before doang ..someone wants me to talk to you."

"About? What the hell is it here?"

"Udahh .. later you will also know. Get ready, I'll wait."

"Related?"

"Yes ... lama is also okay," replied Ardian casually.

I miss coming in and get ready. After finishing the shower miss applying make up sober. He was wearing jeans, a plain T-shirt and a Hoodie Zipper. It's his favorite style. In the legs, miss wearing sneakers with socks alone. The same style that Ardian uses.

Ardian smiled his sweet smile at Miss's appearance. She was impressed, the girl looked more than just beautiful now in her eyes. Thrilling and very charming. The miss who furrowed her brows was astonished and wondered. It's not unusual for Ardian to see it too much today.

"What's wrong with him? Ah, whatever, anyway .. maybe this is the last day," Inner Miss.

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"Rin, wake up." Ardian touched Miss's shoulder to wake her up.

The girl squirmed, muttering. "Udah sampa? This where?" Longing to yawn covered his mouth with the palm of his hand, then rubbed the eyes that still felt sleepy. No matter will be ashamed of the Ardian who is nearby.

"Udah ... Are you so sleepy? Sorry to interrupt your break." Ardian feels a little guilty, he knows he misses fatigue because of promnite last night. But how else, he had to make sure of this right now. Ardian won't delay again.

"Good, you know it's wrong" says Miss. Then turn your eyes outwards. "This ... are we at the amusement park? What time is it open?"

"It's open soon" replied Ardian after looking at his watch.

"Why did you bring me here?" tanya Miss later.

"Dating."

"Well, what's the date?"

"Hehe, think so. Yuk!" Regardless of Missing's annoyance, Ardian got out of the car. While the girl shouted her name.

Both of their faces looked equally happy. However, it was far different from their respective minds. Ardian thought, This is a new beginning for their relationship. But not for the miss. It's the end for them.

"You tired?" ask Ardian when it's been over two hours they're playing.

"Lumayan, take a break. Lunch first," said Miss.

"Okay, it's like this. What do you want to eat?" ask Ardian.

"Bento-bento is good. I really eat that."

"Okay, yuk!" Ardian again clasped Miss's hand, tightly. Like refusing to take off for too long.

Like a couple who are in love. Ardian showed more affection than usual. This time it felt much different, Ardian's eyes were so soft. Undeniably, miss today the happiest day for him. For a moment the girl forgot the dilemma she was facing.

They played all day, from morning until night. The last ride they boarded. That's where Ardian plans to be honest about his feelings. Enjoy the beauty of the city from the top of the bianglala.

"Waahhh .. Ardi, this is great. Ride this at night the atmosphere is very different!" Missing seemed enthusiastic looking at the scenery below. Remembering first they rode the rides in the afternoon.

"You happy?" ask Ardian.

Miss nodding. "Try you said you wanted to come here, I'll take Dian and Dimas with you." Even though he had been around all day, he still looked excited.

Ardian clasped his hands and looked at the girl feelingly. Gently stroked and smiled looking into his eyes. Immediately the miss stiffened.

"Rin .. forgive my stupidity all along. I consider your love all this time only because of our friendship. And vice versa. I was so stupid that I didn't realize that my love was more than that. I only realized after last night you revealed it indirectly. Obviously what you mean I am, right? I'm sorry I wasn't sensitive to your attention all this time" Ardian said softly.

Miss jolted, not believing what she just heard. It turns out that this is what Ardian's attitude means today. In accordance with his guess. "What is this, Ardi. Why suddenly gini? What am I supposed to say now?" his inner.

"Rin .. I love you!"

Misses furrowing her eyebrows.

"I mean, I don't know if this is love the way you mean it. All I know is I always wanted to be close to you, even I was restless last night not seeing you. When you were with Teo, I didn't like it, I admit I was angry, but I always fooled myself. Stupidly, I thought it was just the fear of losing a friend. But it was actually my jealousy. My conscience has been covered by my stupid logic all along."

Miss riveted. He was silent and could not say anything.

"Rindu .. do you want to try dating?" ask Ardian after a while.

Heart misses to hear the statement of the man before her. "Try courting?"

"Yes" answered Ardian.

"That means you're not really sure how you feel, Ardi." Longing to look upset, he no longer wanted to answer if this was what Ardian said.

"Not so, I'm sure I really love you. Is this love like you said before?"

Heart misses like being hit by a shapeless object. Of course he objected. Like what he thinks. Missed to let go of Ardian's hand. That is, he will be used as an object to test the man's love.

"I'm not Ardi's tool, now you're not sure. You'll regret it," Inner Misses refused.

"You don't want to answer right now. Tomorrow I will go to visit my grandmother, after three days I ask for your answer. Okay?"

Missing can only smile stiffly. Stay in silence. Hiding his anger, resentment, and heartache. "Three more days? I might have left. At first I thought I'd be honest about my plans with you, Ardi. But hearing your words just now, sorry, I changed my mind. Let yourself be aware, do you really love me?"

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