You Own This Heart
Seeking you
That morning I went to the family home to see my mom and dad to find information about the whereabouts of kelin, but nihil turns out they also do not know because since I left his house no one contacted him because the disappointment that I gave made his family forget him. They are no longer valued by their beloved daughter.
Though I think it's natural, how do I not leave the house if he is forced to be engaged to someone who is not in love at all.
It hurts to remember my refusal, so foolishly I proposed to her parents to tie her up so that her parents would not accept another man's proposal,even I also had time to give a ring to his parents to be loved to his son if his daughter was ready to accept me.
If I think about it I don't seem to be ashamed of my belief that one day I will accept my love but the imagination remains I am all lost with the reality in front of me my heart feels like there is a hole it was a huge wound that was so very painful, what should I do in the future, whether I should wait for it or forget it.
My heart seemed to be swayed with the contents of my wandering mind. It seems my current goal is just one to follow him to Jakarta to find his whereabouts and I also want to open the business I want there.
Yes I have to follow my heart I don't care that I will be sick or hurt but I have to be able to hide it all in my cold face, it seems I have to be cold and not talk much when dealing with kelin especially I can not be a man who is too possessive so that he feels more comfortable when being with me.
Before I went to Jakarta I stopped by first to my family friends I went to the house of the farel to ask for the campus address or kosan farel to his parents. My first goal was to meet with the farel of course to inquire about the whereabouts of kelin, it seems I am sure that farel will know that he always stands out the most among the others because he always follows wherever he goes. So also with now he trailed kelin although their purpose was different.farel went to the city to continue his education while kelin to work.
Upon my arrival in the capital city of Jakarta I looked for boarding first to rest my body which felt like it had been broken because of a long trip and finally I decided to rest first while meeting the farel tomorrow morning..
early in the morning I was awakened by the noise of vehicles on the streets because I was deliberately looking for boarding near the road so I would be easier to find something like looking for street vendors and a vehicle for transportation if I want to travel.
It was not in vain this morning I immediately get breakfast without having to hard to find it.I had breakfast chicken porridge before leaving for campus farel hopefully I meet him so I meet sooner with kelin.
Arriving at the campus farel I deliberately waited in front of the campus so that I did not miss if the farel arrived at the campus.I looked at every student who passed in front of me until my eyeball met the figure sought.
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I quickly stepped towards him and directly pulled his hand to a place far from the sight of others.
"pardon my hand" farl brushed my hand but I didn't heed it because my goal of meeting the farle was one just to find my lover's whereabouts
"okay...Okay sorry I came here intentionally to meet you because there are important things I want to ask" I explained the answer with his dislike attitude
"want to ask what....? The answer is ketus.I no longer much free time
"heard yes my friend came here just to ask about the whereabouts of kelin" replied with a laugh by farrel
"haha.... There is still guts you look for kelin emang not satisfied lo hurt kelin instead you have taken the affection of his parents with the attitude of maturity lo it.sorry yes master dimas I do not have time to serve you and I wouldn't tell you about the whereabouts of kelin either." farl left but soon I begged him.
Indeed, this seems excessive but the farel will not be that easy to open his mouth because he is arguably the friend who is the most considerate and most affectionate towards kelin.then from that he will also hide it from me because he thinks I've caused kelin to be kicked out of the house
"wait for Rail, I came here to tell papa to look for kelin" I said begging
"hahaha for what else look for him instead of meelin already expelled from the house and it's all because of lo" said farel berang
"Indeed lo it's as good as anything so that papa kelin is willing to expel his favorite child." although farel knows the answer but the question is only a stale base
"help me rail. I don't know who else to ask for help because you're my only hope" I said, but Farrel did not make up my mind and he just left
Listen to me first rail I beg you to tell me where you are now, because papa is sick and wants to meet me soon. I was definitely begging to Farrel. Instantly the parrot stopped its steps
"Did you say papa was sick.? The one in my nod. Papa hurts what? Bad or not? not without cause farel worry him because for him papa kelin is like his own papa, therefore farel always keep kelin like his own sister even though there is a little feeling of love that grows but farel chose to ignore it because farel was afraid that the feeling would damage his family's relationship with the family
"i also don't know what papa's illness is that I know he's lying weak and asked me to look for a kelin because I can't be reached they're so worried about it. Eat it I'm here now"
"alright then I'll take you to kelin's place of work and I'll also come with you guys home because I also want to know papa's condition" obviously, farel was worried about the condition of papa because for him papa kelin was like his own papa. farrel only got the attention of a father from papa kelin because his own papa had died when farel was a child.
We left the campus by taking an online taxi that was ordered by the farel.
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