You Own This Heart

You Own This Heart
Rejection Kelin Part 2


"well papa will agree with Nak dimas to let kelin work with his wishes but papa will not let me break up with Nak dimas and papa wants you to get engaged as soon as possible" he said


"pah kelin do not want yes, kelin is still a child, kelin has just graduated from High School when he had to get engaged at this small age. Listen yes, the reward of the teenage kelin is still long even alpi's brother is also not married" said kelin did not believe the attitude of his parents who do not understand his daughter


"quietly you do not look for reasons other than your sister next month will get married, yes, please you if you want to enjoy your adolescence with the men who are not clear but papa will throw you out of this house" threatening papa with anger to kelin


"pah.." yelled mom held back papa's emotions but papa didn't think of it by brandishing papa's hand giving a code so that mama didn't talk. While the kelin can only cry as hiccups because they do not believe that papa who always spoils him will say that.


"listen yes lin papa is ashamed of your attitude what the lin people say, we poor people who have nothing but on the other hand you even often play with every man, he said, do you not think about the feelings of papa, the heartache of papa lin hear the words of people that papa's daughter a matre girl who often uses all men" kelin can only cry as a hiccup can not say anything


"pa has calmed down first let me talk the same kelin" I grabbed the body kelin brought him into the room to stay away from his parents and let papa more calm


"sadly horrified me do you love papa, mama?" who was answered by kelin


"my horror is not that I take a chance in narrowness, because I want to make papa happy because I already think of him as my parent. So I mean there's nothing wrong with us getting engaged just to make our family happy, and if you don't accept it then we're pretending enough" even though my heart aches to say it because what I hope to do is accept me sincerely and not pretend


hahaha. Yes, my brother, I am a fool even though it is only a fiancee but in the religion we profess explained that a woman who is engaged 75% it's the responsibility of his partner and if I accept another man it means I betrayed my own partner, crazy brother when we have to pretend" to me, who doesn't respond to such a crazy idea


Yeah, what do you want?


Kelin seemed to think with the decision he would take


Yes, I will get out of this house!! Even though I love my mom, my,papa but I don't want to if I have to be married to the coercion of parents anyway I don't love big brother anyway I love the big brother but if to be a couple I don't like the type of guy who possessive like a sister. Speak with his childish attitude


"come home..my voice is rising.You are aware of your decision that you do not know the life out there?"


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Especially in the city of Jakarta, Jakarta is a free world a lot of bengek tekteknya there are you not afraid? You're a spoiled teenage girl you won't find it hard living out there alone.


It turns out that I gave up until here it seems like my struggle for a year was more fruitless and still continued to reject me because for him I did not deserve him. he thinks I'm a guy who's too possessive and too good for him that's the reason why he rejected me.


After all my days are so lonely it feels like I do not have the spirit to live anymore because the person who has been adored and loved with all my heart has gone so far from my life without leaving any trace. It seems like I will no longer be interested in women and will not love women because for me loving it hurts more.


Even though we have a treasure and a handsome face but all that is useless if there is no woman who sincerely loves me, yes I better look to my future and forget what love is I will open my own business so that I become a successful person who can boast parents not just poya-poya with money my parents will forget the word marriage and love because it's all that can hurt me for a lifetime.


Drrtt....Drrtts....Drrttt


The sound of a cell phone blasting my daydream


"Yes Asalamualaikum What is the deck?" ask my little brother who suddenly called because it had been a month since I left I have no relationship with them but I don't know what purpose they called me.


"waalaikumsalam, brother I want to ask for help to find kelin because the father is sick for one week and he wants to meet with kelin brother" said the caller there


Why don't you just call him deck? I asked confusedly instead of directly calling him this instead told me


"after my brother I tried to contact kelin but the number is not active, papa, mama so worry please kak please help our family" the owner of the phone sounded there and calmly answered


Yes deck patient, you must calm down and tell me that your father will try to find it even though you are not sure whether the territory is broad.


God why do you love this ordeal when I want to let go and forget what love is you give to this concern even though I try to forget it but in my little heart I love it. lord, please give me a clue as to what I should do and where I will meet him? Is she okay and why she didn't call her family if she'd forgotten her family.So many questions I don't know the answer to either


looks like I'm gonna catch up with that girl and I'm gonna find her in a city that's so free of life I hope I can find her.


Hi genks sorry yes story in fast


Dimasđź’—Kelin