When Destiny Re-Picks
Revealed

..."When the ego doesn't want to budge, that's where your mind starts to fight."...

...~Diandra Selena~'s...

I was raised without affection with an iron back and a heart as hard as steel. The hand that was supposed to take care of me when I was sick was precisely the reason I felt pain. The lips that should smile at me are precisely the cause of the scratches of inner wounds that imprint.

I'm like a robot forced to walk past a thorn without having to care about the pain. I am only a spectator above the happiness of others. I often get desperate when I'm alone. I wonder what purpose God made me to suffer?

At school, I had no friends. No one wants to come near me because it feels weird. Sitting alone at the end of the room with his head covered in a hoodie as well as long hair that almost covered his entire face. All I do is read and read. That's why I'm also often called a nerd.

Some of them weren't as lucky as me. I rarely hear them complain about the family economy. But every time they talked about it, they would look at me with envy. Yeah, it's weird but I'm rich. Pick up with a luxury car every day, made a special breakfast every go to the cafeteria, even free from any adverse problems.

They think that my life is very lucky to have been born with a golden spoon. If they knew my life wasn't so lucky. If they saw my face and body behind the hoodie. Maybe their views will change soon.

Is that love? Love for me only exists in fiction. It feels real, but only for a moment when you realize it's not real. Until the events of that night lead me to new things. For the first time I was attracted to someone, even with how dare I admit it was love.

To me he was a bully, a destroyer and I used to hate him. I had to get caught up in a stupid marriage under the guise of responsibility that would later end in separation. Is fate too playful?! I hate men who are not opinionated. If he loves his girlfriend, why would he agree to marry me?

This time I forgive him. When her careless mother treats me, I will take it as a thank you because her family makes me feel protected. At home, I feel like I have a family, what parents are and what love is. Exactly what my classmates said about her parents. Very different from my own home.

Tonight I looked back at the sky with a blank look at the bedroom window. The repeated phone calls from Nico have been ignored for a long time. Lily's appearance last night had messed with my mind, making me want to be as silent as I was.

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Author Pov's

"Mrs ..." The voice calling Emi immediately resuscitated her.

"Emi?"

"Lily's body was shaking and hot" he said instantly, making Dian's heart beat fast.

Without asking Dian immediately ran towards their room. His heart is still beating fast.

"Lily ..." call Dian softly, touching the top of her daughter's head.

The girl lay weakly with a trembling body. His lips moved like a little mumble.

"Lily was fine this afternoon. Why is it like this?" dian asked his two children who were watching.

"Son didn't say much, then said he was sleepy." Rico replied.

"Mama, let's just take Lily to the hospital, '" Emi said. Dian nodded quickly.

"Lily .. This is Mama, baby." Dian dropped tears as she felt Lily's hot body. He doesn't want to panic, but he can't. Lily fell ill this time, scaring her.

Lily's eyes slowly opened. He saw the mother who was crying while occasionally peeping her face.

"Mama ...," he murmured small.

"Yes, honey? Wait a minute, we're going to the doctor." Dian hurried back to the room, took the car keys as well as the cell phone and returned to Lily's room.

Dian raised Lily's weak body slowly in her sling. Emi and Rico follow Dian who is walking fast towards the trunk.

His personal doctor was only Vira and unfortunately the woman was not in Indonesia for some time.

Dian puts Lily on the chair, followed by Emi and Rico on each side of Lily.

"Come ... Not now!" Keep stepping on the gas pedal, but it doesn't work.

There was no one in the house but them. The family driver is also on leave.

"What should we do, mama?" Emi touched the end of her mother's shirt.

Just this time his mind was very messed up. She was afraid something would happen to Lily if it was too late. Dian immediately searched for anyone's number on her phone.

"This time I need a mom. Please lift up .." he sighed softly, waiting for his call to connect to Reana. There are no results. It's not usually Rea's not lifting.

Dian couldn't have contacted Vira. His mother couldn't either. The only possibility is Nico. Just so you know Dian does not keep many numbers on his phone.

Think about your daughter, Dian. He warned himself.

"Dian?!"

"Help me, Nic .." he said shaking with tears returning.

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Nico was standing next to the door of the room where Lily was being handled with a look that could not be separated from the wife who looked very chaotic. The woman hugged her two sleeping sons on each side, rubbing their small arms to calm down.

"Tell me seriously, Dian. They're our kids, right?" Dian did not dodge, the woman nodded slowly assuring. Nico set his breath in, enduring the tightness that was eating away at him. Nico's eyes were already wet and reddened as it held back the crying.

Nico remembers the boy next to Dian whom he accidentally found in the park at the time. Emi, he even still remembered the figure of the boy who felt so familiar.

Eventually the truth is revealed, including the reason Dian had a hysterectomy. This woman gave birth to her children. Dian managed to deceive her.

Just the first time he heard Lily call him papa in the middle of his mutterings for seven years, while he only found out when Lily's condition was not okay.

"You know, for years I've been looking for you and our son. Then I'll hug you every day and give you all the affection I had that I never gave you. When I found out they were present, I never stopped hugging a picture of you and a picture of you that you left behind every time I wanted to sleep. I've always dreamed that someday I could sleep hugging you beside me, not a picture."

The test! A drop of Dian's tears fell.

"I'm a fool . I'm so stupid to be aware of my own feelings. When you left, I realized that what I needed was not Melly, but my wife. And God punished me with the new truth, separating us all. Make you get away from me."

Dian could not answer. Nico's statement also sliced his old frozen heart. He cried without a sound without seeing Nico who began to rest in front of him.

"His face was very similar to mine when I was a child. I was no stranger at that time. He is handsome ...," said Nico smiling with teary eyes. Touching the cheek of Emi who was still asleep in the arms of the mother.

"I'm sorry Papa's late. Nobody bothers you as long as you don't exist, right?" Nico could not hold back his tears anymore. He kissed his little son's hand slowly so as not to disturb.

"Don't cry. You should be happy with me, hm." Nico wiped Dian's tears with his hands. The woman was crying. Nico always tries to be strong in front of them. A great guilt arose within him. She is the most sinful woman because she separated them.

"Sorry ...," I shuddered. Nico shook his head, he let out all over Dian's face that had been damp and wet. "I love you guys."

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