
Back from Bandung I got a little dazed. I'm still thinking Bian, feeling guilty because that guy really didn't call me. There was a little annoyed at feeling ignored by Bian.
But I also understand that Bian's position has gone awry. And after thinking many things, I chose to follow Bian's advice. Indeed for now it is best to stay away from Bian.
Although we both do not know how to go forward, but at least we already know that we both have feelings.
"The other two are upset" Syahnaz said.
Right now I'm at Syahnaz's apartment. Since returning from Bandung I have chosen to seclude myself in the place of Shahnaz.
I'm crazy, "I really don't understand Naz. There's guilt for Bian, but I know it might be the best."
Syahnaz sighed, "If I think, mending now you calm your heart, and you have to choose, which guy is really in your heart," Syahnaz gave advice.
"It's also free Naz, Bian himself has already died if he retreated." I went back limp.
"Kan retreated temporarily because elo is still the same Brother Dio. If you have broken up with Brother Dio, sure he immediately came," cried Syahnaz.
"Bian said that if I break up he wants to marry me directly," I told Shahnaz.
"Well, let alone try," exclaimed Shahnaz spirit.
"So, I also thought of Brother Dio. Kasian dong him," I said limp.
Syahnaz snorted dejectedly, "Lo the hell is delicious, there are two guys who are obviously ngarepin elo. Lah me? One does not exist" Syahnaz said.
I looked at Syahnaz, so remember the incident in Bandung yesterday. After Bian came I forgot about the incident. But because Shahnaz talked about me being a spirit.
"Eh Naz, the time in Bandung yesterday you thought of something strange?" lure me.
"What? No, you don't be weird." Shahnaz denied.
"Lo what's the same with Bara? You guys got a taste?" todong.
Syahnaz was shocked, "Lo is crazy!" spray Shahnaz by throwing a doll at me.
"Hahaha, when we hang out at the cafe, I'm kayaking again in the middle of two couples." kualoroh.
Syahnaz frowned, "I mean the same Bara, and Dian the same Niko?" shahnaz wants to be made clear.
I nodded, "Yes, I think so."
Shahnaz melengos, "If I'm definitely not yes, where maybe I'm the same Bara. But if Dian's the same Niko doesn't know."
I looked up, remembering if there were any odd moments Kak Niko and Dian. But the more I remember the shadow the farther away, and it seems to be non-existent.
"Gue was curious" I said.
"Niko didn't tell me anything?" ask Syahnaz.
"Lo knows for himself brother Niko kayak how, if not really on the fishing line where he wants to tell" said I who really understand how the nature of brother Niko.
"But I'm thinking, what if Niko and Dian are really together? Funny time yes. Nikonya like a refrigerator, Diannya also plain that. At most eloquents who like to ngerecokin," said Syahnaz.
"But often dong ya, we already know both good bad. So there's no need to be afraid." I said.
"Yes, it's safer, yes" added Syahnaz.
"Well, it's equal to Bara, it's just right." I'm obviously spirited.
"Hadeee. ogah, he's too bad for me" said Syahnaz.
"Hugely arrogant! If the same Bara, son of lo ntar auto sultan," my god.
"Yes, but my household is a mess, every day that I have a stomach with him," replied Syahnaz.
We both kept joking about any issues. I myself tried to forget about my problems with Brother Dio and Bian. For now let everything go according to the groove.
***
"Beib, how's the vacation?" ask Brother Dio after we meet.
"Fun," I answered briefly.
I smiled, "Some home, you'll stop by first,"
"Aren't you the same as me?" angled.
I looked up, "Kangen dong. You keep busy, I come he said to pick you up." I sulked.
Brother Dio scratched his nape, "Sorry Beib, I have an impromptu affair."
I am a manyun, pretending to be angry. "Busy on,"
"Yesterday doang Beib, now it's not busy, whenever you want the road I'm ready," he said feeling guilty.
"Sister, is Brother seriously not the same as me?" my fanc.
"meaning?" Brother Dio is confused.
"Where does this mean that our relationship is going to be taken?" my many.
I wonder what Kak Dio thinks of a relationship. Whatever Kak Dio answers later, I'm sure it will be my consideration in the future.
Brother Dio clasped my hand, "Ehm."
"You are like ogah-ogahan" he replied, my protest.
I felt Kak Dio's answer was not steady, he seemed to find comfort and the answer was not accountable. How can I hold such a word.
"Beib, our road is still long, I obviously want to marry you, but of course I can't promise anything" he said.
"Yes" I replied with a smile.
"I can only hope that later we can get married" added Kak Dio.
"Yes, sister" I replied.
I looked at that handsome guy, shouldn't I compare between Brother Dio and Bian. They are two different men, and I have to understand that.
I try to be ordinary, Brother Dio is my girlfriend. It would be unfair if I thought of something else when I was with him. Right now my path is with Brother Dio, and I will live it well. Whatever the outcome, I need to be ready.
Brother Dio drove me home. We talked and joked as usual. Brother Dio also looks ordinary unsuspecting of anything.
"Still with Dio?" sindir Kak Niko when I just came home.
"Yes, same with Brother Dio, he is still my girlfriend." I replied casually.
"Kirain had broken up because there was already Bian," He again quipped.
"Ck, Bian asked me to focus on you first, Brother Dio" I replied while looking at him.
"And how did he say that?" ask Brother Niko.
"La continues?" I'm confused, though.
"Lo has no thoughts, Bian said that who knows if he was fishing elo. After you both confess your feelings, you are still not the same Dio. What is Bian Ngarepin elo? Guys like Bian is not calling people girls, so he chose to wait," said Kak Niko at length.
I was thinking, what exactly is Niko talking about. Why don't I have a thought there. But indeed Kak Niko's words were right. Moreover, Bian said after I am not the same Sister Dio he will immediately marry me. I'm so confused as to what it means, where now change my number that Bian blocked, damn it!
"It was like that, brother?" I asked back.
"Lo is told not to believe, you should choose one, do not play the feelings of a man." Brother Niko keeps provoking.
"I'm confused Brother," my whine spoiled.
"Ck, kudu firmly Ray, my advice is the same Bian aja, break up tuh guy like Dio." he said casually.
"It can't be dong, it's not fair to Dio. Niko's sister is like a great grudge against her." I'm not accused of it.
"Emang," he answered and left immediately.
I stared at Brother Niko's departure silently. His words just now certainly left a mark for me. So I have to choose both now. A difficult choice.
***