WHAT LESS!
STORY 19

I glanced at the guy sitting next to me. That guy is Bian. After he was tempted all out by his aide and best friend, Bian now began to look relaxed. 

Both of his best friends are also focused on their respective tasks. Yusman is focused on driving, while Sakti is busy with his phone. Bian himself was also busy with his gadget. 

"Why Ra?" Bian asked without looking at me. 

"You must have been busy, sorry to be dirty." I said with a down. 

Bian turned his head towards me, he smiled faintly, "Don't talk like that. I take full responsibility for yesterday's event, you suffered a disaster on the show, personally I feel guilty. Thank God you called me, it calmed me down a lot." He said softly. 

I faced forward and looked far away, "Actually I was very excited about this event, but somehow from the beginning I joined there were things that made me uncomfortable, the peak of yesterday," I'm back down. 

If you remember the incident yesterday I want to cry, can not imagine what will happen with Me. Why must it happen to me, what is my fault, what is my cage until someone is so evil to me. 

Slowly I felt a heavy hand grab my hand. I turned to Bian, the handsome guy smiled warmly at me. 

"I'm sorry, you're great Ra, you've been so great at getting through it all." Bian rubbed my hand with his thumb. 

"Thank you" I said. 

The touch of Bian's hand warmed my heart. It was like I had a glimmer of hope to get through it all. If you think about it, I am still very lucky to be safe and healthy until this moment. 

Along the way Bian did not take his hand to my hand. Whether he really wants to calm me down or just find an opportunity, I don't care about this. Because I myself feel calm and comfortable when his hands hold tightly to mine. 

When it came off the toll, my heart immediately thumped. I can't wait to meet my family. They must be very worried, especially Mother. He couldn't see his son was a little hard. Hearing I was lost must have been in shock. 

"Ra, you're missing your sad feelings, a lot of people love you. You must show that you are strong, never feel defeated by Ra." Bian's message when it's close to my house. 

Arriving in front of the house, I saw that Mother had been hugged by Father, they both shed tears. Brother Niko directly advanced forward, it seems like he can't wait to see me. It made me feel sad and cry right away. 

Bian continued to rub my back, channeling his strength. 

When the car stopped, Niko immediately opened the door. He looked at me with tears. I know he wants to cry but he can't. I immediately want Bian to try to fight the situation. I smiled at him. 

"Lo's okay?" Her question was worried when I got out of the car. 

"That's okay, sister," I replied, trying to smile. 

Brother Niko hugged me at a glance, he held my hand like I'm a new baby boy. He helped me walk to Mother. Arriving at Mother I could not help crying. Mommy and I hugged each other while crying. We both cried without a word being said. 

"Are you okay, baby?" Ask Mother worried when our embrace came off. 

"Raya is okay Bun," I replied, Mother wiped my tears. 

I came back crying and hugged Dad, "Sorry Raya has made Dad and everything is sad." I said in his arms. 

"Dear, it's Dad who should apologize for not being able to take care of you." He said by kissing my forehead. 

We were still in front of the house, but the atmosphere still clearly enveloped. We are all sad because of what happened yesterday. But now we are crying happily because I have survived and come back in the middle of this family. 

True to say, the most precious treasure is family. No matter how far we go, no matter how much trouble we face, it's just family where we go home. Only the family can best understand what our condition is. 

I am so grateful to have a little family that cares and loves me. Whatever the case may be for me, wherever I may be, if there are any of them it is enough. 

"Let's go in first, Mr. Bian let's go ahead, please," Invite Papa to let us in. 

We all went into the house, I sat next to Mother and Father. Mother continued to hold my hand by holding my head to her chest. The thing that Mother always does when I and Sister Niko are sad or in trouble. 

In the room I did not speak at all, Bian who already understood the chronology of the incident, who told and explained. From this I can conclude that Bian has met my family before. 

Even Kak Niko who had initially quarreled with Bian, now looks familiar and chatting. I still feel lazy to talk, just want to feel the embrace of Mother. 

Bian talked to my family for a long time. I was lazy to listen. But every once in a while I glanced at Bian who was explaining something. 

The guy was like there was no fatigue, I just found out that since yesterday Bian continues to monitor my search on location, just last afternoon back to the office. And it's only been a few hours that he has to come back to pick me up. And until now he continues with me, without rest. 

Inadvertently our eyes met each other, Bian's face turned warm. He kind of coded and said that you were strong and that he would always be there for me. 

"I will escort the case to its completion, Ara is already my responsibility." Bian said, looking at me. 

"meaning?" I made sure I was afraid of hearing wrong. 

"Ehm.". "Bian cleared his throat, "I mean, Naraya experienced this incident at our event, and I was always in charge of the event was clearly responsible for Naraya." bian said that looks wrong. 

I don't know why I wanted to smile at her words. Likewise with Sakti and Yusman who I looked at was holding a smile. I don't know why I feel so close to Bian, especially after our trip earlier. 

After finishing the conversation, Bian asked permission to leave. He must immediately return to Malang, because tomorrow morning he has service to Kalimantan. Bian and his best friend say goodbye to my family. It looks like Dad hugged Bian, both of them talking warmly. 

"Ra, I'm sorry that you've happened. I believe you are strong and great, never over-think yes, all is well. Soon I'll see the culprit." Bian's message when he tells me. 

I nodded, and that made me startled at once baper when he ruffled my hair in front of everyone. I'm sure my cheeks must be flushed getting this kind of treatment. 

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