Wedding Bond
The 89th Wedding

It had been five hours that Sian was unconscious. Not a second did Bara leave his wife, she was always by his side.

“Please forgive us, because of your negligence to be like this.”

Bara clasped his wife's hand. Then he kissed the cold hand with a feeling of regret after what had happened all this time.

Bara continued to breathe out his long breath when he saw a pale face without any blood fibers belonging to Sian. His heart was deeply broken and wounded at the sight of that face, in his mind full of frustrating thoughts. He kept thinking about how the life his wife lived during his separation from her. Just thinking about it made Bara's heart feel collapsed. Not only that, Bara felt more guilty when he saw Sian continue to have nightmares as long as he was unconscious. Bara who continued to be beside him, increasingly did not want to let go of his wife's hand.

“No, don't kick him..” Sian said in his sleep. “I beg you not to hit me..” continued Sian delirious.

After a few seconds of silence, Sian woke up from his sleep. Slowly she opened her eyes and the face she first saw was that of her husband Bara. He pensively looked at the man's face without blinking a single bit, then slowly the damming tears now flowed out drenching his soft cheeks. Bara also immediately wiped away the trace of tears very gently while with his fingertips and said.

“It's okay mas is here with you, you are safe now.”

Bara hugged his wife to calm her down. However, instead of being calm Sian was growing more and more weeping loudly like a person who was very devastated once. Bara does not understand why his wife is losing control and crying, but Bara still hugs him without letting go.

“Honey, please calm down.”

“Aaahggrr..

Sian was crying more and more when he heard Bara's words just now. It was not enough that, Sian pushed Bara's body away from him and then he beat himself as if he were the guilty one.

“What's wrong with you? Don't be like this, tell mas don't hurt yourself.”

Bara tried to stop Sian from beating himself up. He tried to calm his wife even though he did not know what was really going on. Bara does not want Sian to hurt himself until he holds Sian's body by holding her.

“Mas release me, just let me receive all these blows.”

“No, mas won't let you hurt yourself like this, you don't deserve it.”

Sian's heart was soaring to hear what Bara said. Sian could not accept her husband's words.

“Enough mas, stop saying like that!”

Suddenly Sian yelled at Bara who was hugging him. Instantly Bara let go of her embrace and stood up while looking confusedly at Sian.

“Aaarrrgghh..” screams Sian.

“What's with you? Please tell me what's going on? I don't understand if you don't talk like this, please tell me what is it?!”

At once Bara was upset and emotional from frustration with Sian's attitude that he could not understand at all. Instead Sian's cry became more and more so after Bara spoke loudly to him. Bara was more confused and angry to see his wife even more crying.

“Aaaahh...” scream Sian back.

“Enough Cyan! Stop crying like this, what's with you now?”

Bara is getting upset and upset about it. Somehow his wife like that, he felt something was wrong with his wife. Bara approached and crouched down while holding one of Sian's hands and said.

“Please...tell us, what really happened to you?”

Bara begged Sian to tell him. He could not see the woman he loved crying like this.

“Please tell mas, what's up?”

Sian was still crying, but her cries were a little calmer than before. To be honest Sian could not say it, but when he saw Bara was already desperate with his sudden attitude like that, in the end Sian said what exactly he kept inside him.

Bara stared cluelessly, she was confused as to what Dian was talking to her. Whose son was his wife, Bara did not understand at all.

“Whose son?”

Sian seemed hesitant to explain it, but said it anyway.

“Our son, he's only four weeks old, and I lost him.”

It froze instantly, he was at a loss for words.

“Everything is my fault, if I had not run away that day, maybe our son was born and doctor Siska would not have possibly died.”

Doctor Siska is the doctor who helped Sian out of the lower looters and eventually died shot while petrifying Sian Escape. After the death of doctor Siska and having a miscarriage, Sian harbored all her suffering and regret in her heart. And after all this time, this was only the first time that Sian had taken everything out from his heart. Suffering that makes Sian hurt so he has mild depression.

Meanwhile, there are a thousand languages. He didn't hurt if he could be a father even if it was only for a moment. However, all of that managed to be a hard blow to the married life of Bara and Sian. Both suffered greatly because of this.

“I am a useless mother, to protect her only I can not.”

Sian cried again, he could not hold back his tears after a long time of holding it back. Bara immediately hugged Sian back very tightly while saying.

“Don't blame yourself, everything is destiny maybe god can't give us offspring yet, it could be he will entrust us to get offspring again somehow whenever the time we have to wait patiently.”

Bara is also very devastated to find out if they have lost their child. However, it was not shown by Bara because he did not want to make his wife Sian more destroyed and blamed himself for not being able to take care of their child while in the womb.

“Have not cried again, don't blame yourself like this.”

Sian nodded his head slowly and then he said. “Mas, I want to go home now.”

“Well in a moment it will take you home, give thirty minutes for the mas to prepare.”

Bara stroked softly Sian's hair and then he slowly dipped his wife's coconut then he went to prepare everything for their return to his country in a short time. The thing Bara wanted to do the most right now was to bring Sian home, for other things he did not want to think about. The most important thing at this time was his wife, although she was very devastated by losing the figure of the child that she could not know it. However, he remained grateful to be reunited with his wife.