UNCOMPLICATED
15. COMPETING WITH THE PAST

Ask in silence if your heart is Me. Then I looked into your eyes.  It turns out there's a past.  He's a rival who makes me jealous all the time.  But may I?  Our relationship is far from anything.

The atmosphere of the earth now looks hollow. So even with Bianca, the girl speaks a thousand languages.  No chirping at all as usual. Even meeting Zyedan he did not want to meet face to face. His face was in a deep bend, the girl was not feeling the taste to face the world. If there's the bleakest thing it's the state of Bianca. His heart seemed to be sliced dozens of times in order to die quickly.  Especially not to like Zyedan anymore. How can a feeling be divided in two? Bianca hasn't fought just yet, she feels defeated first.

The meeting of Zyedan and Bianca this morning was just a body wind that did not speak.  There was no cry of Bianca's cry like yesterday. There's nothing silly that Bianca does on purpose. He's pretty self-collateralized right now.  For him, he no longer had a throne. Destroyed is his mission to make Zyedan fall in love. Because it turns out the guy has a girl who secretly all this time he adored. Bianca's hurt. His passion for life is getting worse. Do you know what disappointed means?  Yes, Bianca is in her time.

Like a broken twig Bianca no longer has the reinforcement to keep going through the day with enthusiasm. Especially this morning. A sunny Sunday seemed unable to tempt Bianca to enjoy her peace. In the past Bianca was very use today to breathe fresh air and go around to just be able to meet Zyedan. Now he prefers to lie on the mattress with a feeling that is still in crumbs.

Last night he couldn't sleep thinking about Zyedan. To think of the pain of too much hope. Want to regret but in reality the part of loving Zyedan is happiness even though disappointment is more domineering.

"Do I have to go to gini mulu? Zyedan doesn't like Bianca. Self-conscious dong she already has a girl. You should have known from a long time ago he never accepted your existence. Bianca lo is a parasite in Zyedan's life." The girl stared at her own face in front of the glass. How pathetic! Bianca is now broken and Zyedan may be happy there.

The feeling of tightness came back as Bianca felt that reality again. The fact that he loves alone. His feelings are unrequited, his hopes are only a wish and he is too confident that Zyedan is his future mate.

"Bi, you why, anyway? All day I observed the human cake without life. Between there and not knowing? you got a problem?" difa says.

"Gue's okay, I'm just not feeling well anymore." Bianca answered.

Though his heart aches not playing, but Bianca chooses to forget the incident last night even Bianca began to be determined to forget her feelings for Zyedan. I don't think Bianca can forget Zyedan. In fact, the girl if you already like one guy makes opium. will not be able to escape that way. It's just Bianca's wits so she can forget the reality, if it turns out Bianca's rival is no longer the girls in school. But the past made Bianca retreat slowly.