UNCOMPLICATED
BROKEN AND LOST

“ARRRGGHHH ****!” Zyedan groaned in annoyance.  The guy's massaging his temples, why does it feel so stifling? Like someone clamping the tip of his heart, let alone breathe, swallowing saliva also needs an uphill struggle. Even the bright atmosphere this morning seemed foggy, the sun no longer deserves to be called as a brightener in his life. After all even though he was actually standing underneath it, Zyedan had never felt that warmth. In his eyes the world was just a cloud that always followed him until he ended it all.

“It's just a dream.” Zyedan laughed painfully.

It seems all this is impossible. How could that girl easily end it all? Didn't he realize that behind the painful incision of words the feeling had broken a man's heart?

For Zyedan everything feels heavy. Because his heart was forced to be sincere and give up. Surrender the decision he made. Until whenever Zyedan will never be able to forget the wounds that Shasa gave, because the wounds that have made his days broken and lost. However, the wound could not be so fast to recover.  Even as time goes by, it is still difficult to treat.  Taste and reminiscence will occasionally appear for no reason.  Even a feeling that has just recovered, can be torn back just because of a memory.

Zyedan came down from the bed wrapped in white cloth, his path was trained to compose the remnants of energy. Again the shadow appeared, Zyedan did not want to remember it but it was still able to make him laugh, even though in the end he would cry. And always he will remember that conversation again, like a replayed video, “Why are the moon and stars always together?”

“Because the moon will always keep an eye on the existence of stars, I am the moon that will always be beside you no matter what. And you are a star who always spreads happiness blips.”

“You are really disgusting Zye.”

“Then why do you love a disgusting man like me?”

“No, I don't like you. I really hate you.”

“You lied again. I know, you don't even know where the air is, because you're too happy, you should take care of the necklace if you don't want to die.”

Shasa smiled faintly, no one can describe his happiness this time. Without any goods or gifts, as long as Zyedan is with him, Shasa is happy.

The two feelings that are fused together, binding each heart to stay together, are dissolved in a world of love that makes its inhabitants want to always be locked in.

"Arghhh... Shit!"  Zyedan's head throbbed violently again. No, it's all too painful to remember. Zyedan was in a lot of pain. Life is no longer useful.

-000-000-

It has become a habit of Bianca to go around and laugh and visit places filler emptiness of the heart. He likes adventure, mountain climbing, through the valley, he is willing to do to find the power of the beautiful God.

This trip is the peak of Mikrowafe. One of the most beautiful tours in West Sumatra. There is a hill filled with stone towers that rise to the top. They are surrounded by steep ravines. If it has reached its peak, prepare the mind to enjoy the beauty of nature. The crazy winds busy everything.the more pervasive, will feel more calm.

Clik. Bianca pressed the video button recording a beautiful moment that she did not want to miss.  All the pleasantries he spilled in the tape. Proudly she showcased the wealth of nature.

“Woohhh... Sumateran... LOVE YOU.” The scream broke out between the wind and the dancing leaves. Fresh, quiet, fun. That is the feeling of every adventurer.

Bianca swept her gaze down, obscuring every corner of the place. Mikrowafe peak is always quiet, in addition to going there need a struggle, this place is also impossible to be famous for being remote.

The view of Bianca stopped at one corner on top of a tree. It's very end and closed, but he's sure there's someone down there.

What'd it want that guy to be there? Did he not know that place was a place between life and death? One step a little then it ends.

Bianca painstakingly stomped on the sharp rock as well as maintaining balance towards where the person was, she was sure the person was crazy! Not sane! No brain! Does he want to die?  Bianca must descend immediately to save a desperate human from the precipitous abyss.

Between the wind, Bianca clung firmly to one of the tree trunks. “Hei! What's there?!” Bianca shouted among the wind.

The trees swayed violently, making Bianca stiffen to see the person up there sitting quietly.

“LO MUST GO DOWN! THE WEATHER'S GETTING WORSE!” Now Bianca shouted even louder.

“If you fall and die, I won't be able to do anything! I can't see anything tragic like this! Cepet down!”

Zyedan rolled his eyes irritated, he clucked and slowly headed down, “Whispering hell! What you do is disturbing! You ruined my calm!”

“Only a foolish man calms himself on the brink of death like that.” Bianca did not want to be blamed, as much as she could defend herself.

The soft-eyed man also walked away from the noisy man and the pusher of tranquility.  Who else if not Bianca?

-000-000-

Wooohhhhhhh..

“Cowok handsome! Which heaven is it coming down from?”

“He's human what's porcelain? Perfect sculpture!”

“Mold from Who? So handsome! Bite pen.”

Enjoy the god you lie about, handsome guys just passed in front of your eyes and also certainly equipped with hysterical cries of centipede girls.

Zyedan was already very used to this kind of situation. Wherever he is, he is always surrounded. Like flies swarming with delicious food.  Zyedan used to be a friendly man who always responded to the fans of his good looks. Seeing this he became reminded of the past, the time where he first knew Shasa, the girl who was the only one who was never the least interested in glancing at him. Shasa always stayed away if Zyedan approached him. It took a full-fledged struggle to melt the hardened heart, it felt funny to remember those memories, where he had to desperately want to stare at Shasa's pair of hazel lenses.

Aisshhhh.. fuck! Again the memory killed his body. His mind is getting angry.  His chest feels tight.  With great difficulty he wanted to throw away those memories.  The sweet and painful memories that stabbed his heart hard. Wounds that may not be treated by anything.

Zyedan accelerated his pace. He must immediately meet the headmaster or he will be in pain if he continues to remember Shasa.

-000-000-

“Bie! I'm not dreaming anymore, am I?”

“Ah... beautiful look.”

“My destiny is finally you reach jua.”

Bianca. He was confused by the rubbish of his friends. I don't know what they really messed up.

Yoke! Two spoon blows floated simultaneously on the foreheads of the two girls.

“By the way don't kayak mabok people can? What the hell is it? Where did you guys get the demons?”

Difa turned his best friend's body so he could look back. He wants to show the wonders of the new world that electrify humans.

"Noh lo see that guy." said Difa, showing his chin towards Zyedan.

"That's it... " Bianca squinted her eyes. He tried to remember again the incident yesterday, “Cowok weird not have a brain it's school here too?  How did I just see?" bianca asked her two friends.

“Support by Bie, I cleaver also you!”

“Just he's my first love.”

"What are you talking about, anyway? Not very clear! Make dizziness aja.” Bianca ruffled her hair in frustration.

Difa and Lina rolled her eyes lazily seeing the reaction of her best friend that one. 

Simultaneously the two men pull Bianca cheeks, have friends kayak Bianca sometimes like to make gereget.

-000-000-

“Aah... lemes me,”

“Oxygen where is oxygen?

The contents of the Bianca class were like they had just been hit by an earthquake once Zyedan entered the class. The screams of the voices of Bianca's friends exceeded the maximum limit. For fear of budek, surely Bianca closed her ears.

“Please calm the children, I will introduce your new friends.” Mr. Bakrie commands his students. After making sure they sit neat and sweet, Pak Bakrie also introduced Zyedan in front of his friends.

“Jeddan introduce your name.” Pinta Pak Bakrie's.

The tongue of the parents is so, like the village and do not want complicated. Zyedan's cool name is going to turn horrible.

“I Zyedan. Please help.” said the guy was calm, as well as cute and authoritative. He doesn't want to talk too much.

“There are two empty benches, you can choose want to sit next to whom?”

Zyedan. The two benches are equally creepy because they are surrounded by chili girls. After eating a long time and careful consideration, he prefers the right bench because it looks like the chili is not too much there. In front and behind him filled by men and his countrymen are nerds, also beside him again there is a tomboy girl whose style is a little indifferent and seems not to care too much about his good looks. Well, very correct choice.

-000-000-

Just now the change of lesson bell rang, XI class IPA2 noisy not playing already like a rogues headquarters. Even though the teacher who taught at that time had not one step out. According to them the power of the teacher is only in the hours of his lesson, when his time is over. Then finished.

Most teachers can only massage the chest to see the behavior of his students. They are tired of advising. Because the students are indifferent and never take the advice of his teacher. If you hear, it just goes in the right ear and out the left ear.

Suddenly a swarm of chilies came attacking Zyedan. Like ants swarming with sugar. 

“Zyedan, for no hape lo dong.”

“Zyedan later hangout yuk.”

“Zyedan doesn't have a boyfriend, right?”

“Zyedan, later malem road yuk.”

“Zyedan you must be a laper, I bring this bekel for both of us.”

Zyedan. But his mind was angry.

“Don't accept having Mona Zye, she's using cyanide. Mending lo eat sandwich made by my mama most top.”

Zyedan remained silent, until the girls played jotos for grabbing the attention of the guy.

“Soide, don't love Zyedan junk food.”

“Apaan anyway! Do not SKSD, Zyedan prefer cave fried rice.”

Bianca stared in horror at the girls in her class. How is it that in this day and age women are as humiliating as them? Why are they so aggressive just because men look capital. Nope, no. Even from the look on his face, that guy doesn't deserve to be called human. He is more suitable in the call walking statue. His ever-flat expression made Bianca doubtful that the man was familiar with what she called a smile.

“Zyedan, I'm single. If you are looking for a loyal one, I am the right choice.” Reveal one of the female students in the style of Shahrini style.

Really, is this what we call the tiredness of life? Why are female species like them so troublesome! Never mind talking, staring at them even Zyedan felt disgusted. Women are too horrible. Because a woman lives someone she managed to destroy. No, how much Zyedan hates all this. All the frills of the trash question were bubbling around him. Swearing by whatever this is is sickening. Can it wipe out those mouths? Now he hopes to get rid of the female species on this earth.

“You can step aside? I hate cheap women.” said Zyedan. The guy's out of the stifling zone.  Jem! His words are, why make it hurt?

Kontan the chilies are silent mute. Looks like Zyedan has given a deterrent effect. In one second, the guy can turn the sweet atmosphere into gripping. They no longer wanted to worship Zyedan. And that very second, the sagapah of the girl hurt student XI IPA 2 out.

-000-000-

“Life is not fair.” Lina cries sobbing like a new girl in the break up with her boyfriend.

“What's the matter?” Bianca scrunched her forehead.

“Why is my taste too high with this mediocre looking capital? Have I violated azazi rights rules?” lina sniffled.

“What do you mean, anyway? I don't understand.” Bianca frowned, staring one by one her best friend asked for an explanation.

“Lina new dapet enlightenment.” Answer Difa.

“More matches blasphemy.” Lina chimed in on Difa's talk.

“Zyedan just realized Lina from reality. Said like this. Don't you forget yourself too much? With an ugly face so dare I fancied. Awwwwwew, I know how painful it is man! Much patience yes.”

Lina hysterically again heard the tease Difa, “So a friend becus dikit can? Not entertain. Just keep going, I will kill myself to be able to spit gentayangin elo!”

“Aisshhh, aissshhh... My joke. Don't be mad glahan.” Difa tried to get rid of the bad feelings of his best friend.

“According to me, the guy's eyes are cataracts. My best friend is Canis! How can he say Lina ugly.” said Bianca. Bianca is a good person, she does not like to see the gloom on the faces of her friends. As much as possible he tried to restore the smile that should be.

-000-000-

Bianca's schoolgirl is a genius, From the walls to the swaying grass they can talk. Because what? Within a minute the news of the heart hurting girl XI IPA2 had spread. The reaction is definitely excited, in addition to famous for its brilliant achievements, SMA BINA NEGARA is also famous for its very hot news.

Girls on screams in disbelief. How can a handsome guy like a rough Zyedan so. He once called upon the son of a cheap man.

“Got to think yes.”

“Happy, whereas handsome.”

“Isshhhh man mah so, dikasi excess even arrogant.”

“ Anyway I will ati-ati same guy look capital.”

“That's not it, the news is not necessarily true. His name is also gossip.”

“Lo forgot? this SMA gossip is accurate and reliable.”

“Gossip yes gossip, accurate and reliable it is just a religious book.”

That's about the mouth of the mouth of the rumpis of Bina Negara High School students.

Bianca's been pissed off half dead. Why is the topic of conversation lately so stale! Everyone talks about Zyedan, Zyedan and Zyedan. Now in class he can no longer feel the pleasure of living because of the damn news.  Bianca was upset, she couldn't stand it anymore. The girl ran out looking for calm.

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