
Ruiga POVs
Between conscious and unconscious I felt that someone was grasping my right hand tightly. My eyes were still closed and saw nothing.
I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't figure out why. But such a tight grip of the hand has indirectly helped me to rise from the surface of life.
Slowly, these two eyes began to open even though my consciousness was not completely there. It took me a few seconds for my soul and my body to function just as I was healthy.
There's someone on my right. He was holding my hand tightly as if he were praying for me. The sighting was not clear at first. After I focused my gaze, I could finally see clearly and my eyes opened perfectly.
Oh right, that world is erased. Now I'm back to my home world of Earth. I couldn't tell which alternative world I was from and which world I was from. Since both look the same 90% then I find it difficult to distinguish.
"Welcome to Rui's world."
"You....?!"
"It's me."
The woman smiled at me. Although she was smiling, her eyes were watering. I'm so confused, actually he's happy or sad?
"You're here?"
"Every day I'm always here."
So anyway. As long as my spirit is in an alternate world, it turns out that he always takes care of me. Even my parents are not visible here.
"I thought you really hated me and didn't want to see me again."
"My initial intention was so. But.... I can't do that. And I'm sorry that time left you. I shouldn't have burned my emotions and just left. I feel like I failed at being a friend."
"Even after I let you down, you still care about me....?"
"Oh, don't talk about it! Most importantly, you're back here. This way I don't have to worry about you anymore. But your problem is not finished."
"Not finished?"
"The problem with your parents is not resolved yet. Remember?"
Also true. My existence in that alternate world was only a punishment. But that's not the source of the problem. The first thing I had was my bad attitude towards them.
"Yes I remember. I'll apologize to them after meeting them."
"Some day they'll come."
Nina, she still wants to be friends with me? I feel ashamed of myself. Though in the real world I have a true friend, but at that time I just ignore it and choose....
Ah already... Whichever one I choose there is always regret behind it. If I had chosen to go home with Nina, I would have regretted leaving Ruhisa, and vice versa.
After this I no longer know what to do. Without Ruhisa here it would obviously feel different. From this moment on no one will call me brother. No one always teases me. And I can't see her naked body anymore... The bubble burst quickly.
"What are you thinking?" Suddenly Nina asked. He seems to know that I'm daydreaming.
"Nothing...."
"Don't lie! I know you're thinking about him." Nina's face became serious as if she was angry.
"Eh who?"
"Honestly, I'm still upset about what you're doing in the world."
As expected, surely Nina has not forgiven me completely. When viewed from Nina's expression at that time, she was so sad, disappointed, and angry with me and Ruhisa.
"Yes I was wrong. You can be mad at me."
"Close your eyes!"
Ha's? Why did he suddenly ask me to close my eyes? I thought he was going to scold me all out.
"Why should I close my eyes?"
"Because I want to kiss you."
Kiss?! Did I not hear wrong? She still wants to kiss me even though her heart has been hurt because of me? It's unbelievable.
"You seriously want to do it?"
Nina just nodded slowly with a smile. Is this what you call blind love?
Then I woke up immediately so we could kiss in a comfortable position. As if I can't wait to kiss, I close my eyes. And from there my feelings are not good. I closed my eyes long enough, but your lips never came into contact with hers.
A few seconds later....
Instead of getting a soft kiss, I got a death fist from Nina. Nina punched me in the face really hard. I who was hit by his fist immediately fell flat on my back in the hospital bed.
My hand holding my face felt a liquid in my nose. Oh, it's blood. This woman is a monster. I should have guessed this. It felt strange that he asked me to kiss again after my heart was broken accidentally.
"Why did you hit me?"
"Because I promised myself that I'd hit you in the face the minute you came back into this world. I just want to keep my promise." Nina said without any remorse.
Then I picked up a piece of tissue on the table beside me. Lots of blood coming out of my nose. I don't know if my face is swollen or not, which obviously hurt a lot.
"Say you're still grudging by what happened back then, right?"
"Well, you know. Because I have a grudge, that's why I made that promise. Again, welcome back to the world. I hope we meet again at school, bye."
Although he said he hated me, but from his face there was absolutely no face of hatred. The woman is confusing. Eh he said we all met again at school. It means that the punch was just a moment of anger. We can still relate to what that status is.
Shortly after Nina came out, my panicked parents ran towards me. My mother cried while embracing me.
"Thank God you woke up Rui. Miss kangen...."
I can't remember how many days I've been in that world. Obviously it was more than two months. No wonder they feel sad.
"I'm sorry Ruiga. We shouldn't be that rude to you." Said my father crying too.
Even my father cried? It was true what Nina said. They still love me. I think their intention is to have another child because they want to replace my position with their new child.
"I should be the one apologizing to you. A lot of things are happening in the world there. Now I've realized that being a big brother isn't really bad. I don't mind having a sister."
"Rui, you didn't hear me wrong, did you? Rui's gonna take your sister?"
"Well, that should be so. That's dad's son." My dad looks happy too.
"I can't wait for his birth... Oh yeah, can we go home now? I don't feel sick at all, so I don't need to be hospitalized."
"But you just woke up. Just rest until tomorrow. After that we just went home. Doctors haven't found your disease yet." Mom said.
"I told you, I'm not sick. I'm just sleeping long."
"Sleeping for three months? Just be right! Your mom and dad are stressed out thinking about your fate." Father said.
Three months more? Uh buset, I've been in that world for a long time. I didn't think I could wake up after being asleep for that long. And it turns out that the alternative world is just a dream world. A world under my chest when my body is asleep.
Ruhisa, sister wants to see you.
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Two months passed. As long as I return to my old life, it turns out that as long as I live in an alternate world there is absolutely no change. My life at school was monotonous.
That morning I went to school. Suddenly I remembered Ruhisa. We usually go to school together. But now I'm alone. I miss my twin from another world.
"All right."
I went inside and took the car to school. I looked at the empty side chair. Even though I knew he and the world were wiped out, I still felt that he was still there for me. Sometimes I vaguely hear the voice of Ruhisa calling me sister.
And this is my old life without Ruhisa. Twins that I hated at first, but I liked him. If only Ruhisa had been reborn into this world.
Ah never mind, I better move on immediately from that unreal world. My life here means so much more.
Then get me out of the car and walk to my class. As soon as I entered the classroom, I was greeted warmly by Nina who was waiting for our bench. Our relationship began to improve after I returned to school. We have promised not to discuss events in the alternate world anymore.
It's just... I feel something is missing. It was a feeling. The expression of taste from Nina at that time did not get certainty from me.
"Good morning." Nina.
"Morning...."
"Ngapain still standing there? Sit down quickly because the lesson will begin soon."
I sat next to him waiting for the teacher to come. But after the bell rang, the teacher did not come.
"Mrs..."
"What?"
"I want to ask."
"Yes what?"
"Are your feelings the same?"
"Why are you asking me this now?"
From the way she spoke it seemed like Nina understood what feeling I meant. I who tried to be sensitive was straight up.
"Actually I've wanted to say this since I came back to this world. But after you hit me that time, I was afraid to talk about it again."
"Cont *****..." Nina's answer was both dissatisfied and disappointed.
"Yes I am indeed *****. But we need to clarify our relationship, right?"
"I told you before that you didn't force you to return my feelings. I just want to express my heart to you."
"Then don't you want to know how I feel about you?"
"No need!" Replied Nina with a sewot tone.
"But why?"
"Wear it again why!! From your depraved deeds with Ruhisa I already know your heart. You are indeed a man***** who has no brain. Though Ruhisa is your sister, but you even did the forbidden scene with her! You are this*****sthat swear!!!"
"Yes you're right.... I don't deserve to love or be loved. Forget what I said."
"But it's a lie if I say I don't love you."
"What?"
"I love you, but I don't want to love you. That's it."
Lah kok's... Mean what? Love but not love? I don't understand what that means.
"What the fuck do you mean?"
"Have brains, right? Think for yourself what it means! Alright, ******* again! Not for you to live!!"
She's upset. Yes, I accept that he's angry. But I still don't understand what he meant.
The point is because I discussed it earlier, now I am so dicuekin while in class. He didn't want to talk anymore even though he knew I was talking to him.
And after the lesson ended, it was finally time to go home. Before she gets home I need to tell Nina something.
"Don't go home yet!" I told him. But Nina was just sick and tried to leave. I don't want to give up just like that. By nature I hold her hand so as not to leave.
"What the hell do you want?!" Nina said in a sewot tone.
"I just want to tell you. It's thought my mom's gonna give birth tonight. Would you come to see my sister? But if you don't want to come, it doesn't matter either. You can go."
Without saying anything else, I walked out of the classroom. As soon as I got to the school gate, I saw my driver's pickup car there. But at first glance I was like seeing the figure of Ruhisa who waved at me in front of the car. Unfortunately, it was just my imagination.
...****************...
According to the doctor's prediction, my mother was right to give birth at night. It was 19:00 and my mother was taken to the delivery room. My father and I can only wait outside.
My father looked frantically pacing at the door, while I sat quietly by the floor. Shortly thereafter, we heard the sound of footsteps approaching. And when I looked, it was Nina.
"You're coming..."
"Am I late?"
"No late words. I'm glad you came."
"After he grew up, don't let you do anything stupid to him like you did with Ruhisa!"
God, it turns out he's still thinking about it. But there's no way I'm going to kiss my own brother in the real world. Because this brother of mine is not my twin sister Ruhisa. Because they are both different people, my feelings for them are different.
"Of course not. He's not Ruhisa, so how could I do that."
"Just be careful if I get word that you're like your sister again!"
"Not going to."
I forgot how long my mom had been in that room. Soon, the sound of the baby crying. Could he be my sister? I can't wait to see it either.
It wasn't that fast to see my sister. It takes several procedures so that the baby can be handed over to the family.
She is a healthy baby girl. After undergoing a hospital procedure, my mother was allowed to hold my sister who did not yet have a name.
"Damn, I thought the baby was a boy."
"Previous doctor told me the baby was a girl. How is this father." Said mother.
"Male or female is the same, right? After all Om already had Ruiga as a boy. Although Ruiga is unreliable, but he is not ugly very bad about Hehe." Nina.
What the hell is Nina saying like that?
"What Nina said was right. Gender is not a problem. With the birth of our daughters, our children are complete men and women." Mom said.
"May I give my sister a name?"
My mom and dad were shocked to hear my words. After a moment of silence, my mother finally said: "Maybe, but don't give it a strange name!"
"I think I know the name you're going to give me." Nina.
"Hm, right. Her name is Ruhisa. Ruhisa Sasugara's." I said to them.
"I thought so." Nina.
Judging from their faces, it seemed that they did not mind. They agreed on the name I gave my sister. And that's when I officially became a real sister.
...EXPIRE...