
Ruiga POVs
They were cool with Ruhisa, while I was just accompanied by Riko chatting. The rest just focused on Ruhi.
It's very strange, isn't it? Though we in this world are Sasugara twins, but the popular is only Ruhisa. In their eyes what am I? Is it because the female Ruhisa keeps her getting more attention than them?
"What are you thinking? You've been daydreaming." Said Riko.
"It's nothing."
"You sure? I thought you were thinking about your sister."
"It doesn't really matter too much if you think about it."
"Why don't you eat your chicken soon, by the way?"
Okay I get it. He must be after my food. This rice and chicken I haven't bitten yet. Yes, I gave it to Riko and she was excited.
"That's so good of you Ruiga. We should have been friends since hehehe."
And suddenly Yuhi who had been busy chatting with Ruhisa and friends, suddenly her eyes were on us.
"Rui, why did you give Riko your food?" Ask Yuhi to me.
"It's okay. I don't have a taste for food anyway."
Yuhi put her lips to my ears and said: "Don't give anything to Riko! Sometimes Riko doesn't know herself."
I who heard it could only smile, then said: "Yes I was suspicious too. But it's already been."
"Hey what are you talking about?" Riko started kepo.
After we finished eating, one of them took us to a karaoke. Ruhi looked interested in their invitation. But.....
"Ruhisa you want to come, right?"
"Can." Reply Ruhisa.
"Okay, then we start there before it closes!"
They started leaving KFC and switched to karaoke on the second floor.
It's not a family picnic anymore. We are as if separated and engrossed in each other's interests. And why did mom and dad spend so long? It's been almost two hours and they haven't given any news.
"Sister, why are you silent there? Come with us!" Said Ruhisa coming towards me.
"Ruiga, you were invited too. Come on over here!" Said Riko.
"You guys just go there! I'm not interested."
"Loh why?! Occasionally you need to hang out with other children so that you are not considered cupid." Ruhisa tried to force me. Not only Ruhisa, but the other children also forced me to come along.
And I had to go with them. There I could not enjoy. While they were singing along, I sat quietly while drinking soda.
My mood was destroyed instantly. This plan failed. There is no family picnic. Even at the zoo, we were together for a while and after that my father and mother separated from us. And it also happened again when going to the mall.
Unbeknownst to them, I got out of the karaoke place. I walked to a corner far away from the crowd.
After a long walk I finally found a quiet tavern. So I used the seat there to be alone for a moment.
Then the shopkeeper came and asked: "Do you want a drink?"
"Yes, I'll order one orange juice."
Shortly after that came my order juice with a large glass size. That was enough to accompany my silence.
I don't know how long I've been there. What is clear is that this orange juice has been reduced by more than 75%. And my state of mind remains unsightly. It's obnoxious to vow. Though I seriously intend well, but the results are not even as expected. If this continues, how can I make them sure?
Can I get out of here unconditionally?! I screamed in my heart. And could Zelus hear this voice? If so, please lighten this burden! Here I have been serious about changing myself. I have been slowly accepting my destiny.
"Rui..." Someone broke my daydream. The woman's voice surprised me. I never thought we'd meet again here.
I kept quiet without answering.
"Hey I'm talking to you." Without asking for my approval, Nina immediately sat in my front seat.
"What do you want?!" I said in a bad tone.
"OK, you can be mad at me. But think back! It won't make it any easier for you to get out of here."
"I'm not mad at you. I'm just pissed at you."
"That's the same as *****!!"
"Yesterday you said you didn't want to be alone with me anymore. Then why are you here?!"
"Already Rui. Just fight later after we get out of here. The most important thing now is to think of a way to get you out of here."
"I have my own plan. I don't need your help!"
"What the hell is that talking about?!" Nina looks a little upset.
"........"
"Okay, I was wrong. I'm sorry. I won't blame anyone else. Consider it an accident. I'm not demanding anything else."
He looks sincere to me. I thought he was back in our home world. But he's still here and he's asking me to make peace. Even he was willing to apologize first even though it was not entirely his fault.
After I pondered it was true what Nina said. We were both wrong. We did something we shouldn't. Our bond is just friends. But our actions at that time were like dating people.
Nina had extended her right hand as a sign of peace. I doubt I'll decide.
"Come Rui! As long as there is hatred in your heart, Grandpa Zelus will not get you out of here. Besides grandfather wants you to accept your destiny, grandfather also wants you to be a good boy without hatred. Ever since you found out that your mother was pregnant, that hatred started growing in your heart causing you to be locked up here."
"Yes, I'm sorry too." We also took our hands as a sign of peace. And Nina smiled happily.
"That's dong. We don't need to talk about that anymore. So what was our plan then? Have you done it?"
"It."
"good. It must be good, right?"
"No. The plan failed. We failed to get time together. At the end of the day, we're looking for personal pleasure."
"What does that mean?"
"There is absolutely no family interaction at a picnic. My father and mother were busy alone, while Ruhisa was busy with her schoolmates."
"I thought Ruhisa would be the liaison between you and your parents."
"We'll find another way."
"No. Try again next time!"
"That's too long. It's hard to get time together. If me and Ruhi were to have time every day. But to be able to gather the four of them was extremely rare."
"yes too. We can't stay here too long."
"So do you have a plan?"
"No need to wait until the four of you get together. Just approach with your mom and dad, like when you're trying to get along with Ruhisa. I think this is easier than familiarizing yourself with Ruhisa because in the real world you must also interact with them often right?"
"Is that just doang?"
"Well how else? The most important thing is that you're doing good, right? Whatever the outcome doesn't matter as long as you're willing to try. Grandpa Zelus must have appreciated your efforts just now even if your family's picnic plan failed."
Yes yes too. Why don't I think about that? Zelus must have always been watching our behavior even though he didn't show himself to me.
The sound from my phone rang. It was the sound of a phone call from Ruhisa. I thought he didn't care about me anymore. And why do you realize now that I'm gone? Basic sucks.
"That's a phone call, right? Try lifting! Who knows how important."
"It doesn't matter."
"Don't do that! Know where it doesn't matter, you haven't picked up the phone yet."
"I'm lazy to talk to him."
"Who the hell is that? Your parents or your sister?"
"Who else is the one who has been troubling my life?!"
"Oh Ruhisa's. Has your relationship with him improved? Why are you making a storm again?! This doesn't reflect you as a big brother at all!!" Nina even went up in blood.
"Don't blame me! I'm mad at him not for no reason."
"I told you once, as a brother, you have to be wise to respond to your sister's attitude."
"How can I not get angry try? Though I've been hard-earned to take them on family picnics, but Ruhisa even cool herself with her schoolmates, and so does her own cool dad and mom."
The call stopped. Then enter an SMS message that the contents are: Sis, father and mother have finished shopping. Get back in the car! We have to go home now.
Going home?! Just be right!! We haven't done anything yet but they've decided to go home? What does family really mean to them? What we did at this picnic was absolutely no element of togetherness.
Nina who was curious about the contents of this message immediately grabbed my phone. Nina read it and her expression was ordinary.
"Then what are you waiting for? Hurry up and meet them!"
"For what? No swearing!"
"Yes I know you're disappointed with them. But if you're dealing with it this way, then you're wrong. Grandpa must not be happy you're acting this way. Grandfather would have wanted you to be wise in your attitude no matter what."
"Let them go home alone. I still want to be here."
"Meet them and talk about this matter carefully!" Nina forced it once. I did what he said too.
Nina and I have reached the car park. There was already a look of Ruhisa who waved her hand towards me.
"Sister why don't you go tell me?! I'm looking for brother everywhere."
"Connecting is late afternoon, let's go home!" Said my father who looks happy because shopping a lot with mom.
"Going home? What about going to the beach and going to the movies?"
"We'll continue another time. Dad and mom have to get the paperwork ready for work tomorrow." Said father.
"What the fuck?! Didn't we agree this morning we'd have fun till night? We can still go to the beach now or watch a movie. But why did he suddenly come home?!"
"So my father said. We forgot that tomorrow the work file must be completed. We'll continue this show next time."
"Daddy! Is your job more important than your family? When will the four of us have full time? You sucks!"
They were also astonished at me. Oh yes I forgot. They are not real people, and certainly their feelings are not genuine either. Faux humans like them can understand our feelings.
"Oh come on, you won't be able to understand. You guys
go home first! I still have business." I said disappointed. I walked away from them and they just kept quiet as if they didn't understand what I was saying. Only Nina chased after me and persuaded me to come back.
"Ruiga, why are you leaving anyway?! They want you back!"
"Bodo is very much with them!"
"Hey don't get angry dong! Your move from the start was good. Don't you get ruined by this attitude of yours!"
"I just need time to calm down."
"Alright if that's what you want. But after this you have to get better with them!"
I could only stay still while nodding my head.
Nina knew I was upset, so she took me somewhere. He said he wanted to calm my heart with a show.
The sun has sunk too. The stars began to show their circumcision in the night sky.
"Where are you taking you? From then on we just keep walking not to the point."
"Have been quiet, come!" Nina answered holding my hand as if she had helped a child cross the street.
Oh this is the town square area. There were a lot of people gathered around like they were waiting for something. Could they also be looking forward to the same event we are looking forward to? Nina said the show was quite entertaining.
Nina took me to the park bench seat near the square. And the question is, why are we sitting here so sweet? Like dating people, but at that time we did not talk much.
Then a shocking voice sounded loud. The sound came from above. It was the sound of firecrackers, or rather the sound of fireworks exploding in space. The fireworks emit beautiful sparks and compete with the stars that decorate the night.
So Nina made me walk all the way just to watch the fireworks? Oh, my God, I think he wants to show you an entertaining attraction.
"Hows it? Beautiful right?"
"Hm."
"My sister loves fireworks. So when my sister was sad, I always comforted her by lighting fireworks at home. I miss my sister."
"Oh now I understand."
"What about?"
"Don't you just think of me like your own sister all this time?"
Nina looked astonished and her face was blank, confused as to what to say. But it makes sense that his attention has been only on the basis of brother-sister relationships.
"I didn't expect you to think like that."
"But what I said was true, right?"
"Maybe indirectly it's true. But to me you are more than just a sister. If you're sensitive, you should immediately catch what I mean by this."
"That's it. It's not important to talk about it anymore. But I appreciate your efforts even though I'm honestly not so amused by Hehe."
"But from your words just now it sounds disrespectful..." Nina's facial expression was slightly pouting.
"Yes sorry. I was not entertained by the fireworks show. But I am comforted by your presence by my side. If you hadn't followed me here, I would have lost my way and couldn't have come back."
"You should be sure you can! Just one more little step and Grandpa will set you free."
"What?"
"Before I go to the mall, Zelus' grandfather has met you. We talk a lot about you. Grandpa Zelus says you only need to do one more favor, then you'll be free. About your closeness with Ruhisa is no doubt. Your little heart has accepted Ruhisa as your sister. Now you're free to do whatever good it is. You don't have to have a family picnic to show yourself as a sister to your parents. Do something meaningful for them while their existence is erased!"
"Deleted? What's that supposed?"
"You know for yourself, right? This world and its contents are fake. Everything is just an imitation and the personality of people here does not match the original human personality in our world. Once we get back to the real world, then grandfather will erase this world and its contents."
"But why should it be removed?!" I don't know why I feel so unwilling to be removed.
"Yes, that should be so, right? There is no reason to let this world go. Your business here will soon be finished and the world will no longer be needed. Remember, this world is a prison. A prison sentence for you who have been insolent with your real parents."
"I don't agree if this world should be erased. Although the world and the inhabitants here are only imitations, but they are alive. They have feelings and thoughts. Don't you realize that?!" I unwittingly spoke in an angry-sounding tone.
"Yes at first I also did not believe that those who were here were just human imitations from the real world. But the fact is they're fake. They are not human like us. Even the memories they had were fake. We're much more perfect than they are."
"Tomorrow I'll meet Zelus. I'll persuade him that this world won't be erased."
"Why do you feel unwilling if this world is wiped out? Besides, you look angry when you know this world will be erased."
"Because I want to come back here to see them. I've been here a long time. Less than a month. Maybe at first I felt uncomfortable with this artificial world. But after you came and opened my heart's eyes, then my point of view changed. After you told me to blend in with them, I came to understand. It's not bad I'm here. It is not so different from our world of origin. All that distinguishes is their nature and their mass."
"So you're at home here?"
"Initially not. But now I'm happy to be here. Not too bad here. At least I'm not here for classmates."
"So you don't want to go home and you want to stay here?"
"Of course I want to go home too. But on the other hand I'm not willing to leave this place either."
"You can't be in two worlds at a time! You have to choose one!" This time it was Nina who looked angry. Maybe he's disappointed, but I can't lie to myself.
I was upset with my parents and twin sister here. But now I can accept them. It started this morning when we went on a picnic. From there I began to feel the warmth of family relationships. At first we were compact and the spirit of going for a picnic, although the ending ended with a sense of annoyance and disappointment. The point is I don't want this world to be wiped out.
I want to go back to the real world. But on another day I also wanted to visit this world again. These two worlds are important to me.
"We'll talk about this again after I've done my job here. Think about this one last step. What good do you think can be remembered for a lifetime?"
"As far as you. Just do it according to your heart!" Nina's tone was like someone was snooping. Is there something wrong with what I just said? I don't think so.
"You angry?"
"No."
"Why do you suddenly feel so uninspired?"
"It's okay. I'm just afraid if you make the wrong decision."
"Huh?"
"Be wise to take Rui's decision. I trust you."
"Hm okay...."
The fireworks show continues. We try to enjoy the show while we can. And every once in a while I try to tease Nina like when she teases you in the real world. Hahaha he looks annoyed, but his response is funny. Maybe this is why he likes to keep me in school. Sensation exciting.
If you look around Nina this is sweet too. Just try if his hair is left long like Ruhisa and his clothing style is changed by bit. He must look more attractive. Moreover, his large chest made the men fail to focus.
Or maybe Nina wasn't really ugly, but since from the beginning she used to have me in school, then it suggested that my mind was not beautiful.
Uh why did I suddenly become discussing him anyway? Is it because of me.... It's too early if I conclude that I like him. He could have approached me out of pity because I didn't have any real friends.
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