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About Us 2

I don't know since when I started liking you, maybe since you picked me up at the airport, last December for the first time we were both taking pictures together, maybe it was the rain and the flood that we stayed at the hotel, or every night we walked together to the tutoring, or the first time we saw you in a high school uniform, or the first time we met when we were second grade Junior High. I hate when I see you alone with Bima, I hate when I see you destroyed when breaking up with Bima. I don't like to see Joshua and you, so I said Mami, make a family uniform for you too. I was happy when I got the story from the Princess that your doctor's boyfriend was cheating on me. I was so angry and shocked to see Ari's name keep calling you on the phone, especially when Dewi said she was your ex, and you walked with her. I could no longer hold back and cover up my feelings.

I love everything we've been through lately, not because you were the only one beside me when I fell like this. I never saw the look of my pitying eyes from your eyes. It's been too long since it turns out my heart is actually filled by you. You don't know how much I tried to test my feelings, until it was unbearable on the night of the High School breakup I dared to pull you in my arms and kiss you it felt like that night I wanted to take off my mask so you knew it was me. Ra, I can't cover everything anymore.

Rara suddenly felt dizzy after reading the message that Jojo sent, she was again on night duty in the delivery room. "Ra, someone's giving birth!" Shouted Sister Lisa.

Rara put her phone in the bag, and immediately prepared the delivery room. The doctor on duty came with the patient who was about to give birth. After a long process, the mother gave birth normally. Rara gets the job of holding the baby and putting it in a warm baby box. Rara looked at the baby with a smile.

"You want to be photographed? usually if the internship and the first baby handled will be memorable," said the doctor who handled the birth.

"I don't have a cell phone with me" said Rara.

"This is my photo, I'll send it," said the doctor.

Rara finally took a picture with the baby, and gave her phone number to the obstetrician.

"Your name is Rara?" Ask the Doctor.

"Yes doc" answered Rara.

"She said there was an intern here that she knew, we finally met," said the Doctor.

"Yes doc, I work in the same clinic as Ian's doctor" Rara told the publication.

"Oh, I'll send you a picture" said the doctor.

"Thank you doc" said Rara.

Rara returned to the guard room, after drinking a bottle of mineral water that refreshed her. The phone turned on and the doctor sent her a picture.

You didn't ask me my name was Ra.

Rara only realized when the doctor wrote the message then she replied. What doctor's name?

My name is Galang.

Thank you, doc. Reply Rara.

We eat together sometime. Doctor Galang said.

Okay doc. Answer Rara.

"You've been daydreaming about Ra lately" Sister Lisa said.

"Many thoughts" answered Rara.

"What thoughts? Your script?" Ask Sister Lisa.

"Not really," answered Rara.

"If it's about a boyfriend?" Ask Sister Lisa.

*"Not really, I don't have a boyfriend, but," Rara took a breath. *

"But what?" Ask Sister Lisa.

*"Try reading this WA," Rara gave her phone to read Sister Lisa. *

"Well, what a romantic Ra, you've known since second grade Junior High, then why Ra?" Ask Sister Lisa.

"I wasn't sure about how I felt about him, the few times I broke up made me lazy to open my heart again to others, and I was lazy to hope, but there was in my heart thinking it wasn't an important matter of being loved," Rara explained.

*"As long as you're close to him how?" Ask Sister Lisa. *

"Well, I used to love him, who wouldn't like Jojo, he's handsome, good at basketball, rich, who doesn't like him" Rara said.

"Now still like it?" Ask Sister Lisa.

"After I dated Bima, I realized that the main thing is not handsome and rich, but really good, caring, and always accompany me" said Rara.

"Then this time, when you were with Jojo how did you feel?" Sister Lisa again asked Rara's feelings.

"I love him, I'm so sorry, when he fell down can not walk until it can be even trained all the girls who used to be near no one wants to accompany him, I do not like if he is insulted, I do not like if he is insulted, I just haven't tested what I feel for her dear as I felt when I was with Bima" Rara said.

"After reading the message from him what do you feel?" Ask Sister Lisa.

"I want to cry, because I am between happy and afraid, afraid if I say like, baby but it turns out this feeling is because I am again in a lonely time, all my friends are married. I'm also afraid to say I don't like him, afraid I'm making the wrong decision" Rara said.

"Well, I'll think and feel sister" replied Rara.

The next morning Rara immediately went to the campus to read all the scripts, Dini came to him and said.

"Ra, do you know what you're doing?" Ask Early.

"What do you mean?" Ask Rara.

"Let's take a leave of absence" Dini said.

"What does this have to do with me?" Ask Rara.

"You rejected him, right" said Dini.

Rara frowned, where did she know all this.

"It's up to you to say what, what matters is that it's not me!" For the first time Rara snapped Early, and immediately went away, registering for the advanced date of the trial.

Rara continued her journey to the lecturer's house for the last thesis guidance. Rara tries to call Ari, directly picked up by her mother.

Ra, can you go home?. Ask Ari's mother.

Can Aunty finish from the lecturer's house.

Finished from the lecturer's house, Rara immediately went to Ari's house, her mother Ari drove her in and saw Ari sitting in her room while playing with a laptop.

"Good day Ri," Sapa Rara.

"Well, Rara's magic can be in my room" said Ari.

"Ri, why?" Ask Rara.

"Why what?" Ask Ari.

"Why don't you sign up for a trial?" Ask Rara.

"I don't want to graduate with you" said Ari.

"Ari, it's a stupid act, you have to graduate as soon as possible, work, marry as soon as possible with a woman more than me, and show me you're happy" said Rara.

"I've applied for a leave of absence" Ari said as he looked back at his laptop.

"Ari, it's not too late, you can still withdraw your cut, let's pass together," Rara approached him holding her hand.

"Get together and we get married, you want to?" Ask Ari.

"Ari, marriage is not as easy as you think, Ari back to your senses," said Rara.

"Is loving you not in my senses?" Ask Ari.

"Ari, remember your parents who went to college were you, not me" said Rara.

"Go there, if you too will not eventually marry me," said Ari.

"Ari, our religion is different!" Rara finally shouted.

"I told you we're marrying abroad, we're not going to convert!" Ari also shouted.

"I don't want a two-faith household like you feel, you yourself feel sad to see your mother go to church alone, you can see me alone to Church?" Ask Rara.

"If there is a daughter, there will be a friend" said Ari.

"O Lord Ari, we should not force everything just for the sake of a momentary judgment," Rara finally cried.

"This conversation is finally what, you still don't want to marry me, go I'm not dropping out of college, I'll graduate but next semester," said Ari.

Rara turned her body and left.

"I'm sorry Auntie, I'm sorry, um" Rara apologized to bow her body.

"Yes, no problem, let this wound will mature Ari," said Mama.

Rara went home, at home there was only Riris, Rara ran to hug her and cried.