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Feelings then and now

I used to be excited, now I'm ogah-ogahan, see the crowded field I never want to know again, as if my world disappeared after breaking up from Rara.

Bima was just silent and lazy to know, and not wanting to know what happened, he and Irfan again walked from the library to pick up the package book that would be divided in his class.

"There is, what Bim is, it looks like something is falling" Irfan said.

"I don't know" said Bima.

"That's Rara's class, and Princess, who's fallen?" ask Irfan.

"Just ask yourself there," said Bima.

"Well, we're taking another gini masakh to the field" Irfan said.

"They took it to the UKS" Bima said.

Irfan and Bima go into class, hand out package books to her friends, and they start again the lesson.

After the break, Irfan went straight to his class Rara, Irfan dizzy here and there, and he was confused there was no Rara, no Princess, there was only Bagas.

"Bagas, who just fell?" ask Irfan.

"Daughter" said Bagas.

Irfan immediately ran away as fast as lightning, but he was shocked in the UKS already there is Rara, and one guy, as he remembers their upperclassman.

"Ra," call Irfan.

Rara turns to look at Irfan, then codes for Irfan to enter.

"Whatever's daughter?" ask Irfan.

"The doctor said, less blood, low tension, the tantnya again came," said Rara.

Irfan and the guy looked at each other, The upperclassman immediately gave his hand to get acquainted with Irfan, Irfan also though reluctant but for the sake of courtesy finally shook hands.

"Rio," he said.

"Irfan," replied Irfan.

"Sister Rio, earlier who helped Gendong Putri, classmates were all at a slow pace of his actions, fortunately there was Brother Rio," said Rara.

"Thank you" replied Irfan.

"Together, is it okay, you're his girlfriend or his brother?" ask Rio.

Irfan confused what answer, if a friend answers, is in his heart uncomfortable, if the boyfriend answers, there is no agreement.

"Friends" Rara replied.

Rio's just smiling, "Ra, call me later if he's awake" Rio said.

Rio is out of the UKS.

"Fan, why is it so hard for Lo to answer a boyfriend or a brother?" ask Rara.

Irfan still did not want to answer, he only saw the Princess, honestly there was concern in his heart for the Princess.

"Ra, you are also sports abis, need to rest, rest later My daughter is guarding," said Irfan.

"Ok," said Rara.

Rara came out of the UKS room, straight to the cafeteria for drinks," Gua thought the latitude was falling Ra," Jojo said from behind.

"It's not the Princess" said Rara.

"Yesterday, Lo was lemesy, tired," said Jojo.

"It was yesterday" said Rara.

"Drink this, eat this," Jojo gave Rara drinks and bread.

"Lo don't eat Jo?" ask Rara.

"So, eat a gi, so it's not easy to get tired" said Jojo.

"Ok thanks," Rara returned to the classroom, Bima just looked from afar.

The Princess came to pick him up, the Princess was awake, "Irfan thank you already accompany the Princess," said Auntie.

"Sama-sama Aunt, actually from earlier there was her friend Princess who was also the guard, Rara and Rio," said Irfan.

"Rio?" ask Princess.

"Yes, that upperclassman is your sis," said Irfan.

"Thanks yes Fan," said the Princess.

Rara immediately came while carrying her bag Princess,"Rest first aja Put," said Rara.

"Yes, Thank you Ra" said the Princess.

The princess came home.

Sartika showed up, in front of the UKS, "Fan, don't go shopping, he's exhausted and passed out" Tika said.

"Hopefully, that's why I ran straight here" Irfan said.

"Hopefully he is fine" said Tika.

Irfan's way back to his class.

Rara was alone in class that day, Bagas moved to sit in front, Rara was happy, "lucky you quickly moved here, before the others," whispered Rara.

"Oh, you know, a lot of things" said Rara.

In Rara's shadow, If Kiki were to move forward, she would have to be patient her desk would sway constantly, because Kiki likes to wiggle her legs.

If Widi who moved next to him, he would certainly be confused with various questions, because Widi is rather slow often repeat the question up to three times.

Karuan Bagas who was beside him, besides being familiar, and close, Bagas still acted like a normal person.

"Ra comes home from school, you still take the bus a lot?" ask Bagas during the last lesson.

"Yes" said Rara.

"Frangky's still sitting next to you?" ask Bagas.

"Yes, but we rarely talk, if not he who asks first," said Rara.

"It's weird, why he didn't come with Bima's car" Bagas said.

"Let's just say, I'm lazy to know, too" said Rara.

The bell from school rang, Rara walked slowly to the bus stop, to sit on the bus.

Frangky got on the bus and sat down next to Rara.

"So I heard Bagas ask, do I still often sit with you on the bus," said Frangky.

Rara is just diamin.

"Consense, that's Jojo's spy, but let it be, I just feel weird, if we're one bus, not sitting together even though it's one class," Irfan said.

Rara remained silent.

"Ra, what is the difficulty of talking to the cave si, what is the gossip cake, what is the cake, for example the guy who was carrying the Princess, who is it?" ask Frangky.

"Rio, upperclassman, I also just found out about him," said Rara.

"Then, Irfan's with the Princess dating?" ask Frangky.

"Sir, just a friend" replied Rara.

"You got Ra's sister?" ask Frangky.

"There are two" answered Rara.

"Ra, I really want to be friends with you, I want to have a casual conversation with you" Frangky said.

"Frang, it's not legal to explain it over and over again, you're like you have COD disease, I understand, just I'm confused what material is suitable for us two," said Rara.

"Many, examples of this lesson, Indonesian history lessons, were told to make a poster, when will your group plan be made?" ask Frangky.

"Tomorrow, because it's time I don't teach" said Rara.

"You think our friend Widi has COD?" ask Frangky.

"Yes" said Rara.

"Ra, the difficult cave work Physics PR tomorrow collected, can you help?" ask Frangky.

"This afternoon cave les, later VC only," said Rara.

It did not feel like he had reached the end of the entrance hall to go to Rara's house.

"Gua first," said Rara.

"Ok, be careful" said Frangky.

Riris is getting good results in her midterms, she has already sent her rapot grades to Anak Arrow High School school online for achievement pathway registration.

"Sister, these are my values," showed off Riris as soon as Rara arrived home.

"Don't be arrogant, there is still sky above," said Rara.

"It's not arrogant, but I'd love to see the evidence that I'm learning" Riris said.

"I believe you learned Ris," said Rara.

The Princess's phone rang, the Princess picked it up,

"Hallo..," said the Princess.

"Hallo, how's it going?" ask the voice there.

"Who is this, who is it?" ask Princess.

"Which asked for your phone when you were guarding the bazaar, and who carried you earlier when you fell, you really did not contact me" he said.

"Sister Rio huh?" ask Princess.

"Yes, is it really healthy?" ask Rio.

"Yes, my sister" said the princess.

"Praise God, tomorrow's school yes, there will be a surprise for you" Rio said.

It used to be passionate about the feelings of the Princess for Irfan, but now no longer, although the story of life and time makes them close but the Princess never developed her feelings again, because she did not want to be hurt, because she did not want to be hurt, and what about Rio...

The princess was worried that her choice was wrong, she just wanted to be on her own path.

Princess does not want to follow that the High School period must have a boyfriend.

The princess rested but the inner upheaval and contemplation of her soul continued to thrash, thinking and hoping that all would be well.