
Alira looked stunned, staring at the two people standing before her. Seemed both of them looking at him with a stiffened face but with eyes of longing.
'' Father, Mother Alira saw her parents standing at the door of the house that she had been living in for months. Father's face looks increasingly stiff when observing the shape of the child's body. Mom's eyes have been glazed.
Seeing the disappointed and injured face in front of him made Alira unable to hold back her tears. Alira threw herself down, kneeling before her parents with tears. Down, without daring to look at the face full of sadness that is seen in the faces of Father and Mother .
'' Maafin Alira Pak Bu said Alira. Mother shut her mouth because her crying line broke . The father looked to open his eyes, as if to dispel the tears that were about to spill.
'' Alira cannot be the son that you and I are proud of. Sorry Alira disappointed you with the stupidity that Alira has done said Alira with tears flooding in.
'' How can it be like this son ?'' isak the mother who now fell in front of the child. Both of them were at the door. Mother grabbed Alira's shoulder and shook her a little hard.
'' Why is this Ra ?'' Mother repeated the question, Alira was only able to cry. It was really painful to be because the mother let out tears. Tears of hurt and disappointment caused by him.
'' I've failed sir, I failed to be a good mother Sir'' Mother increasingly roared hitting her own chest. So tight was the feeling in his chest, finding the child who had come out of the norm. He made himself feel like he had failed to educate his son.
'' Maafin Alira maaf . It's not mom's fault but it's purely my inability to take care of myself. Alira is wrong bu ''.say Alira as much as she pleases. He grabbed the mother's body and embraced it. The two hugged each other in tears. He still stared at the two precious women in his life.
The drama of a truly moving meeting is not a spectacle. It was a busy day. Some of the villagers were working .
For a moment they seemed silent, calming each other's hearts. After their condition was quite calm. Alira invites her parents into the house.
'' So you hid here all this time ?'' which Mother still with her sorrowful gaze.
'' Yes ma'am, sorry . Vivian who told Alira's mother here ?'' Alira asked without daring to meet her parents.
'' No, it's been a few times Mr and Mas you met Vivian but did not say where you are. She said she didn't know where you were.'' Mom's story with a glaring look. Father was still silent while kneading his temple.
Alira feels increasingly guilty, which forbids Vivian not to tell her family.
'' I'm sorry that Alira forbade Vivian to tell you and Mom, Alira was ashamed. Alira has disappointed you said Alira who is now back sobbing.
''Mom and Dad are disappointed with what you did. But the rice has become porridge, want to be flanked again ?. No human being can restore the situation that has already happened. One thing you have to remember is that we are disappointed whatever we are. You are still our son. The mistake that happened did not escape our mistakes as parents who could not keep the trust well said Ibu '', Alira increasingly sobbing.
Guilt is growing in the chest. He had smeared his parents' faces with black charcoal. But they still accept. Only the words of apology kept coming from those lips.
'' How do you know about Febrian ?.'' asked Alira who is now looking at you with a question mark.
'' So is he really the father of the child in your womb ?'' The father asked again, Alira nodded weakly. Father seemed to sigh.
'' Several times he came to the house looking for you, he also told me why you left him. But she never said that you were pregnant with her child, said the mother. Alira gulped roughly. His throat felt choked.
'' He, he does not know pregnant Lira ma'am said Alira. Mom and Dad looked at each other.
'' Do you think you can be a single parent ?'' ask Father. Alira bit her lips, she herself still hesitated about it. He just can't take care of himself. How could he bear one more life ?. Alira could only duck without being able to answer.
'' Being a parent isn't as easy as you think Ra is, don't you think your son will be looking for his father ?'' add Mother.
'' But he cheated on Lira ma'am said Alira who felt that her decision to leave Febrian was the right thing.
'' Yes, he admitted it, and he said he was sorry. Despite all the mistakes he made against you. She must take responsibility for the fetus in your stomach .'' said Mother, Alira wanted to deny it, but she did not have that courage.
He had disappointed both of his parents with the disgrace he brought. Especially if he chooses to be single with a child without a father. Both of his parents would be more embarrassed. Not to mention, later if the child is born and maintains about the Father. What should he give in response ?.
Alira still has questions about who told her whereabouts to her parents. But when the question is still embedded in the heart. Come bi Sari who just came from the market.
Alira introduces the woman who for a few months became a place to lean on herself. Then Bi Sari who saw that her guest had not been made to drink, the woman went into the kitchen and served a cold drink and a plate of cake which she just bought .
They seem to be talking quite familiarly. Alira became a listener with a growing sense of guilt. When he heard the mother who told him, how worried the brand that did not know the news and the whereabouts of the child.
'' Sorry, I have been taking nicotine all this time, said Mother in between the warm chat created between them.
'' Nobody bothers you, I'm glad Alira. I have a friend.'' said Bi Sari.
''This Sari brat lives alone here ?'' search mother.
'' Yes, I have one child. But living in my own house. And I am waiting for the house of his relics of Non Vivian here'', replied Bi Sari. Mother seemed to understand.
No one knew behind the side windows of the house. Tino stood leaning against the wall. Smiling with relief, the arrival of Alira's parents was the act of informing Alira's brother from the mobile number he took when borrowing Alira's mobile phone.