
Many times Alira seemed to exhale. Waiting with worry. Wishing that all you are worried about is fear. But after a few minutes of waiting and the rectangular object showed two red lines.
His legs felt hollow for a moment, he sat on the floor with a feeling of tightness that squeezed his chest. No mistakes are sweet. And now what he feels. When the word love makes her fall asleep, grow a seed in her womb.
'' I have to how ?'' lirih Alira realized this would not be easy. She is still a student at a private college in her city . Although his lover is a successful entrepreneur. But bring the news of pregnancy , will the lover be happy ?.
The jibbun of questions settles in the mind of the 22-year-old girl. Will the lover want to admit the fetus in his stomach ?. Could it be that the man is responsible ?. What if in the end he does not admit that this is the fruit of their forbidden deeds ?.
The long black haired girl was stunned in tears. A sense of regret squeezed his chest. He was caught up in the sweet appeal of love. Now he must bear the fruit of his sins. Sorry will not change the reality. Inevitably he had to accept the presence of another life in his stomach.
Abandoning was not an option he deserved to choose. Even if he asks the heart, of course he is not able to be a mother. But adding to the list of sins in his life is not an option that should be justified.
Alira got up from her seat, went inside the bathroom in her boarding room. Wash the tears that wet her cheeks. With the determination he put on his chest. He must meet his lover.
The beautiful woman sat in front of the dresser. Polishing her face with a thin sweep of make up. There is really no denying the beauty of the face, a face that is able to ensnare the men around it.
Febrian is no exception, a 29-year-old man. A self-employed person who knew him when they were at an event on campus. With Febrian as the guest who fills the show.
The beauty that Alira has makes Febrian unable to turn his face. From the introductions at the seminar continued until they were in a romantic relationship. There was no reason for Alira to reject a man 7 years older than her.
Febrian, handsome man with a million charms that can not be denied. The establishment was owned by a sturdy man who looked handsome with his ideal body posture.
Until one day the love weakens his heart. He was lulled in sweet seduction which led to the loss of the crown he had guarded. Under the confinement of the man he tasted the sweetness of sin .
Night befriended the dark, Alira riding her motorcycle towards the lover's house. A house that only lived in a Febrian. He often spent time in the house, mixing love with the lover. Their relationship has been going on for almost a year. And during that time they are related like husband and wife. All this time was fine, until the incident two months ago. When those who have burned desire, are unable to control themselves. The seed was planted in her womb and is now growing there.
Alira's heart thumped as the speed of his motorbike approached the lover's house. He was afraid that what he got was rejection. But he couldn't back down. The fetus in her stomach needs status.
Arriving at the courtyard of the two-story minimalist style house, Alira stopped the speed of the motor. He took a long breath. Then with all the courage that he had. He stepped towards the door. The door came, but there was no answer. Obviously, the lover is at home. Because the man's car was in the garage. He tried to come back knocking, there was no truth.
Alira tries to press the door handle, and it turns out to be unlocked. There was no sound in there. Febrian lives alone. Only in the afternoon come the housekeeper to take care of the house, clothes and other household chores.
" It's !" call Alira while stepping deeper and deeper. There is no law at all. The girl ventured up the stairs to find her lover in the room. Slowly he climbed up each step of the stairs.
Up at the end of the upper gasket ladder, his ears caught the sound that made his heart tremble. He swallowed his saliva with great difficulty. If the sound of sighing came out of the lips of his lover he could think if the lover was just channeling his desire alone. But the woman's voice, really made Alira's heart burn.
Alira retreated her steps with tears that had been shed. Alira accidentally hits Gucci, who is placed near the door.
Brakkk
The sound of Gucci falling and splitting. Febrian who was chasing his peak was startled and looked towards the door. A glimpse of Alira running shadow was seen by him. And the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs was clear.
" Shittt "febrian curse that immediately stopped the action. Making the lady money lying in her carriage stare disappointed. When the peak almost came Febrian actually stopped and now the man grabbed his pants and wore them quickly.
" Bri !" shouted the woman who was not in the Febrian gubris who ran down the stairs.
" Dear !" call Febrian when you see Alira opening the door. Alira did not tease him, he kept running carrying a broken heart .
What is less than him ?. When he was willing to give up the honor he should have defended but the man still betrayed him.
" Alira stop !" febrian who was already in the doorway. But Alira did not stop his steps. He rode his motorbike matic.
When he was about to launch his motorbike, Febrian had splintered nearby. Gripping the handlebar of the motor he was about to run.
" Dear wait a minute, horrified my explanation first" said Febrian with a pleading face. Alira wiped her eyes and stared intently at the man blocking her path.
" What explanation?, would you like to explain if you were accidentally caliph or in a trap ?'' alira said with her cynical smile.
" It's not like that, I .... '' Febrian has no words to explain his mistake.
" I what?, dissatisfied with one woman ?. Please continue your madness. I'm gone, don't ever look for me for your apologies. Let me go with the rest of the love I already have " said Alira in a sharp tone despite looking calm.
" Please Lir, don't go away I'm just in love with you" said Febrian.
" Love?, love will not betray Febrian Dirgantara" said Alira firmly.
" Bri !" the call from the woman who had just come out of the Febrian house quite distracted Febrian. Making checks on the handlebar of the motor was a little slack. Makes Alira have a chance to gas. Febrian staggered and fell. He did not care, he just wanted to get away from there with a wound that was inflicted by a Febrian Aerospace.