
"There will be no one who will always stay. People come and go down expectations because some people are lying, right person is bullshit."
After finishing praying, Ucup went up to his bed. Ucup laid his body on his bed. Ucup recited the prayer before going to sleep and then he closed his eyes. Ucup had already closed his eyes but he had not yet slept. He was thinking of ways to help his father make money.
*Do I need to find a side job?
I also need money to buy cigarettes, cook I buy cigarettes with money that my father loves.
What side jobs are right for me?
After graduating high school (public high school) I immediately kykiah, so I have no experience working together once in a while.
I also do not have the expertise so I tangent to have to apply for a job where?
Anybody want to accept me to work while in college? Ucup who looks doubtful, he feels doubtful towards himself. He found it difficult for others to accept him to work because he wanted to go to college while working.
Ucup is determined tomorrow afternoon after returning from campus he will travel around the city of Pekanbaru to look for job vacancies*. Ucup wants to work to earn money to be able to buy a pack of cigarettes, batin Ucup.
Ucup who felt drowsiness then he returned to recite the prayer before going to bed. After that Ucup closed both eyes, Ucup's eyes were already pinched. Ucup had fallen asleep soundly on his bed.
In The Dream
Ucup was in a vast meadow, he was sleeping on it. The sunlight that hit Ucup's face. Ucup who felt his face exposed to sunlight then he opened both eyes.As Ucup opened both eyes he felt glare exposed to sunlight.
Ucup immediately woke up and he changed his position to sit on the grassland.Ucup look around the place. Ucup feels alien to the place because he has never been in it at all.
Where am I now?
Why is there grassland around me?
Why is there no one here?
Where am I now?
I have to get out of this place
Ucup stood up from the meadow and then he started walking straight. He just kept walking straight without looking back, he felt he had walked so far but he was still in the same place when he woke up from sleep earlier.
Ucup that has been dripping sweat on his forehead and back. Ucup clothes are wet because of the sweat that is pouring. Ucup also felt so thirsty, he wanted to drink but he did not see any water around the meadow.
Ucup tried to walk again to the right, along the way Ucup read a prayer for God to help him. Ucup who prayed while walking towards the right. Ucup looked towards the front, looking at a river not far from where he stood.
With just one gulp Ucup had drained the water that was in the dark of his hand. He took the water again using his palm.He drank the water until it ran out. After that, Ucup no longer felt thirsty.
Ucup sat by the river while looking at the river. Ucup see the river water that looks clear and clean. Ucup saw in the river there are fish. Ucup saw that there were fish in the river intending to enter the river.
Ucup stood up from the meadow, he then walked into the river. Ucup was already in the river and he tried to catch the fish using his hands. Difficulty catching fish with his hands.
The fish swam into the middle of the river, Ucup walked into the middle of the river and he tried to catch the fish again Ucup failed to catch the fish. Ucup saw the fish passing in front of him and he immediately caught the fish. Ucup managed to catch the fish using his hands.
After Ucup managed to catch the fish by hand, some fish were in front of Ucup. The fish swim in front of the Ucup. Ucup who saw some fish swimming in front of him. Ucup so want to catch all the fish. Ucup throws the fish in hand towards the meadow.
After that Ucup tried to catch fish in the river using his hands. Ucup managed to catch the fish using his hands. After the fish was caught using his hands, he threw the fish towards the grassland.
After successfully catching fish in the river Ucup increasingly eager to catch fish in the river. This time Ucup began to have difficulty catching the fish because the fish can always avoid when going to catch Ucup. So that makes Ucup continue to move here and there to catch the fish.
Esokan In the morning
I finished cooking and then I started washing the dirty cooking utensils on the sink. When mom was washing cooking utensils using dishwashing soap. Dad was in the kitchen and he walked to the dining table.
"Where's mom?" Dad, who was in front of the dining table, pulled out his chair. Ucup sat his ass on the chair
"Astagfirullah, I'm ngaggetin' mom."Mother was surprised when she heard the voice of father. Mom looked up at me sitting on the bench.
" I'm sorry mom, where's your mom?" The father who felt guilty for making the mother became shocked.
"Isn't Ucup praying with dad in the mosque?" ask mother.
"No, where's Ucup mom?" ask dad.
"That's why mom's dad doesn't know."The mother shrugged her shoulders, the mother who did not know the whereabouts of Ucup.
"Is it possible that Ucup is still sleeping mother?" ask dad.
"Let's just look inside Ucup's room." Mom asked me to see Ucup's room. I felt that Ucup was still in his room.
"Yes mom, I want to go to Ucup's room first. I want to see if Ucup's still in that room." Dad stood up from his stand, father walked away from the mother who was still in the kitchen.
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