
When Tiara ran after the ambulance carrying Fadil's body, shortly afterwards Lilis and Vita also followed. But by the time they got there, Miss Lilis and Vita had found Tiara collapsed and laid in Fadil's room. So they came only briefly to accompany Yunita who was waiting for the unconscious Tiara. Then help in the kitchen along with other mothers. And before Tiara regained consciousness from her stupor, Miss Lilis and Vita were back home, having to do something at home. Bu Lilis simply advised Yunita to take care of Tiara who had not yet awakened.
Tiara was finally brought home after she woke up, Miss Lilis had already prepared warm water for Tiara's bath. Tiara's entire body was sticky with sweat and tears. It had been a full day, Tiara's tears were flowing nonstop. I don't know what tests are going on. This misfortune for the sake of misfortune, completely shocked Tiara.
Although various advice from his parents, including advice from Zaenab's mother, he can receive, but the bitter and painful loss of the person he loves, makes Tiara like losing half his soul. He really has no spirit in living his days.
Tiara spends more of her days in silence. His eyes blank, he always locked himself in his room, while looking at the photo in the frame he brought from Fadil's room. Tiara often cried, the joy that usually emanated from her face, now seemed to fade and her body also looked thinner.
A week had passed since the day of Fadil's death. As Tiara's physical condition grew weaker, she rarely ate. Had it not been for being coerced by his parents, perhaps Tiara also as long as it would not have eaten. His taste was completely gone, and even his appetite for life seemed to be disappearing.
That night, Tiara's body temperature was very high. He had a severe fever, his face was already completely pale, his lips had also started turning blue.
'' Tiara..Tiara, you why Tiara?''
Yunita looked so panicked, she woke up when accidentally, her hand touching the body of the extremely hot Tiara, who was sleeping next to her.
'' Mother.. Dad.., Tiara, Tiara ma'am..''
Mr. Syahroni and Ms. Lilis immediately came to Tiara's room and checked her condition. They were shocked and panicked to see Tiara's condition. Ms. Lilis immediately compressed Tiara, and provided first aid.
'' Well, try to call Mr. Joko, we have to quickly bring Tiara to the clinic.'' Pinta bu Lilis to her husband Syahroni.
Shortly after, Joko came with his Avanzanya car. Tiara was immediately taken to a nearby clinic for treatment. Immediately an infusion needle and also a breathing apparatus were installed on Tiara's body.
'' How is the condition of our son doctor?'' Ms. Lilis directly asked the doctor who had just come out from Tiara's nursery.
'' his condition is still not good ma'am!, his current physique is still too weak. It seemed like she was lacking a lot of nutrients, and the mother child seemed to be having a lot of pressure.'' The doctor explained Tiara's physical and inner condition.
'' But he can be helped, right, doctor? help our son doctor!'' Miss Lilis is still panicking.
'' God willing ma'am, we will try our best and as much as we can, according to our ability. But most importantly, he should be able to wake up from his coma. I live first ma'am!, later if you need anything, immediately contact me or my assistant. Oh yes nurse, do not forget to often control the patient's condition.'' said the doctor to his assistant.
In the hospital room where Tiara is located, Syahroni sir, Lilis ma'am, Yunita and Vita alternately look after Tiara. Some of Tiara's neighbors and friends also came to visit Tiara.
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Day 3 Tiara at inpatient clinic.
'' Doctor.., doctor.., please. That, that..!'' bu Lilis frantically knocked on the door of the doctor's room.
'' Calm down.., calm down, ma'am, what's up?'' The doctor tried to calm the panicked Ms. Lilis.
'' That's the doctor, my son Tiara, his condition is like yesterday again.''bu Lilis shed tears.
'' Well ma'am, I'll check soon. Sister, please prepare the necessary tools and medicines!'' the doctor's order hurriedly headed for Tiara's nursery.
In the coma, Tiara...
On the shores of the lake, where Tiara saw Fadil standing on a raft boat, and climbing the stairs that appeared in the middle of the lake. Tiara finds herself back there. A raft tethered to his side, Tiara mounted the raft, and suddenly the raft moved by itself, leading into the middle of the lake.
A thick white mist enveloped the middle of the lake, then it began to fade and disappear. Along with the loss of the white mist, there appeared a staircase leading to the sky. Tiara still remembered, it was the stairs that Fadil had climbed in his dream back then.
One by one, the stairs passed by Tiara, and finally Tiara reached the end of the stairs. Tiara found a garden so beautiful and so vast as without borders. From a distance within the vast garden, Tiara seemed to see a familiar figure, the figure of the person she longed for so much, the figure of the person who had carried half her Soul.
'' A Fadil.'' Tiara muttered, then shouted.
'' A Fadil..!''
While calling out Fadil's name, Tiara ran towards the enormous gate. But for some reason, when he got in front of the gate, he could not enter. From the gate, Tiara could see the whole garden so beautiful, but Tiara's body could not enter it, like there was an invisible barrier at the door. Fadil, who heard someone call him, turned and found Tiara standing in front of the gate, came to Tiara.
'' Tiara, is that you?'' Fadil rushed up to Tiara, but when he was about to walk out of the gate, he stopped.
'' A Fadil, This is Tiara A, This is Tiara.''
Tiara smiled sweetly, her tears flowing. A feeling of joy and happiness enveloped his heart. Tiara is happy to finally meet the person she loves the most.
'' A Fadil.., why did A Fadil just leave? Why would A Fadil leave Tiara in sorrow and solitude? Was A Fadil really angry with Tiara?. Then, Tiara apologized A, Tiara ngaku wrong, for not keeping his promise.''
'' A Fadil, forgive Tiara. Tiara was sorry, really Tiara was very sorry. However, if A Fadil knew, it would not be Tiara's wish either. It was Yunita who forced Tiara to go with her. Tiara was also very sad Because of that.''
'' Once again, please forgive me A Fadil !''
'' Tiara, stop. Everything has happened, whether in this case who is guilty, no longer need to be revealed. Perhaps, this was indeed a trace of fate.''
'' Tiara, have you forgotten? I told you, no matter how angry I am with you, I still can't hate you. Hating you is like hating myself, hurting you, as much as hurting myself. Better to forget all this, just take the wisdom of all these events.''
'' A Fadil, is it true that A Fadil is no longer angry with Tiara? Did A Fadil really forgive Tiara?''
Fadil nodded, then smiled looking at Tiara.
'' Thank you A Fadil, thank you. For forgiving Tiara.''
Tiara was relieved, because Fadil was no longer angry with her. Tiara was eager to embrace Fadil, to pour out all her feelings and hearts and desires. However, Tiara could not enter through the garden gate.
'' A. A. now Tiara is here, but Tiara cannot enter. Please bring Tiara in, so that Tiara can always be together with A Fadil.''
Tiara looked at Fadil with a pleading gaze, she had already met Fadil, and did not want to part anymore.
'' Tiara.., sorry I can't.''
Fadil felt sad, he also missed Tiara very much, but there were things he could not explain to Tiara.
'' why A, does A Fadil not miss Tiara? Does A Fadil not want us to always be together?''
'' Tiara, what are you feeling, I feel it too. What you want, I am the same. But we cannot fight the will of destiny. Come back Tiara, continue your life. If God wants us to be together, nothing will stand in the way and we will be united. I don't know where it is, but it's not now, and it's not here either.''
Tiara could not understand what Fadil was saying, she also kept trying to enter that gate. But still he can't. Every time his feet tried to step through that gate, he was pushed back. Tiara almost fell down while trying harder. Fadil looked at Tiara with a sad expression, then he said :
'' Tiara, stop. There's no point in you trying, you better come back. Your father, mother, and brother are so worried about you, come back Tiara!''
'' But A, I don't want to go back, I want to be with A Fadil here. Let it be, even if Tiara can't get in there, Tiara will stay here. As long as Tiara could see and talk to A Fadil, Tiara was already feeling happy.''
'' Tiara.., do you really love me?'' ask Fadil.
'' Of course A, Tiara really loves you very much, that's why Tiara is here.''
'' Tiara, I don't mean like this. If you really love me, please follow my words. Come back, and wait until then!''
'' But A, how does Tiara live without A Fadil ? What if Tiara misses A Fadil ? What did A Fadil have to do, seeing an inner tormented Tiara endure all this alone?''
'' Tiara, just trust me this time. Go back, and live your life as usual. And if you feel hard to live it, go to the pesantren. Learn well there. God willing, your longing will be treated soon.''
'' But A.''
'' Tiara.., please, listen and follow my words!''
Tiara finally could no longer refuse, and reasoned not to obey Fadil and returned. He finally obeyed what Fadil said.
Tiara then closed her eyes, after saying the farewell words to Fadil. Suddenly his body felt like it was falling from a height and then...
In the clinic, in the room where Tiara was treated, the doctor and some of his assistants were busy checking Tiara's body condition.
Tiara who had been gradually improving, suddenly returned to drooping. His face and skin are turning pale. His heart rate is getting weaker, and..'' Tiii..'' Suddenly, on the screen the heart detector only looks straight line, indicating that the Tiara heart stopped beating.
'' Sister, grab a heart rate booster, hurry up!'' Doctor's orders to his assistant.
Until several times the tool is used, but there has been no change at all.
'' Add voltage!'' doctor to his assistant.
The doctor's sweat and his assistant started to drift out a lot, signaling how much they were trying to save Tiara.
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