The Return of Love

The Return of Love
Destined to meet not together


The Carissa Movement woke the Ambassador. His eyes looked for Yuka's whereabouts. He sees the clock still showing at one o'clock at night and he goes to another room to make sure Yuka is there.


Seeing Yuka who was fast asleep he returned to his room where Carissa was. He stared at the face of Carissa who always made him feel fine even now, Carissa's face can always divert the world for Ambassadors.


Carissa opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was the smiling face of the Ambassador looking at her. "Where is Yuka?". asked Carissa realizing Yuka was not with them.


"He woke up and moved to his room.


"Well I'll catch up with him". Carissa said shaking off her blanket.


"Free of you to go there, the room is in the key from the inside". replied the Ambassador lied.


Carissa was confused as to what she should do, there was no way she would wake Yuka up at this hour and there was no way she could sleep outside alone.


"Go back to sleep Riss, it's still one hour" said Duta understood what Carissa was thinking.


"Well, I'll sleep here but there's a barrier here" Carissa said, putting a roll between them.


"Because we've been sleeping together.."


"It's easy for you to say we've slept together, Ambassador, regardless of our past please correct your words just now.


"Well, since we've been sleeping in the same bed, can you forgive me for what I did before ?".


"Forget it, nothing ever happened to us it was just an accident".


"Please answer Carissa".


Carissa took a deep breath.


"Well, you made me forgive you but do you know where the mistake actually lies ?".


"I know, and for a few days I've been thinking about it from a long time ago to now". The ambassador tilted his body towards Carissa


"Look at me Carissa ". Pinta Ambassador


Carissa looked hesitantly at him.


"After you go is your life good?". asked the Ambassador


" Carissa is there still a chance for us to be together again?". asked the fashion ambassador seriously.


" We were just meant to meet not to be together even I didn't dare think of loving you again after that time.


"Why do you always behave like this Riss, different from the old you".


" It's only natural that if I act like this, you know some people choose to go away just to maintain my sanity and so I just want to keep my sanity, too, because it hurts so much when we can't be together when there's a booster in between. I'm telling you, I'm not the Carissa you used to know and that woman is dead with her broken feelings, and what you're seeing in front of you now is a different Carissa".


"Sorry for that, Rissa, I beg you to give me a chance once again I will fight for you whoever will be against it".


"Including your Papa ?".


"Yes including Papa and also your family later if they also can not accept me" replied the Ambassador reassured.


"Muta, everything is not easy just by talking. I'm strong but I'm also tired of everything, I want to live quietly and comfortably with my son".


"Rissa, I'm serious I want us to be together again raising Yuka together, watching her grow into an adult until we're Rissa's old".


Carissa smiled bitterly. " You don't know what I've been through and been with him, so I don't care about Dad for him anymore, because I feel that what I gave to Yuka has all represented the figure of Father.


"That's what you think but not with Yuka, she needs a father figure, do you have the heart if she has to ask someone else to be her father while she already knows I'm her father ? Rissa I want to make up for everything for the time you spent without me ", said Duta.


Carissa fell silent, she turned her back on the Ambassador. He does not know what else to say his heart is the same as Yuka's wish but his logic is to refuse.


The ambassador closed his body to Carissa, he wrapped his hands around Carissa's waist. Carissa can't do anything because the Ambassador's embrace is very strong.


"I beg you to give me one more chance Carissa, I want only me a man who is there for you and also Yuka I cannot accept there is another man among you besides me". ambassador said.


Carissa did not answer. He was busy with his feelings. While Duta he inhales the fragrance of Carissa's hair deeply which makes him want to always kiss her.


They were in that position long enough.


"I miss the old Carissa". whispered Duta right in Carissa's ear.


There was no response that Carissa gave, the Ambassador also secured their position when he knew the person in his arms was sleeping comfortably.