The Regrets of My Children's Father
Chapter 9

Accompanied by Josephine, Karina seeks a contract for her to live in. Karina has not heard the news about false allegations about her. How many people rained down Karina with the words of the absorption vow.

"Karina, are you sure you live alone in such a small house? Why don't you just give up and go back to your home country." Josephine stared at the house Karina and her children would live in.

"I stick with my stance, Jos! I don't want to go back and have to live with that traitor's family." Karina said with a murderous aura. Recalling past events made his blood suddenly boil.

"Partially I still want to look for the whereabouts of that woman." Karina added a long sigh.

"Karina, you better stop your search. Because we never know whether your Mama is alive or not." josephine was quite concerned about the life of his best friend.

"I want to see her tomb even if she's dead." Karina replied with a flat face.

Josephine no longer continued her words. He knew Karina had a slightly stubborn nature. Arguing was useless to undermine Karina's stance.

"Come, in. I want to see the conditions inside the house." said Karina opened the door of the simple rented house.

The atmosphere in the rented house felt a little stuffy. Maybe because it had not been occupied by residents before. So they have to clean the house to make it worth living in.

Josephine though the son of a rich man. However, he is happy to help Karina clean her rented house.

"Jos, you don't have to help me. I'm afraid your hands are scratched." said Karina stopped Josephine's activities redecorating the location of the sofa chair in the small living room. He had to move the chair out of place even though the distance between one seat and the other seat was not far away.

"Come on, Karina. You should have said that to yourself." Josephine replied, continuing her work.

Josephine knew that a pregnant woman should not lift heavy things. So, Josephine took the initiative herself to do a little heavy work. While Karina is asked to arrange her clothes, sweeping and wiping certain places that Karina feels should be a little dusty.

They cleaned and rearranged some of the equipment in Karina's contract until the end of the night. When their stomachs are hungry. Josephine took the initiative herself to order go food to shorten the time.

"Are you not hungry?" asked Karina to look at Josephine.

"I've ordered dinner for us. You don't have to bother cooking dinner for us." replied Josephine wiping away the sweat that flooded her face.

"I'm sorry I've been troubling you, Jos." said Karina in a very soft voice looking down for a while.

"Am I not your friend? I should've helped you" Josephine said in a soft voice.

"Don't worry about anything. Karina I will always be there for you. I'll be home to you as long as you haven't met someone who truly loves you sincerely." Josephine added.

"Jos..." - Ogre Karina with teary eyes. He suddenly felt a sense of melow when he heard Josephine's words.

"Never drag on in grief for something that makes you unhappy, Karina. Be happy in your own way. Being happy does not always mean having what you love. But, that definition of happiness is where you can be yourself and where you can be appreciated and treated well" Josephine said with a sincere look.

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"I was too stupid to expect the love of Ocean for two years. Suppose I didn't impose my will from the beginning. I'm sure my life will be happy right now." Karina expressed her feelings.

"Karina, we can neither repeat the past nor turn back time for us to choose again. Because time will go on. But one thing you have to remember. That you can improve yourself for the better." Josephine said. The girl knows, that Karina lately tend to have a melow nature and easy to cry.

Karina smiled sincerely at the wise advice delivered by her best friend. He was lucky to meet a friend like Josephine.

Not long go food orders Josephine came. The girl hurriedly presented her on the dining table.

Suddenly Karina wanted to be nauseous while smelling the smell of eating that Josephine had bought. Karina instantly closed her mouth and nose to let the scent smell by her.

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"Karina are you okay?" josephine asked quickly while kneeling Karina's neck.

"Jos, I can't smell that meal. I really want to eat Ocean's cooking."

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Karina could not stop her desire. He really wanted to eat Ocean cuisine.

Josephine did not know what to do. It was impossible to ask Ocean to cook a meal to satisfy Karina's cravings.

"Try us to crave something else. I can definitely grant your request, Rin. But the thing is I was never close to the Ocean. How could I dare to ask such a thing to him." lirih Josephine was a little dizzy with Karina's cravings.

Karina let out a long breath and said softly.

"You better have dinner first. My nausea can't be conditioned."

"But I don't want you to do anything. It doesn't matter if you eat just a little." Josephine suggested it's impossible to let Karina delay her dinner.

Karina finally relented and followed Josephine back to the dining table.

Back to the dining table. Again Karina had to be nauseous and vomit clear fluid from her stomach.

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"Udah Jos's. I couldn't smell the food anymore. I feel my body is weak and a little dizzy." said Karina in a weak voice.

"alright. You better rest in the room." Josephine held Karina up to her room.

Karina laid her body on the bed. Josephine returned to the dinner table to continue her dinner.

Josephine was no longer in her room. Karina was crying in silence. She could not believe that her children wanted things Karina could not do.

"Darling, I'm sorry you couldn't make your wish come true."

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Karina cried until her eyes were swollen. Because you cry too long. Karina finally fell asleep.

When Josephine returned to Karina's room. He saw the woman was asleep. Because I couldn't wake the woman. Josephine went home without saying goodbye because her parents asked her to come back.

When Josephine's car started to move away from Karina's contract. A man is seen getting off a luxury car. He stepped closer to Karina's rented house and went inside without the owner's permission.

The man arranged some food menu on the table. Then observe the condition of Karina's rented house. He was seen sighing several times before stepping into Karina's room.

The man looked at Karina's face with a little longer. Until he came back out of Karina's room. However, as he was about to get out of the woman's residence. The man decided to go back into the house and step towards Karina's room. He stroked the woman's belly a little while looking at Karina's deep sleep expressionless face.

"I'm sorry." That's all that said from her thin lips.